tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-188215292011-12-17T15:35:44.669+08:00Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.comBlogger1881100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-15941384422611047072011-10-30T12:27:00.002+08:002011-10-30T12:27:25.260+08:00Not knowing why I just felt like doing it as usual.<div><br /></div><div>Went to eat Xiao Long Bao Buffet with my Section mates. Spend loads of money -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>My brain is pretty much in the off mode now. Not really in the mood to think.</div><div>Just going in auto pilot. What ever I feel like doing I just do it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Epic blocked nose. Sometimes can't breathe through my nose which sucks.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>Getting through life is starting to feel like a bitch. The problems are appearing faster than they are solved.</div><div>Seems like I have to fight in the dark again. The light just became a few shades dimmer. I wish I can ditch this route and leave everything behind. Go somewhere else, have a brand new start. I guess that shall be my new goal.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1594138442261104707?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-42188817606542943372011-09-05T14:48:00.000+08:002011-09-05T14:48:20.540+08:00Fortunate to find something they want to do.<br /><div>Fortunate to know what they are good at.</div><div>Fortunate to realise what makes them happy.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes, I just wish I had my answers.</div><div>I wish, someone showed me the way.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>When I was young, all I wanted was to grow up.</div><div>Now, I look at what the future holds and all I see, is fear.</div><div>I fear for myself, for my family, and for those I hold close to me.</div><div>All this pressure. I know I created them myself.</div><div>The question is will I be able to relieve that pressure?</div><div><br /></div><div>No longer in a state of mind to think properly. </div><div>I can provide any logical answer. I just can't provide the answer to myself.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4218881760654294337?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-74548251895732659692011-08-23T23:51:00.002+08:002011-08-24T00:04:31.022+08:00For some mysterious reason. I'm starting to feel down again. Come to think of it. The pass few days have been pretty much a blur. Nothing much going on and stuff.<div> <br /></div><div>Can't be due to work. I don't really do that much work. Plus I've worked before. </div><div>It's probably me spacing out a little bit too much. Just goes to show how much crap I'm trying to forget.</div><div> <br /></div><div>Anyway, starting to feel like crap again. Mainly because NS is coming. 8 September. That is what 2.5 weeks away? Starting to feel real bad.</div><div> <br /></div><div>Only positive thing that I can look forward to is that I have resigned and Friday is my last day. Kinda happy about that. The work is getting a little bit too boring and bull shitty and stuff. Sometimes I wonder what is going through that particular persons' mind when he/she is submitting their tax return. Seriously mind blowing what some of them are able to come up with.</div><div> <br /></div><div>Sigh...</div><div> <br /></div><div>Now that common sense has ceased to exist in modern day society</div><div>I trust myself to keep my sanity</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>When everyone realises that humans are variables, that is when we accept and gain acceptance. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7454825189573265969?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-59469697416321951652011-08-13T02:04:00.002+08:002011-08-13T03:06:03.598+08:00Dead shit tired.<div>I have no idea why. Slept a lot last night slept nearly the whole afternoon. So why, why do I feel so tired. Ah whatever.</div><div> <br /></div><div>Feeling a little bit confused right now. Can't really decide whether I want time to go faster or slower.</div><div>Faster would mean I will feel infinitely less bored at work. It would also mean I am approaching the date to NS at a faster rate. Which obviously I don't want that to happen. Well whatever the case it is a good thing I don't have control over time, so it technically should keep moving at an equal rate. Right?</div><div> <br /></div><div>Now. More questions. Goggles with degree prescription or just regular goggles. Apparently they are needed for NS. More money the government is making me spend... </div><div>If I get the regular goggles. I'll just have to trust my instincts and dodge every single thing I see. Not exactly very safe -.- . But then again. I have no idea how much the ones with degrees costs...</div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>Better get some sleep now. </div><div> <br /></div><div> <br /></div><div>8.2 seconds of direct eye contact is all it takes for a man to fall in love with a woman. Kinda puts us guys in the chosen category instead of the choosing one. That sucks</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5946969741632195165?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-215513122542309312011-07-31T13:06:00.002+08:002011-07-31T13:15:20.130+08:00But seriously...<div>I'm physically worn out.</div><div>Thursday went jogging. I guess my so out of touch with long distance running that my legs can't even keep up. Totally died when I reached home. The physical activity continues though.</div><div><br /></div><div>Friday went to work. Walking up the stairs.... I feel like screaming bloody murder from the pain -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>Saturday. Sec 4/7 gathering. </div><div>OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!! PAIN AHHHH!</div><div>Play Football Volleyball Captain BALL. Geez. So dead now.... On the other hand it is nice to see classmates again. Fun shit. :D</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Today.(Sunday)</div><div>Preparing to go for iceskating now. What is with me and sports? Blasting through so many in one week -.-</div><div>Oh well I would probably fall down a lot. I can't skate for my life. K-box after that.</div><div><br /></div><div>Probably gonna blog some more later if I have more energy left....</div><div>Work on monday again... urghh</div><div><br /></div><div>Boring shit.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-21551312254230931?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-82479223416234460662011-07-18T22:25:00.002+08:002011-07-18T23:54:42.051+08:00Facing intense upper body aching. Not to mention nearly zero strength in my arms.<div>That is thanks to playing basketball on Saturday. Obviously I did not die from just playing basketball. We played "bullet".</div><div>Let's say I score a shot. The next person must score too. Otherwise he gets "shot" by me which will also mean he has to do push-ups.</div><div>Each person had 6 bullets. So I did 60 push-ups. Because I lost. Damn it!</div><div>At least I wasn't the first one to die. I was the last one... Ughh can't freaking move. =.='"</div><div><br /></div><div>Not doing much the past week. Had the WHOLE week off AGAIN. Slacked around at home. Watched Transformers 3. Bought a new pair of jeans since one of the usual ones that I wear tore. Still wondering whether I should go and get it fixed. It's just the knee part can just buy one of those sticker thingys and sew over.</div><div><br /></div><div>At work. I'm one of the last part timers left there. Let's just say there are 3 people left (and that includes me). I have feeling by the end of this month I might be the last one. Sigh... </div><div>I feel like quitting soon anyways. </div><div><br /></div><div>Next target! WATCH HARRY POTTER! and round up the rest of the stupid army stuff that I haven't yet found in my house or bought.</div><div><br /></div><div>Should probably try sleeping in a more normal timing now. Tried to sleep yesterday at 1am. I was still awake at 2. Just goes to show how totally screwed my bio-clock is.</div><div><br /></div><div>Feeling sleepy now lets hope I can sleep</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8247922341623446066?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-60405486060724009292011-06-29T22:13:00.002+08:002011-06-30T00:27:48.370+08:00One and a half weeks off... Not exactly boring.<div>The boring part is these 3 days. Mon- Wed.</div><div>Seriously bored -.-</div><div>At home nothing to do. Accept for Monday. Went to Bugis with bing.</div><div>After that it was just boring boring boring...</div><div><br /></div><div>Could have gone out but did not.</div><div>Listening to random songs and stuff. Play some games. </div><div><br /></div><div>Back to work on Thursday. Meaning today, I write my posts through 2 days!</div><div>Ah fuck. So bored.</div><div>Cya. Gotta wake up in 6 hours -.-</div><div>Damn headache.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Living life in the fast lane? </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6040548606072400929?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-75155855725691625722011-06-22T00:17:00.002+08:002011-06-22T01:05:15.159+08:00Extremely broke right now.<div><br /></div><div>Completely trying to cope with not having money to spare.</div><div>The army already made me spend 100++ bucks before I got any allowance from them. </div><div>Ugh.... 88 for the specs. 33 for the "inexpensive" watch.</div><div><br /></div><div>Bought a new pair of converse shoes. I had to. THIS IS NOT A SPLURGE!</div><div>The old pair is totally cui TTM!! The sides can see the sponge spilling out. The part where they glue(?) the sole and the rest of the shoe together is kinda broken. It's sad really I really liked that shoe. I initially wanted to get the same design. But I decided against it. Need some new blood in my shoe department. </div><div><br /></div><div>Bought a bag yeterday. ZiNC bag. As usual. Don't judge me for it. I just find it a better alternative to spending 100+ on Nike or Adidas although I did see an Adidas Liverpool messenger bag for 57.</div><div>Was tempted to buy it but I guess I chose the cheaper option =p.</div><div>Watched Super 8. (Both of these events occured at Vivo) Guess what? Super 8 is not so bad. I will need to permanently burn this movie into my brain. So imma have to watch it again, one way or the other.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Other than that nothing much. I kinda feel like I'm gonna be broke in the days to come. After all I have this week off. Like the whole freaking week with no contribution to my income next month. Thats just sad... </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>How long has it been since we spoke? 20 days... Perhaps this will last forever. I don't know. At some point one party is going to breakdown. I hope it's not me. At some point when I can support myself, I might be out of here. I feel too unwelcome all the time. I feel like I don't fit in. Guess thats what being an only child means huh? </div><div>Socializing skills = nil. Even with my own family I can screw up so bad.</div><div>Ridiculous.</div><div>Seems like my supposed refuge isn't going to last that long.</div><div><br /></div><div>Private properties, please have your prices drop to like shit low levels when it is time for me to get a place of my own. </div><div>Rich be richer poor be poorer. FUCK THAT RULE! I will break it!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Hmm hungry. I'll go search for some food before finishing this post.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>In the days to come, I will have to remind myself that "I am awesome" in my own right. </div><div>If I forget this someone please remind me.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7515585572569162572?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-90158161227794910282011-06-19T00:12:00.003+08:002011-06-19T00:56:40.695+08:00Wow I wonder how I managed to stop blogging for 2 weeks.<div>Guess I'm busy huh?</div><div><br /></div><div>Lets see what did I do.</div><div>Went to IT fair.</div><div>Watched X-men First Class.</div><div>Went fishing for the first time in my whole life!</div><div>Played Mahjong like 3 hours ago?</div><div><br /></div><div>There should actually be a lot more going on but I don't remember them. I will at some point but I guess I don't remember them now.</div><div><br /></div><div>IT fair up first!</div><div>Went with bing in the afternoon from like 1 to about 330? Walked around peeked at some stuff that looks interesting. Didn't really feel like getting anything except for some portable speakers. Didn't get them since there was only like 2 or 3 types there. Pathetic...</div><div>After that went to Cineleisure- how the fuck do you spell this? - to find kit and zs. Checked in at suki sushi. Ate our fill of sashimi and sushi and went back to IT fair. I seem damn bo liao to be going to IT fair twice on the same day. Imba!</div><div><br /></div><div>Next... Fishing??</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh yea! First fishing trip of my life! Went with a couple of colleagues. Went all the way to Changi Village. Bought some bait and stuff. Funny thing was. There were 3 of us. Guess how many fishing rods we had.</div><div>1</div><div>One rod for 3 people. Awesome right? Anyways we didn't catch much. Only one teeny tiny one. We set it free. </div><div>Oh yea epic moment. There was this bunch of guys fishing there. One of their rods got pulled by something and the whole rod flew into the sea. Literally. The best thing was they already tied the rod to the railings. How the rod flew off is mind boggling. Whatever the hook caught it must have been really big. Anyway the epic part was when the guy kept complaining, and at one point he shouted. FUCK THE WORLD.</div><div>Oh boy was that entertaining or what.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well X-men First Class was entertaining. Some parts were plain hilarious. Especially the Wolverine part.</div><div>And mahjong is fun only if you play with people of about the same level. Although my level of luck is considerably low. So I'mm basically fucked most of the time. D:</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I kicked that habit. I hope to start again, new, fresh and free. But there are just some things that are tugging at me at the back of my mind. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Watch out! SUN BURN!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-9015816122779491028?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-3864190139900743102011-06-02T21:01:00.002+08:002011-06-02T21:59:36.983+08:00Seriously. LEAVE ME ALONE!<div>Isn't it enough that you already messed up my life?!</div><div>You have already lost the right to control me. When you made that fucked up decision, you lost all your respect from me.</div><div>Don't think you know what I go through. You are not even close to knowing. So don't think about understanding. Yes I am more capable now. That does not make me a snob. I don't become a snob because of my actions. I become a snob because I detest YOUR actions, YOUR reactions.</div><div><br /></div><div>I keep my mouth shut to save some dignity for all of us. Don't assume you win. You never will. Not with that loser mindset. I hate to say this. It makes me an ungrateful brat but enough is enough. I have my own things to do. I need my own time to manage my stuff. </div><div><br /></div><div>You think all I do in front of the computer is play? You think all I do outside is have fun and hangout with people? So apparently sleeping is not allowed at home. Eating is not allowed at home. Playing is not allowed at home. </div><div>If a home does not provide rest. Does not provide food. Does not provide shelter. Then what sort of a home is that?</div><div><br /></div><div>Why do you think I need to work so hard? I worry. I care. I may not show it. You know I do. So why mess around with me when you know I'm already tensed as it is. I'm trying to fix my own life, while trying to fix yours. Are you even trying to understand mine? Don't assume you already do. You don't. Society was not what it was when you were kids. Heck, you may not even recognize society by the time I have my own kids. The change is so radical you won't be able to keep up. So don't assume you know. You don't. Things are operating at a whole other level. Don't flatter yourself. You have not been through what I have been through.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am now someone that can't even chase his dreams.</div><div>Chains of commitment tying me down. Wearing me out. </div><div>I have said long ago, I want out.</div><div>What I have experienced, I wish I wasn't a part of it.</div><div>It may have made me who I am today.</div><div>But that was one hell of a tough road to walk. I did not choose that road. I was forced on to it.</div><div>Time will come when I choose my split roads again. I have no idea which road I may pick. It will be my choice and my choice alone.</div><div>I let too many people in on too many of my decisions. It's high time I did things my way. It may not be easy. But at least it is mine.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I'm a selfish bastard.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-386419013990074310?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-1421060613778218592011-05-24T19:46:00.002+08:002011-05-26T02:52:04.366+08:00What's more. It's not only me that had a bad day. Sort of a miracle considering how the odds of lady luck are usually stacked against me. Let's just run through what happened.<div><br /></div><div>23rd May - Graduation Day...</div><div><br /></div><div>Wake up in the morning do shit went out with my parents to go to the graduation ceremony. Thanks to a lot of crap like me having to clean my room and my house like mad, I forgot to bring my admission tickets. When I discovered that it was 1 plus in the afternoon. About time I need to reach school. Great. Just great. Rushed all the way back home before cabbing back to school. 20 bucks gone. i took taxi all the way back and to sch again ^^</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well. That's just me. Check out what happened to the others.</div><div><br /></div><div>Bing- Kenna accident in school. 3 years no accident. Come school for graduation accident. Whats more, mount curb kill 2 tires. Got such thing as mount curb blow 2 tires?!?! At most the tire that mount the curb pi cha what. This is really called suai like fuck.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, that is not the worst any of us had.</div><div><br /></div><div>More specifically. YL blog has this single line post "Why didn't you go?"</div><div>Okay nuff said. Later I kenna wack.</div><div>Maybe someday I feel more guai lan I will fill in details. Rofl.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>After that we made a retarded attempt to watch a movie at AMK Hub. Unfortunately, that cinema failed me for the first time. The movies we want to watch no more time slot!! Either that or the timing too late. Cock Cock Cock.</div><div><br /></div><div>So we still have time to spare. After all we can't let the day go to waste. Must celebrate graduation in some way. So we went to Marsiling CC, to sing Karaoke. Interestingly we made it to that place without much trouble even though none of us took the bus that the uncle recommended before. But what comes after is seriously ......................................</div><div>We sang song half way. The whole karaoke blacked out. Everyone kenna =.= Damn stupid. Plus it did not have a power outage just once but twice! TWICE! How can something like this happen -.-<br /></div><div>Totally ridiculous.</div><div><br /></div><div>That's basically how the bad day went.</div><div>Currently in M'sia now at bing house. Next post will be about our epic-osity. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>You came before everyone else. I wonder why that happened...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-142106061377821859?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-46080367099852161802011-05-21T18:22:00.002+08:002011-05-22T00:36:21.046+08:00Went for OJT (On Job Training) on Friday.<div>It's for that camp facilitator thingy.</div><div>Sounds kind of stupid calling it OJT when what we do there during the training is well... talk.</div><div>The only thing mildly relevant to training is the cheers? and the booklet of basic shit we need to know about camping there. BTW I still have absolutely no idea where the camp sites are. ROFL. Jokes aside I probably should start finding out where the campsites are and how to get there. I have a reputation to keep up. I mean I never ever get lost if I take the lead. Usually that would be because I have a map or I did research beforehand. More importantly, common sense.</div><div><br /></div><div>Although I kinda have common sense. I can't really read people. Like their body language and stuff. That makes my response kind of slow and stupid at times.</div><div>But then again... I haven't exactly met anyone who can be 100% sure what another person is thinking or feeling. It's just impossible. It could be an act. It could be real. It could jolly well be that the other party can't express themselves properly.</div><div>So the under lying message here is that. Don't go asking me to go and woo this girl. Don't tell me that this girl confirm plus chop likes me. Don't tell me that I'm showing interest for so and so. Don't tell me that ___ shows interest in me. </div><div>It may or may not be true. There will always be speculations. But for goodness sake, make your point once or twice. Don't keep repeating it over and over and over again. It can seriously start messing with a person's head. I mean jeez unless Party A confesses that he/she likes Part B don't freaking put pressure on them. If they want to say it they will!</div><div><br /></div><div>Whatever it is the important thing now is that, I am going to Malaysia with the guys from my poly class. My first time travelling out of the country alone. Like finally...</div><div>Although I'm kinda broke -.-'" That fucking rental for the graduation robe really set me back a huge amount. Same goes for my savings. I'm not putting off saving my money. I don't want to be one of those that live the moment. I mean sure living every day by the second is fun and all. But I want to know I have the back up I need when I need it. I don't want to see myself begging for help when big shit happens. I'm only saying when big shit happens. Because small shit always happens when you have rotten luck. Whatever the case, next week will be all out relaxation. Monday graduation. Tuesday - Friday I took off to go have fun!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>I close my eyes. All I see is what I can be. I open my eyes. All I see is a bottomless pit.</div><div>Thanks, for screwing it up for me.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4608036709985216180?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-26707068050562004622011-05-14T19:07:00.002+08:002011-05-14T22:19:00.496+08:00The previous three days have been hell. No idea what is the exact cause of it. But I came down with a minor fever. Epic runny nose followed by insane sore throats and crazy ass headaches. Jeez, worst week ever.<div><br /></div><div>Watched the movie "Priest" with my partner at work on Thursday. DAMN NICE! Okay... Maybe DAMN NICE is an over exaggeration. But the movie is definitely high on action. A little bit of gore. Not so much that will make you puke. So if you like mindless action for the most part? Watch it. I watched it in 2D kind of makes me wonder about the 3D version. The story and acting is kind off disappointing though. Acting on the emotional parts really suck. The story is kind of in-complete. If there is a sequel then maybe I would watch it. Just maybe.</div><div><br /></div><div>Next we have Friday(Please for goodness sake don't think about that song). Feeling too bloody sick so I did not go to work. In the afternoon went to a job "interview" with a couple of my colleagues. Apparently now I'm on my way to becoming a camp facilitator :). Damn cool right? Oh well. Next Friday OJT! FYI I'm still holding on to my current job until it is over.</div><div><br /></div><div>And now... Still feeling pretty sick. A little bit dizzy. The temperature is down. Nose is a little bit blocked. But the throat is still 100% sore. Played a little bit of football, to get myself sweating. I still can't believe I survived that. Although today was quite slack since we didn't play match. If play match I think I would die. Took a walk around CWP stepped inside UNIQLO. Spotted a few shirts that I liked. But not exactly in the mood to spend now. Saving up is more important at the moment. </div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well. The Scums won the EPL this time. 19 titles. Watch what happens next season. Us scousers will be back. Bigger and better than before.</div><div><br /></div><div>Still haven't got a reply from my parents as to whether I can go to M'sia. Hopefully I can. Fingers crossed...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2670706805056200462?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-78908530279991717962011-05-10T21:18:00.002+08:002011-05-10T23:50:35.646+08:00Seriously need to buck up.<div>Slept at 9++ pm last night, woke up at 7:20 am this morning. I am supposed to get out of the house at 7:30am to head for work! Mad rush!!!</div><div>Didn't eat breakfast at home. Just chiong!</div><div>Luckily Mad Rush Transport didn't screw up today by stopping for 3 min after every 30 seconds. </div><div>I actually turned up on time. Miracle!</div><div><br /></div><div>Well besides that nothing much really.</div><div>The lot of us are now searching for new jobs in case our current job ends. Not that surprising really. After all 3 or is it 4? Have left us. With 2 more looking to leave their positions soon. Perhaps it could mean that our work would pile up or last longer. But it also signifies the end of our jobs are coming soon. After all we usually end up sitting around chatting by the last hour of the day, because we already finished our supply of work. What can I say? It was a good 1 month of fun. Hopefully there will be another month of fun. </div><div>But you know what they say all good things will come to an end. All I can say is it's time I get that job search gear running at about 30% power?</div><div><br /></div><div>Kind of enjoying myself right now. For a period of all time lows in my life. I consider myself lucky to be able to find a little bit of things I enjoy. </div><div>1. I can still play football</div><div>2. I get to work and have fun doing it.(kind of)</div><div>3. Liverpool is doing great with King Kenny back</div><div><br /></div><div>and now... If my parents agree to let me go to Malaysia. I just might be a tad happier than I have been the past few months. Although it would mean spending more money. I'm glad to save up and do it. Wouldn't exactly have a lot to spend though. Which is kind of sad considering I have so many things to buy. I also have many more things to save up for. </div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well. It is reaching 12 am soon. Better find a way to get some sleep or I will die epically tomorrow if I wake up late again.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7890853027999171796?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-70323867766139670612011-05-06T00:55:00.002+08:002011-05-06T02:06:02.924+08:00I think too much.<div>Everything that happens. Anything I observe. I spend time to think about it. There could be a million reasons why those things happened. Why people behave that way.</div><div>I just have to think through it.</div><div>It can be a strength. It might just be my fatal flaw.</div><div><br /></div><div>The amount of chances I have missed because of over analyzing my situation, un-countable. There are too many of them. Sometimes, I think I'm my own jinx. I stick to logic too much at times. When I break free from it, I get totally fucked. When I stick to it, I get totally back-stabbed and regret not taking action. See what I'm getting at?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well enough negatives. Although it will probably pop out some where later....</div><div>1st day of off day. Nothing much happened. Didn't go fishing. Slept the whole morning through. At the same time finally got down to watching Running Man seems like ages since I watched it. That amongst other things I haven exactly had time to watch. After all I'm working 6 days a week. The last day is spent socialising or playing football or both.</div><div><br /></div><div>Jeez. Life after poly seems more hectic then I can imagine. I like it though. No need to think about projects and stuff. Although now the worry is about money. Not exactly an easy thing to manage. Considering the fact that everything is more expensive. Saw a news report a couple of weeks back. World food prices have increased by 30% since erm.... Crap I forgot. Amongst all of the things my brain can do remembering stuff is not one of them -.-'"</div><div>Either way food prices up more people can't afford food. Absolute shit for them. Absolute shit for us in the future. Since the prices are going to sky rocket. Until only the rich people are left to wipe their own sorry ass. And that is an absolute truth. After all the rich have to pay the poor to work. If the poor die of starvation no on works. The rich will have to wipe their own ass. All that money will be for nothing.</div><div><br /></div><div>All that crap and I will finally start talking about elections. Feel like talking about it today. No idea why. I just do. Thats how I do things. </div><div>Loads of stuff came up today. About elections, about how the votes will change Singapore. The truth is. Will it? Obviously I have no idea what each of the candidates have up their sleeve. I also do not know what they are going to do once they take their place in the parliament. But what I can see is this. Each candidate is working hard because they believe that whatever they are doing is correct. That they hold the right policy that will make everyone's life better. I give them kudos for that. They have the guts, the ability, to stand out there in the various stadiums and rally places (frankly speaking I have no idea whether there are any other places other than stadiums). That in itself is a mean feat. </div><div><br /></div><div>Although sometimes, I look at their arguments and I think to myself, if I was standing up there, what would I do. What would I have said? Definitely not some of the childish remarks I have seen. Some of the candidates I must admit, are not the best speakers out there, but they aren't the worst either (thank god for that). However, it brings up a point. If these people are to stand in parliament to represent the people. Will they really be able to bring the point across? Will they be able to convince the government that this is the change that the people want, that the people need. </div><div><br /></div><div>Obviously I am not saying people should just vote for people who can speak. Some people who can speak are just all talk and no action. That would be classified under a huge pile of bull shit. Vote wisely people who can. Almost all the seats are being contested this time. Don't let them fall into the wrong hands. Put it the other way don't let the wrong butt sit on those seats!</div><div>But seriously if anyone can make life easier for all of us. I'm totally game to putting my vote down for them. Next elections. :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Now to move on to what happens at home. I was adjusting some stuff on my laptop when my dad conveniently switches it off "mistaking" it for the switch of the battery charger. PLEASE! One is white! The other is BLACK! You have been looking at those switches for 3 fucking years! I never even changed the layout. Same arrangement! Same switch! Same plug colour! 3years! HOW CAN YOU FUCKING GET IT WRONG!!!</div><div>Piss me off...</div><div>If there is one day that I am not pissed off by him I think pink pigs would start flying. Screw that. All pigs will start flying...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>It's always those signals ain't it? At least it's supposed to be. I just can't get them right though.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7032386776613967061?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-77908968188835435772011-05-04T20:54:00.002+08:002011-05-04T22:48:00.341+08:00I got tomorrow (Thursday) and the day after tomorrow (Friday) OFF!!!!!!<div>All because got no more forms for us to screen haha...</div><div>Quite good actually. Considering the fact that I spend half of yesterday and whole of today doing almost nothing. In other words, it was as boring as sitting at home doing nothing. Except I actually have people to talk to. Oh well 2 days of off day. 2 days of no pay. Ughh... </div><div>Side note, it also marks the end of my one man show at work!! Starting Monday, my partner is back + another member is joining the team. Boredom crushing FTW!</div><div><br /></div><div>Whatever the case. Seems like G.E. Fever is spreading. Everyday news about it. Facebook + twitter full of it. Oh well it is the most "exciting" elections in many of the recent(?) elections. Contesting in 82 seats. That is a massive record. None of my business. Can't vote. XD</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>So much for that crap. Found an interesting blog/website recently. Thanks to my friend on twitter. If you guys/girls are curious. http://reasonswhyihategirls.com &lt;&lt; this is the site I'm talking about.</div><div>Really interesting stuff I must say. Also a fantastic way to get ride or all the time I am bored. So instead of wasting time thinking about what to do I go there read, keep myself entertained while my subconscious mind works on something to do. Great idea eh?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>So tired from being bored -.-'"</div><div>Changed the picture &lt;&lt;&lt; there.</div><div>Didn't have as much time to source for the pictures for &gt;&gt; this side.</div><div>Probably gonna have to dig through my old picture folders. Somewhere in my HDD.</div><div>Oh well... Thats all the updates. Off to find things to do.</div><div><br /></div><div>I might be going fishing tomorrow... WHAT UP!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7790896818883543577?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-64713899407444491452011-05-02T02:19:00.002+08:002011-05-02T02:32:05.095+08:00Back from Sunday job.<div>Gave out flyers carrying the big ass advertisement board today.</div><div>Extra $7. :D</div><div><br /></div><div>Met new friend since board people have partners. It's interesting to talk to new people. I'm not saying to old friends is boring but. It shifts the perspective a little bit and it brings a new sort of challenge to not step on land mines. You wont get to really know or understand them. But it is a good way to learn how to communicate with others. Especially if it is your first time meeting them.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Moving on.... </div><div>I'm so damn tired!!!! Me eyes are closing.</div><div><br /></div><div>Recently went back to playing maple. Because I can.</div><div>Nah my friends told me about the new patch coming called the Big Bang. Apparently lesser focus on grinding. Makes me a happy man if it means less grinding. So off I go to the virtual world together with some of my real world friends. How ironic....</div><div><br /></div><div>Aside from that. PORTAL!!! It is a great game(so far). Ever since they said they were going to release Portal 2. I have been wondering what was so fun about Portal that everyone wants Portal 2. Now I get it. It's addictive trying to solve all those puzzles. I'm not going to finish it all at one go though. That would just spoil the experience. Plus I have way too much that I want to do and way too little time. Of course I owe all of that to my extreme laziness. xD</div><div><br /></div><div>Thats about all for today. I'll remind myself to blog about something else soon.</div><div>Already have it planned. Kind of... </div><div><br /></div><div>Must... Press.. "Publish Post" Before... I go... to... sleeeeep....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6471389940744449145?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-38484901105431261842011-04-30T23:22:00.003+08:002011-05-01T00:00:35.094+08:00Finally finished about 90% of the blog skin.<div>Made some tweaks here and there to suit my needs. But this one didn't need as much work as the previous one.</div><div>I think this sort of template is what I like. Left side interchangeable navigation that will not scroll.</div><div>Right side for the posts.</div><div>Still have loads of things to change like the girly pics one this side &gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;</div><div>Jeez my blog filled with pictures of girls in their masks...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well whatever...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Picked up the basketball again today. How long has it been since I last played basketball? I can't even remember. I only remember being good at 2 point shots during secondary school. Okay, not like professional good but at least above average. </div><div>That is great considering the fact that I didn't play basketball until secondary 2. That was because I was desperate to grow tall :P </div><div>Can't blame me for that though I was the 3rd shortest guy in class and more than half the girls were taller than me. Still not particularly happy with my height now either. I guess I'm just greedy, haha.</div><div>I feel like training for PTP (the 2 months extra NS for those that failed NAPFA). I have no idea why. But I suppose I don't feel like going in to be a zero fighter. It wouldn't be embarrassing to be a zero fighter during PTP but I feel like if I start training now I would be able to handle BMT even better. Unfortunately, due to my currently screwed up time table I doubt I would be able to do it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Weekdays - 6am wake up. 8:30am-5:30pm work. Reach home 6:30pm. 7-8:30pm dinner. I am definitely not going to run after 9 pm especially since I will working the next day.</div><div>Saturdays - Morning 10am - 1pm football/other sports. I must be crazy to exercise after that.</div><div>Sundays - 3pm - 930pm work. </div><div><br /></div><div>So how much time does that leave me? Saturday early morning 7am - 9am, if I manage to wake up. Sunday mornings.</div><div>Not a lot of time is it? Plus I'm well known to be a lazy ass. I also do not keep the promises I make to myself. Kind of sad really...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I really like one of C.N. Blues' latest songs "Try Again, Smile Again". Kind of fits the current mood I'm in. It's in the playlist up there ^^^^. Listen to it. Their pronunciation is not perfect, but it's a meaningful song.</div><div><br /></div><div>My favorite part of the song ^.^</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(122, 122, 122); font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; outline-width: 0px; outline-style: initial; outline-color: initial; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">I’m gonna Try again Try again Back again Try it all night I never give up forever</span><br /><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; outline-width: 0px; outline-style: initial; outline-color: initial; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Try again Try again Back again Time to try I want to try to show all night</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(122, 122, 122); font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; outline-width: 0px; outline-style: initial; outline-color: initial; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">Pondering the possibility of heading out for a short run tomorrow morning. hmmm </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(122, 122, 122); font-family: Georgia, Times, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; outline-width: 0px; outline-style: initial; outline-color: initial; font-size: 14px; vertical-align: baseline; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3848490110543126184?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-55214723994265888032011-04-30T00:14:00.002+08:002011-04-30T01:02:56.024+08:0028th April 2011<div><br /></div><div>Wanted to blog on that day and try to change the blog skin. Since I was feeling sick and stuff. I took the day off and went to sleep. Woke up once at around 10 am I think. Heard the election van/truck or whatever it is going pass my house. Noisy like a raving mad man. Come to think of it the authorities like to screw me up when ever I need peace and quiet. When I'm studying they probably have some sort of celebration downstairs. When I need to rest because I'm not feeling well that thing drives pass and wakes me up.</div><div><br /></div><div>Whatever it is that is not the main point. I went out for lunch at around 1:30. Came back at 2 plus. Guess what? Internet down. Fine I'll go back to sleep. Woke up at 4 when my father came back. Internet still down. Calls up Singtel. They said having maintenance. Asking us to check again 2 hours later. Nearing 7pm... Still down...</div><div><br /></div><div>Told us that they didn't know why it was taking so long. Waited all the way untill 11 pm. Still down. No formal notification by post that you are going to have maintenance? Who do you think you are? Not all of us have time to check "singnet mail" or your website. At least send a notification SMS if you are going to have maintenance that will disrupt the services of your clients! What kind of service is this? Almost 12 hours of observed down time. I have no idea when the internet was up the last time I checked at around 3 or 4 am it was still down. </div><div><br /></div><div>Absolute bullshit. If this is what you call good service I'm sorry it is a fail. Failure to notify customers before hand. Failure to restore service on promised time another fail.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Jeez... Piss me off only.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Now we fast forward to one day later.</div><div>Supposedly today. But since I post this late. It is now yesterday. If you dont get it &gt;&gt; 29 April 2011.</div><div><br /></div><div>Woke up feeling better compared to yesterday. Must be that extra nap hours. Like 10 extra hours. Must have replenished all that energy I lost from working. :)</div><div>Although I must say my work is not all that tough. Just need to stay awake for the most part. </div><div>Ate one piece of bread so my stomach wouldn't growl on the train and off I go. Nearly fell down on the train. So embarrassing -.-" I usually don't fall but today the driver must hate me. Plus there was this woman with her stupid bag on the floor taking up my leg room so I had only 1 A4 size paper of leg room. Imagine someone with my height having to balance myself on such a small space. It's madness.</div><div><br /></div><div>After that I reached my work place with nothing much happening until I went with my colleagues to buy breakfast... I dropped my teh ping on the floor... I have no idea how. But I think the plastic holding the cup snapped and the whole thing just dropped. $1.20 fly away T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>The day gets worse when I started getting stupid headaches. Irritating isn't it when you need your brain to be awake to work. But you get distracted by these stupid pains in the head. Ughh...</div><div>Whatever the case I still managed to complete my work in record time. Equaling my previous record (when I was wide awake and not half dead). Either way, there doesn't seem to be much left to do. Supply is getting lesser. Hopefully all of us wouldn't get sacked. But if there is no work I will probably leave and find another job. Find job first then leave. I'm not that stupid to leave a position before securing another.</div><div><br /></div><div>Looking forward to payday amongst other things. Which includes getting a hair cut, getting the bloody watch for NS (and other NS stuff), getting a white shirt for graduation and also the $9 SP tie.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I want time to pass faster. Fast forward to next week please. So tired...</div><div><br /></div><div>Basketball instead of football tomorrow. </div><div>Should probably get started on the blog skin thing. Shouldn't be too different from the current one. I like the layout. Just need a little bit more space. Time to put my architecture brain to work and my coding brain into overdrive. Plus constant clicking of the mouse to find a template to copy from. LOL</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>It's not about whether I want it. It's about whether I can have it.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5521472399426588803?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-40358575877435528602011-04-25T22:07:00.002+08:002011-04-25T22:23:43.356+08:00Feel like changing my blog skin now.<div>Should I?</div><div>I have no idea what to change it to in the first place.</div><div>Haha...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Feeling really tired today. Felt like dieing on the morning MRT.</div><div>All because I slept at 2am and woke up at 5 am.</div><div>Why 2 am? Can't sleep</div><div>Why 5 am? I have no idea I just woke up and can't get back to sleep.</div><div>Either way it will probably take me like another hour or 2 before I completely conk out.</div><div>Hence changing the blog skin ( if I decide to do it) will probably be the end of the week at the earliest.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Busy at work today. Worked at the fastest pace I have ever worked, until after lunch. I just crashed out after that. I guess my mental stamina is not that great after all. XD</div><div><br /></div><div>Lots of bullshit to think about. Lots of things to worry about. As usual.</div><div>"Normal" just ain't gonna happen in this short period of time.</div><div>Maybe I'm being too pessimistic but thats just me.</div><div>Still waiting for life to hit rock bottom.</div><div>So I can bounce back. It's time to show that I have something to prove. </div><div>Show me a perfect chance. Something like a hot chick wearing a "perfect chance" t-shirt. LOL</div><div>Just kidding...</div><div><br /></div><div>No options are always open. Sometimes it pays to wait for the right one.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4035857587743552860?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-9130299767189244642011-04-23T23:42:00.002+08:002011-04-24T02:05:11.547+08:00Doesn't it?<div><br /></div><div>Just like that it's been five days since I posted something.</div><div>It would be Sunday by the time I finish typing and post it up.</div><div>Time passes way too fast for my liking sometimes.</div><div>At other times it's so slow I think I can take a nap and wake up without anything happening.</div><div>That would of course be stupid since I would probably sleep for hours and wake up in some sort of trouble. =.=</div><div><br /></div><div>Played football today. Weekly football FTW!</div><div>Suspect that I maybe sunburned now skin kinda hurts haha.</div><div>But who cares I get sunburned alot. XD</div><div><br /></div><div>Currently planning what to do when I get my next pay thats like almost 3 weeks away.</div><div>SO LONG!</div><div>Haha...</div><div>Kind of broke now since have to rent the stupid graduation robe -.-</div><div>Still need to go buy white shirt.</div><div>Buy SP tie.</div><div>Buy a watch for NS because I haven't worn one in ages and all the watches at home died.</div><div>Need buy new shoes also my Converse dieing already</div><div>Fuck la still need keep some money for daily expenses aka the asshole transport fees.</div><div>Probably have to put aside some money for Kbox and ice-skating...</div><div>OMFG why everything also need money!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Now even if I work every week end for lunch money I also have to control like fuck.</div><div>I hate this world who invented money and made it almighty controlling factor to everything.</div><div>Only people with money will say money is not important.</div><div>For the average and below it is always a struggle to get more money.</div><div>All for the sake of surviving in this pathetic world.</div><div><br /></div><div>Everything should be done for free. Plainly out of their own interests.</div><div>Wouldn't people be more happy that way?</div><div>They can worry about whether they are good at what they like.</div><div>Instead of worrying about which job they have to do to earn more money.</div><div>Of course all that I am putting out here are just ideals, visions, the way things are now it is highly unlikely that such a thing will happen.</div><div>Unless by some miracle of god someone extremely influential puts this across to everyone on this messed up world.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sigh... Life is tough. Must fight on. For the finer things in life, all we can do is strive harder. Work faster. </div><div>And kick some BUTT!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-913029976718924464?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-22030405397659800612011-04-18T20:37:00.003+08:002011-04-18T22:29:16.089+08:00YEAP <div><br /></div><div>The announcement of impending doom featuring 2 years in the army has arrived at my doorstep today.</div><div><br /></div><div>HOLYSHIT</div><div> I have absolutely no idea what to say about it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Just that I am wondering whether I will go in with people I know.</div><div>If not like fucking sian.</div><div>Really keeping my fingers crossed to at least have some one in the same PTP batch as me.</div><div><br /></div><div>Kind of tired now</div><div>Busy fending off "scandals" at work -.-</div><div>I guess some boys remain as boys even after army.</div><div><br /></div><div>Starting to correct my bio clock now.</div><div>Still extremely exhausted after everyday and very much dead in the morning.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Realistically everything sucks.</div><div>Trying to be an optimist sucks even more because that's just not me.</div><div>I would just be putting on yet another mask.</div><div><br /></div><div>LET GO!</div><div>bye bye</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2203040539765980061?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-81995959703237860492011-04-15T20:49:00.002+08:002011-04-15T22:05:27.724+08:00I'm going to blow up.<div>I have been on the edge for too long.</div><div>There used to be various ways for me to shed off all that weight.</div><div>They all shut down</div><div> 1 by 1</div><div>To think I used to be so on top of the situation</div><div>Always ahead. Always better.</div><div>Now all I see is something worse than a big ass wall.</div><div><br /></div><div>Its empty. Not a glimmer of hope is shinning my way </div><div>Not now...</div><div>Maybe not ever.</div><div><br /></div><div>I pledged to myself to do my best.</div><div>I have never done that.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now all I can do is make my promises and keep them one at a time.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>One of these days I'll find my way....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8199595970323786049?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-19200945434929421652011-04-08T23:57:00.002+08:002011-04-09T00:18:03.957+08:00Not testing my posting.<div>Testing the stupid tagboard.</div><div><br /></div><div>Since the old one keep getting spam messages from those bots or whatever.</div><div>Oh well.</div><div>Try this one out for the time being.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyone reading please tag something!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>And finally....</div><div><br /></div><div>I NEED A MIRACLE!!!!</div><div>and this time I can't make my own D:</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1920094543492942165?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-30451300111142515952011-04-07T19:40:00.002+08:002011-04-07T21:37:08.082+08:00Actually I don't have much to say.<div>Just felt like writing (typing) some stuff out. </div><div>You know...</div><div>For the heck of it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Work has been enjoyable so far.</div><div>But the pressure sure is piling up.</div><div>Besides we are nearing the peak period and the lot of us aren't exactly pros at this.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I have been trying many ways to formulate myself out of all this.</div><div>Truth is there is nothing to do but to be bearing.</div><div>This period of time. </div><div>There is only self control. Nothing else.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Feel like banging my head against the wall so I wouldn't hit the ceiling.</div><div>Placing me on the pedestal is a big mistake.</div><div>I'm no champion.</div><div>I'm just me.</div><div>I beat millions of sperms.</div><div>Just like everyone else.</div><div>It's always ground zero.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Planting ideas in my head. </div><div>That's a smart plan.</div><div>One that could make me choose the wrong move.</div><div>Draw up the wrong plans.</div><div>I'm confused enough as it is.</div><div>Don't complicate things more.</div><div>I beg you.</div><div><br /></div><div>Note to self: Please rest that stupid brain. Use it on something constructive instead</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3045130011114251595?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-7617910503775759952011-04-04T00:12:00.002+08:002011-04-04T00:18:56.902+08:00I realised I havent been blogging for a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGG<div>time</div><div><br /></div><div>Not exactly been super busy. Just that I didn't feel like doing it. :D</div><div>Irritating dick be me. XD</div><div><br /></div><div>Either way found a job working now.</div><div>Just finished distributing flyer job with kee today</div><div>super shag -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>And I'm like one of the few with flyers left.</div><div>Probably the one with the most flyers left.</div><div>What can I say. The bangalas hate me D:</div><div>Either that or they are jealous that I too f-ing handsome. :DDD</div><div><br /></div><div>Anywho. Gotta wake up early tmr for my job.</div><div>Already planning what to eat for my lunch hahahaha.</div><div>Currently predicting the time that my stomach will start to growl like mad.</div><div>11:30am?</div><div>Lunch at 12:30 hmm 1 hr to control.</div><div>DIE!</div><div><br /></div><div>The new C.N. Blue album quite nice.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Calm before the storm.</div><div>Build up to face the storm.</div><div>Or do nothing and lose nothing.</div><div>One choice choose wisely.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-761791050377575995?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-84514267725496741442011-02-20T10:48:00.003+08:002011-02-20T10:51:05.263+08:00My laptop is really going to ruins.<div>Speakers a totally screwed right now.</div><div>At 50% volume it is giving out that awful static noise like it is going to explode.</div><div><br /></div><div>Of course there is the usual problem that it lags like complete and utter crap.</div><div>Not to mention the new problem.</div><div>The freaking Network thingy keeps telling me that I am not connected to the internet.</div><div>Yet here I am surfing the web typing out blog posts. Although I must say the speed is incredibly slow.</div><div><br /></div><div>Shit this man. Monday come quickly. I want to get rid of 1 problem at least</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8451426772549674144?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-25697625424292374172011-02-20T00:27:00.002+08:002011-02-20T00:51:39.213+08:00Final exams yo~!<div><br /></div><div>Not exactly looking forward to them.</div><div>But I definitely wish they will be over soon.</div><div>Whatever comes after that? No idea.</div><div>Looking for some part time job to stuff my head in.</div><div>Still wondering what uni to apply to.</div><div>Just for the heck of it.</div><div>I have been fooling around all my life. Why stop now? That's something I have been asking myself since I entered poly. Why did I choose the "safe" choice. Doesn't seem to be that much safer to me right now.</div><div><br /></div><div>Definitely not fun either. Not as fun as I imagined at any rate. I can't complain. It was my choice.</div><div>I could have entered anywhere else quite easily. But I chose to be what I am now. I can't walk back down the road. No one can. Unless some brainiac from god knows where invents a time machine -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>All I can do is look for the bends and junctions, to lead me to who I was before. I want to be a kid again. Whatever is ahead is fucking creepy. It's gross. I trust in my past to be able to help me get through my future. The experiences these past 3 years (knowledge-wise) can just go to hell. I don't believe that a single piece of !@#$%^ that I have learned will stay in my brain. </div><div><br /></div><div>N E Ways....</div><div><br /></div><div>Saw fireworks right outside my window today. Surprisingly it's from that hated Chingay that always make so much f-ing noise when I am trying to study. But since there are fireworks this year it becomes awesome! haha</div><div><br /></div><div>All the best to all final year students!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Every little thing changes the entire perspective.</div><div>I just made myself confused didn't I? :)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2569762542429237417?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-26331894880339738122011-02-13T02:21:00.002+08:002011-02-13T02:30:09.650+08:00Just once in a while I feel like I'm important<div>That I have value.</div><div>In control.</div><div><br /></div><div>Not very often... But I prefer to live every moment of that.</div><div>After that time passes on all I can do is await the next opportunity for me to do it again.</div><div>At times I ask myself. Why can't it last? What did I do wrong that this control slips from my hands?</div><div>I look at back and think back. All I can say is its someone else's turn.</div><div>We can't always be in control. That is unrealistic.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now is definitely the time to wait.</div><div>I will prove that I am worthy to take control once more. I may not be the smartest. Not the most charming. Definitely not good looking either. And I seriously suck at sports (most of them).</div><div>Still... I believe it pays to try. So what if I fail. One step forward, is better than nothing at all.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now the problem would be getting myself to listen to my own words :)</div><div>All talk and no action isn't exactly going to help is it?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>PS: Screw NAPFA. Now I'm aching all over.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2633189488033973812?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-18786269088297604832011-02-01T21:10:00.002+08:002011-02-01T22:14:49.736+08:00Wassup peepos<div><br /></div><div>Haven't been bloggin lately...</div><div>Haven't been online lately...</div><div>Haven't been myself either.</div><div><br /></div><div>Whatever the case I'm now back and kicking some butt :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Let's start with today.</div><div>Seriously hectic.</div><div>Rushed like mad to do my cover letter and resume for CSW yesterday night. Having a lot of noise around didn't help one bit.</div><div>End up tomorrow is the deadline... Oh well more time for me to change some stuff.</div><div><br /></div><div>Next we have IS mini project assessment. Totally conked out. Don't exactly remember the steps for all those stuff. Oh well screwed for sure.</div><div><br /></div><div>Up next NCA LAB QUIZ OMFGWTFBBQSWT WE ARE GONNA DIE!!!! </div><div>Just like everyone else XD. I seriously need to start studying and stuff. I practically don't know anything la.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Been staying at my cousins house and all I can say is...</div><div>WTF?! Why Tampines so many chio bu one WTF WTF WTF?!?!?!</div><div>I'm not saying my area dont have but... seriously?! WTF?!?!</div><div>I'm not talking about those people going to TP. I know there got a lot. I talking about those staying there. Every morning I wake up go to the bus stop. Get on the bus. So many!!!</div><div>Good scenery in the morning :D</div><div>Super good mood :D</div><div>Until of course I realise that I got something I never bring or do for lesson then die...</div><div>One can really get used to that scenery... :P</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1878626908829760483?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-5377400153222207832011-01-17T22:40:00.004+08:002011-01-17T22:59:45.331+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><div class="dtxt2" style="color: rgb(137, 137, 137); font-size: 7pt; text-align: right; ">13 Jan 11, 18:30</div><a href="http://adf.ly/A5Lt" target="_blank" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(12, 62, 176); "><b class="nme pn_std">Helen</b></a>: Excellent gift guide! Thank you for posting, also many can be used for other gift occasions�.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; ">What the shit??</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; ">I just saw that before doing this post.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Since when was I doing a gift guide? Can't imagine a chatbox spammer worst than this.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Anyway... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Went out with YJ and Bing to find clothes to CNY and CSW</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Didn't go to school because I refused to wake up. Again....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Really hating life right now...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Nothing is going right. Except maybe I still have friends to get along with.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Otherwise I have nothing.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Seriously the only thing I look forward to now is meeting with friends.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">So I can forget all the shit I have to put up with.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I really really really want out...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I feel like my life just turned into a stupid cliche Singaporean film.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">(Not the funny ones mind you)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Why is it that I have to think about all this. Why can't I kick back and enjoy my life as it goes by.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I lose enough brain cells daily with my bad temper. Stop piling on extra shit for me to burn my brain.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Seriously today... Not a good one...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I don't see many happy days ahead...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I don't wish for much. I just want to be normal.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Is that really so hard to ask?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">A normal life. Too much?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Right now I don't even know whether my best will work.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Things are not in my control anymore.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Not as if they ever have been.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">If life had a steering wheel I want to grab it and make a U-turn so I can make another choice at the junction.</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-537740015322220783?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-39078680973979802902011-01-10T01:04:00.003+08:002011-01-10T01:23:58.028+08:00<div>How would you feel if someones stupidity and rash actions threatens to take apart everything you ever worked for. How would you feel if those actions will be bulldozing away everything you are working for.</div><div><br /></div><div>Past efforts erased. No bright future to look forward to. Is that how you want me to look at my life?</div><div>Always controlled by external factors. When will I be able to detach myself from everything. I want my own life. I want to be in control. Why do people have to screw it up for me every single @#$%-ing time?!</div><div><br /></div><div>What did I do wrong to deserve this. </div><div>Yes. There are people that a hell lot worse off. All I want is a normal life. Where are the high lights of my life? Where? I don't feel good about it at all. I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't nag. I have my 3 meals. I have a roof over my head(?). I have a warm place to go back to.</div><div><br /></div><div>But still... I look around. I see myself being dragged into a bottomless pit. Frankly speaking, I feel like shit these few weeks. I'm desperately trying to fix all the pieces together. But someone just had to crush everything. Do you know how that feels? 19 years of my life. I spent 19 years of my life just barely making it each time. Plans of success always thwarted but someone or something. Always something in my way. Nothing goes according to plan. Yes I still managed to clear those obstacles. I need some breathing space...</div><div>Can't something go smoothly for once? Can't I just kick back and let my thoughts bring me to where I want to go? </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I want stability. I want to know I can do it. The signs certainly don,t point in that direction. Not anymore. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>FYI supposed to have a hell lot of posts in between this post and the previous one just wasn't in the mood to post them.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>If one day I could break free and soar...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3907868097397980290?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-53979207208783260052010-12-14T12:44:00.001+08:002010-12-15T21:11:06.576+08:00My skin is peeling off from the sunburn...<div>Utter crap...</div><div><br /></div><div>Aside from that</div><div>Went for the NS medical check up.</div><div>Got held up at the dental part.</div><div>The machine show I have no jaw bones?</div><div>Well whatever got into PES A L1</div><div>no more slacking for me...</div><div><br /></div><div>Went to bookfest with jx.</div><div>Seriously it is the called the bookfest but I dont see a huge collection of books.</div><div>It is like any old popular bookstore the quantity x 10.</div><div>Oh well managed to make myself broke at any rate...</div><div><br /></div><div>Now thinking what to get for the X'mas gift exchange.</div><div>Plus where the heck do you find a X'mas hat?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>All that seems interesting...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5397920720878326005?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-54428633544430187462010-12-13T01:05:00.002+08:002010-12-13T01:15:36.169+08:00Seems like I froze at that time while everyone else moved on<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5442863354443018746?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-21486783166227061502010-12-11T19:39:00.003+08:002010-12-11T19:43:46.824+08:00MST HAS ENDED!!!!!!!!!!!<div>The last MST in SP!</div><div>Woots!</div><div><br /></div><div>Participating in the Tic-Tac 5-a side football competition was fun.</div><div>All though we didn't win... =.=</div><div>The rest of the teams had the chemistry gained from experience...</div><div>Most of us barely know one another...</div><div>Either way we did our best.</div><div><br /></div><div>Currently extremely sun burnt aka red like fuck</div><div>Looking forward to extreme muscle ache tomorrow.</div><div><br /></div><div>NS Medical on Monday. Where will I end up?</div><div>Hopefully not in A or B -.-</div><div>I wanna slack some...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2148678316622706150?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-74801883710456913582010-12-04T01:47:00.002+08:002010-12-04T02:04:19.770+08:00Todays post shall be in hokkien....<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>wah eh xim mm zai di xio simi</div><div>ai tak ce... kui ce liao kui dian nao... seng dian nao, bo tak ce.</div><div>haiz.....</div><div><br /></div><div>wah kua dio eh mi kia</div><div>leng wah eh xim jin jia luan</div><div>wah wu ki hui bo?</div><div>wah mm zai yia</div><div>xio jik kuan mi kia tao jin tia...</div><div><br /></div><div>mai xio ka ho</div><div><br /></div><div>kun eh xi gan lai liao</div><div>zhap eh diam zeng ao wah ai ka peng yiu tak giu</div><div><br /></div><div>haiz...</div><div><br /></div><div>MST ai lai liao mm zai ai an zua tak ce ga eh pass...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7480188371045691358?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-30639720779755646392010-12-02T20:31:00.003+08:002010-12-02T20:35:39.360+08:00<object width="640" height="390"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HOwHwlKlPFw&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;version=3"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HOwHwlKlPFw&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;version=3" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="640" height="390"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Went through my old posts... found this<div>What we did for NJRC...</div><div>Good times... </div><div>Something we can never find again.</div><div>As I grow older each year I keep looking back</div><div>Looking back to the days when everything was nice and simple.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>P.S. I'm one of those people in the background :)</div><div>P.P.S. Of course we didn't actually perform like that on the actual day... That would be totally embarrassing </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3063972077975564639?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-4946929025175285572010-11-30T21:28:00.005+08:002010-11-30T23:46:27.194+08:001 final draft test<div>1 quiz</div><div>1 lab test</div><div>1 hell of a stupid day.</div><div><br /></div><div>Late by 45 min for the final draft -.-</div><div>Although it took me all of 20 minutes to complete it. Too easy la no kick -.- It's like primary school style correction.</div><div><br /></div><div>Quiz...</div><div>Seriously, too damn fucking hard. I don't know almost all the answers for the questions. Managed to scrape a pass though. I guess option no.3 never fails.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lab test...</div><div>Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping Ping</div><div>Anymore questions?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Saw the Bukit Panjang LRT not working sign at Dover MRT.</div><div>yl gg cannot go home muhahaha....</div><div>Go home saw the epic post on stomp. Commuters walking on the LRT tracks. Truly a sight to behold. What was more epic was the response I saw. People voted the post as "LOL!" Definitely something that made my day.</div><div><br /></div><div>The many things I wish to say are sealed up. This little coward needs some assurance. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-494692902517528557?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-22901299705608049982010-11-28T21:34:00.002+08:002010-11-28T22:14:47.396+08:00I seriously have no idea the amount of luck I am actually receiving from where ever luck is supposed to come from.<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>In short, where is my luck?</div><div><br /></div><div>First, I got stuck at the f-ing Malaysian Customs for nearly 1 god-damn hour. WTH?!?! Aren't these "officers" trained? What's the use of opening 10 counters when you can't get the line to move?</div><div>Staring into space is not going to make the stamp land on the passport! You DO NOT have "eye power".</div><div>This happened on my way to and from JB. Shame on you...</div><div><br /></div><div>Second, seems like I missed another gathering... Things always happen while I'm away. So not cool. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Overall a rather shitty day. Although I managed to get some things I want in M'sia. </div><div>Sigh~</div><div><br /></div><div>All those thoughts are just thoughts if there is nothing done.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2290129970560804998?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-60874077473099345352010-11-28T00:44:00.002+08:002010-11-28T01:13:55.651+08:00All I require is to stand from far.<div>Close enough to see where you are.</div><div>To make sure you are alright...</div><div><br /></div><div>You live your life I live mine</div><div>I'm not gonna take another step forward.</div><div><br /></div><div>I fear.</div><div>I worry.</div><div><br /></div><div>Fear that I can't keep my promises.</div><div>Worry that I make you cry.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>:)</div><div><br /></div><div>Utter Bullshit</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6087407747309934535?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-91196075009164828772010-11-19T21:23:00.002+08:002010-11-19T21:27:30.123+08:00Spend one second to look at my tagboard...<div><br /></div><div>What the hell....</div><div><br /></div><div>Are these people real?</div><div>For one thing I dont dare to click any of those links there...</div><div>Too much important data on my com </div><div>Plus nowadays it is so easy to hack into this and that.</div><div><br /></div><div>One of these days I am going to decide to click every single on of those links and see what happens...</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh well whatever...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-9119607500916482877?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-15264607379510104982010-11-13T23:05:00.003+08:002010-11-14T00:27:38.286+08:00Should I be happy now?<div><br /></div><div>Yes.</div><div><br /></div><div>Why?</div><div><br /></div><div>Because I want to be.</div><div><br /></div><div>A lot of things to think of... So what?</div><div>Should that affect my mood? No.</div><div><br /></div><div>So...</div><div>Shit happens. Flush it down the sewage.... </div><div>and...</div><div>wait for new shit to happen :)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Currently on the lookout for new/interesting games to play...</div><div>Since the PSP offers so little shit now =.=</div><div>FIFA 11 sucks green donkey dick. The defense for every team is so damn hard now.</div><div>Plus they reduce Liverpool to the state of an average EPL club.</div><div>Sadded... Torres left 87 overall T.T</div><div>Poulsen sucks. and whose the other guy that sucks? No idea. Forgot the name.</div><div>Took him out and replaced him with Raul. What sort of crappy formation do they have now geez...</div><div>Defense line is a mess. Midfield cannot hold possession. Strikers can't get into position fast enough.</div><div>EA!!! What did you do to Liverpool!</div><div>Roy Hudgson! What did you do to the team!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Ok. I just realised I typed nonsense all the time. No direction at all. Haha.</div><div>Don't think I'm going to change that part of me just yet.</div><div>I can be a planner. But thanks to god knows what that is inside me, my plans always fail at some part. </div><div>A beautiful beginning may signal the start of a great journey.</div><div>Some say a good start is midway to success.</div><div>All I have to say is, something that goes too smoothly in the beginning will never have a good ending.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Just saw the movie trailer for Skyline 2 days ago.</div><div>I'm really expecting something fun from this one.</div><div>It's like District 9 and Cloverfield. Both are extremely epic films about alien lifeforms. But they depicted such an overused genre in a different angle. Its something that should be commended.</div><div>This world need more of such creations.</div><div>We live in a world of supposedly infinite possibilities. So why do we have to rely on copying of ideas?</div><div>Deviate from the original path, dare to be different. That is what everyone should achieve to be. It takes guts to do that. After all being different may not gain acceptance, and us humans being the "sociable" beings that we are require company. We are not solitary beings. One would say what about nerds that stay cooped up at home all the time?</div><div>Well what would they do without their comics? Without their computers? Without internet access? Without books? No games?</div><div>Take those things away from them. I would bet 100% they would come out and do something.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hehe... I have no idea what I am talking about again.</div><div>This post is going to be pretty long. I guess compensation for not blogging for so long?</div><div>Whatever you see right now, is something I took almost 2 hours to finish. It might seem like I plan before I type it out. But actually I just ctrl+tab or alt+ tab to watch some variety shows or play some games =P.</div><div>So easily distracted thats me. Half way here half way there. It really is a miracle that I get anything done at all.</div><div><br /></div><div>Currently saving up to get a guitar. Hopefully before I graduate in another 6 months?</div><div>That is long considering that a standard guitar is about 300+ ? Taking it slowly though, I simply can't compromise on what I want to eat. XD</div><div>Bloody ass glutton thats me.</div><div>Still as skinny as before. Okay maybe I put on a little bit of weight. Haha..</div><div><br /></div><div>Starting to worry about my 2.4km since my stamina sucks. I can't really control my breathing. My pull-up count is not stable, and I only hit a maximum of 5 so far -.-'" ....</div><div>In other words... utterly screwed for NAPFA lol...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Now for a few words of wisdom? People like to end with those. Myself included. No idea why.</div><div>I have nothing. In my head now, so all I can say is good night, good bye. :)</div><div><br /></div><div>If nothing changes, there would be nothing refreshing. If nothing changes, the world would be boring. If nothing changes, we would not obtain what we can obtain. If nothing has changed, we would not be what we are today.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1526460737951010498?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-22198556906411176412010-10-27T01:00:00.002+08:002010-10-27T01:10:17.032+08:00Another rant :(<div><br /></div><div>I hate myself even more than ever.</div><div>Decisions somehow always end up wrong.</div><div>Somehow, somewhere it will go wrong. </div><div><br /></div><div>People say in life there will always be something wrong and something right.</div><div>The me right now cannot see that light.</div><div>There maybe others that are in a deeper pit.</div><div>But I don't care.</div><div>I don't know.</div><div>All I want is another spark.</div><div><br /></div><div>Failed too many times.</div><div>Lost too many chances.</div><div>I did not make my choices count.</div><div>I always thought it was for the better.</div><div>But I thought wrong.</div><div><br /></div><div>Changes that could have been made weren't made.</div><div>Things that could have been done, ignored.</div><div>A big fat mouth that talks at the wrong time.</div><div>A golden mouth that is always shut.</div><div>A pair of powerful eyes.</div><div>A pair of useless arms.</div><div><br /></div><div>That's who I am.</div><div>Not who I chose to be.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2219855690641117641?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-22532447252627155502010-10-17T01:34:00.002+08:002010-10-17T02:20:15.013+08:00Not exactly busy lately just plain lazy to update.<div>Been slacking at home quite a bit. Especially weekends.</div><div>Reason?</div><div>1. Broke</div><div>2. Broke </div><div>3. Broke</div><div><br /></div><div>Sad shit XD</div><div><br /></div><div>Besides slacking, I work at night. Door to door promotion. Quite fun considering the jokers I get to see everyday. </div><div>Really not easy doing it considering the fact that Singaporeans are not exactly very trusting. And also Singaporeans have an "exciting" nightlife. So not at home at night and all those shit...</div><div>Anyway this job earned me a few friends. No regrets what so ever.</div><div><br /></div><div>Moving on...</div><div>Went to sing karaoke twice this week. </div><div>First one was overnight with yl, bing and yj. The k was at bugis, really got the taiwan feel to it. Haha. Make me feel like a 台客. Best part is our room is directly infront of the lift so all the chio bu go in come out all we can see. haha</div><div><br /></div><div>Then we went to AMK Kbox on friday. This time with yl bing and lee. Damn fun really. yl bua stunt scream out superwoman damn joke haha.</div><div><br /></div><div>1 more day left till school starts not exactly looking forward to it. Next week probably gonna go watch 童眼 with popkids. Also marks the beginning of weeks of hallucinations. </div><div><br /></div><div>FYP can go and die.</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel like shit right now. Perhaps if I had done something things would have been different.</div><div>Perhaps I could have prevented all these things. Maybe things wouldn't change. But I regret not trying. I regret the future I chose for myself. I regret seeing you like this. </div><div><br /></div><div>NAPFA Nov 9. I'm gonna fucking die</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2253244725262715550?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-3468395392841849452010-10-08T23:06:00.001+08:002010-10-08T23:08:01.987+08:00Why humans and nature aren't the same.<div><br /></div><div>Human: Birds of a feather flock together</div><div><br /></div><div>Nature: Like poles repel.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-346839539284184945?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-29492913145215035142010-10-06T16:50:00.001+08:002010-10-06T16:53:34.704+08:00还没上战场<div>感觉上好像已经输了</div><div><br /></div><div>人生的悲哀</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2949291314521503514?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-16890411345954588932010-09-23T21:00:00.002+08:002010-09-23T21:23:04.108+08:00Time to update on what I have been up to this month<div>Hehe...</div><div><br /></div><div>1) Went to Esther's Bday Chalet with POPkids... (I think I mentioned it before). Had quite a bit of fun in the end I slept for about 10 -15 mins throughout the 3 days. All of that when my first exam paper is on Monday. FYI: The chalet lasted from Friday - Sunday. I forgot that there was a horse farm near that area :(. I badly wanted to see those horses. DAMN IT! Next time I shall rent bikes and cycle there. Went home at about 5++ am on Sunday. Everyone was so tired. On the MRT I saw the sunrise at the Seletar Reservoir so damn cool the first time I see a sunrise(successfully).</div><div><br /></div><div>2)Exams!!!! Freaking hate exams grrrr..... </div><div><br /></div><div>3)Football! Now that exams are over football is back on schedule every Saturday! It feels weird not to be able to kick the football now. Its like a form of de-stressing I guess. FOOTBALL BANZAI! Although I am still open to other sports as long as people jio me out haha.</div><div><br /></div><div>4)Idol dramas. Been watching them since I'm bored. Any recommendations?</div><div><br /></div><div>5)Ice-skating! OMG! FUN! HAHA! Went with Kit and Wilson to the ice skating rink at Kallang. It's so damn fun! Now we are all addicted to it. Although frankly speaking it is quite expensive. for about 3 hours we pay 20+ bucks each. But still just go there for the experience!. I fell 4 times on my ass cause I don't know how to skate. XD. But also because the ice melted and it became slippery. When I try to stop, I stop then start moving again. Sigh such a noob lol</div><div><br /></div><div>6) JOBS! Looking for jobs now really hard to find nowadays. Makes me miss 2SN even more. So many jobs that I have been doing I still had the most fun working at 2SN. =(. Now looking forward to the next job. Hopefully I get it at the next interview =). Oh yes. CAN THOSE PEOPLE HIRING FEMALES ONLY PLEASE STATE THAT YOU ARE HIRING FEMALES ONLY! God damn it I call so many almost all say we are looking for females... Stupid la... Not selling lingerie what. Not even selling apparel. Why have to be female? Geez.</div><div><br /></div><div>7) FYP. DIG DIG DIG! 2 days of digging finally we are done digging the hole for our tank to sit in. Now all we have left to do is everything else. Yes, that's how screwed we are =.=.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Thats about all I guess can't really think of much.</div><div><br /></div><div>我以为我出现的时间刚好</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1689041134595458893?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-27131267892221497012010-09-20T02:09:00.003+08:002010-09-20T12:04:26.883+08:00I wonder what happened recently...<div>Probably because I have plenty of time on my hands this couple of days. I start to wonder around here and there. Thinking about stuff, observing people, observing actions.</div><div><br /></div><div>Just for the fun of it lets list down a couple of trends.</div><div>1. Privacy- Hell lot of friends have their blog private now. Since when? I have no idea I just noticed it since I blog hop quite a bit nowadays.</div><div><br /></div><div>2. Health- Please people take care of yourselves! You maybe emo. You maybe stressed out. At least see a doctor if you need to. Lately quite a number of people have been complaining about sudden increase in heart rate. That includes me. Sigh... Is it caused by stress? Or is it just dietary problems? It worries me to see so many suffer from the same condition.</div><div><br /></div><div>3. Music- It really brings people together doesn't it? No wonder they say no party is complete without some great music. There maybe different genres, different styles. But it is all the same isn't it? We are united by a rhythm. A rhythm created long ago. We may love different things on the outside, but our roots are bound together.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now that exams are over and holidays have restarted. I really need to find a job. Kinda low on funds now -.-</div><div>Which sucks big time. So if anyone with a job lobang is reading this please contact me. =)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>What I wish I can do, I foresee myself doing it. Perhaps not now, but in the future I will. I always have always will. </div><div>I pray for good dreams everyday. I believe what I dream will come true. It may not happen often but it did before and I hope it will once more.</div><div><br /></div><div>我希望能够为你做一些事。</div><div>我希望能够替我自己创造一个天堂。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2713126789222149701?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-89778715759381682462010-09-14T23:25:00.002+08:002010-09-14T23:37:26.078+08:00万事还为准备好，东风却来了.<div><br /></div><div><div>Others lack that one thing for success.</div></div><div>From whatever angle I look at all I can see is FAIL FAIL FAIL.</div><div>Maybe I lack the confidence in my abilities now.</div><div>But I failed too many times before.</div><div><br /></div><div>Obstacles are aplenty. If everyone has their fair share of obstacles, I hope I can receive my share of goodness in the future.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>眼前的烦恼太多也没有多余的精力管别人的事</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8977871575938168246?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-91356657041955251622010-09-14T13:25:00.000+08:002010-09-14T13:27:00.317+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jqr3T8FOTU4?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Jqr3T8FOTU4?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><div>emo~~</div><div>exam = emo </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-9135665704195525162?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-89690363523374062952010-09-13T22:37:00.002+08:002010-09-13T23:29:45.304+08:00人生短短几十年，都会碰到很多的喜怒哀乐。<br />碰到不开心的事要如何面对？<br />不如就发泄一下下把事情好好说出来，让大家都了解。<br />这一次的悲哀与愤怒过了， 下次再来享受乐趣。<br /><br />Haha sometimes I like to try use my Mandarin 墨水. Not bad right?<br />Ok la I know my Mandarin suck cock =P<br /><br />Update more after Thursday....<br /><br />Today just finished first exam paper<br />Now preparing for the remaining 3 papers.<br />Wish me luck =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8969036352337406295?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-58666594775919749542010-09-09T02:31:00.003+08:002010-09-09T02:43:35.839+08:00Just an update.<br /><br />Been really really slack lately...<br />Barely touched the books. Most of the time I just lie around watching webcasts, playing games, camping on fb and other really lame shit.<br /><br />In other words wasting my fucking time.<br /><br />Looking forward to partying at Esther's Bday Celebration this Friday with the POPkids. <br /><br />Note: SP friends I know I should be studying. RSS friends its not that Esther that is in China.<br /><br />Bing showed me the pics of the "fountain" we are gonna get for our FYP and I'm Loving It. But we probably need to re-paint it or something. I seriously hate that colour. =P<br /><br />It's Thursday now. Shall spend the day studying CCS so I can have fun for 3 days.<br />Which means from Friday - Sunday I will be MIA =).<br /><br />Good Luck to everyone having their exams. <br /><br /><br />You create the distractions. It's your responsibility to destroy it.<br />(I wonder whether these sentences I make up have been made up by others. Given my level of creativity I think I'm not the first =D)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5866659477591974954?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-80481374314012698542010-08-14T23:44:00.000+08:002010-08-14T23:44:27.434+08:00<object style="background-image:url(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/HP5vTXUutMY/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HP5vTXUutMY?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HP5vTXUutMY?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><br />Hmmm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8048137431401269854?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-77867750231466606272010-08-14T22:38:00.002+08:002010-08-14T23:10:46.553+08:00Got a sunburn today. <div>After about 2 weeks(?) of not playing football, went to play with Kit, his son, jian hui and kenneth. Jr failed epically we couldnt wake him up lol</div><div><br /></div><div>After football we played a bit of basketball than this uncle/coach came and say want to play with us. 2v2 me + kit's son vs kit + uncle. We dio own sia the uncle damn pro. Almost every shot score. Make me feel so stupid owned by uncle lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>In older updates, went to have dinner with ys and qy. So many never call lol. Next time we should make it that all of us can turn up. Which is gonna be super hard as usual...</div><div><br /></div><div>Gonna watch "Curse of the Deserted" with POPKids on Monday. Super scared lol... It's a horror flick and the only horror flick I ever watched was in Poly 1 "Shutter" during CCA Orientation Camp. Had nightmares after that... Whats more now is 7th month. All I can say is 2 letters GG.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now on to the rants.</div><div>Recently I feel like I can't get my point across to others. It's either 1. My language sucks. 2. They fail. 3. I really am not a people person.</div><div>I mean for god's sake it's simple English. I can't believe how many times I have to explain what I say to prevent misunderstandings. Plus, even after that I get attitude. I mean it's just a simple chat. Why? Why people have to take everything so seriously from a simple chat? Unbelievable.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>This holidays may not be as uneventful as I thought. Barely had a day without action at all.</div><div>Which also means, I'm spending lots of money. Which is also bullshit considering the fact that I'm not working ... </div><div>FML man seriously.</div><div>Too much to handle. No place to share. No one to turn to.</div><div>I should just seal myself and be a hermit.</div><div><br /></div><div>My outer shell is all you see. What's inside, no one knows, no one cares, even if they do, I doubt it will come out to meet them.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7786775023146660627?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-89353284254080835722010-08-07T17:52:00.002+08:002010-08-07T18:02:40.399+08:00Day in day out dealing with the most unreasonable excuses and accusations. UGHHHH!!!!<br />*screams in epic frustration*<br /><br />Go figure yourself who is pissing me off.<br />If you are reading this, most likely you are not the one(s) pissing me off.<br /><br /><br /><br />Saw a pigeon today. It had this crazy look in its eyes, and it looked damn fucked up. I wonder what happened to it. That image still in my mind. Its scary to imagine what the world of instincts feel like. Then again not like the world of consciousness and thinking is any better. The multiple levels of thinking (so to speak), so damn confusing. You never know whether others are thinking on the same level as you. You never know when you will be disappointed. So many more emotions to deal with.<br /><br />I seriously feel that I should just follow my instincts, but seems like my instincts are still a little too wild at the moment. Unrealistic. There you saw it my thinking is crushing my instinct sithout a split second of doubt.<br /><br />It's a tough world out there, but no one said it's easy here.<br /><br />The difficulties one faces shall make him/her stronger.<br /><br />Still searching for that piece of sky to build my skyscraper through.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8935328425408083572?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-14019982495932668172010-07-30T01:55:00.002+08:002010-07-30T02:11:41.122+08:00Not exactly in the best of moods now<br />Tired and stressed physically and mentally<br /><br />Too much to take in.<br />Too much to do.<br />Seriously, why does everything need to be handed in, in the same week.<br />Makes no sense. Our studying and learning period is reduced by 2 weeks at least because of YOG but still we have to submit our assignments before YOG starts. Utterly ridiculous.<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like I exaggerate the emotions I feel. I like to blow things up. That's me. If its nice and simple I feel underestimated, bored if you want to put it that way. But things are never good when they get blown up. It's like trying to increase the size of a 100x 200 pixel picture to 1024 x 768. Things become ugly, disoriented. Thats exactly how I feel now. Inside me is like a kettle of water ready to boil over. Slowly steadily the variables in life stack up. Addition turns into multiplication, it just keeps rolling.<br /><br />The me I once knew, I can't find. The me now, I hate. I seek to change, but it all seems so far out of range. When we were young things were so easy. Now, to get what we want, we have to make countless sacrifices, put in double/triple the effort before results are seen.<br /><br />Obstacles come before us, do we have the potential to overcome them? Some yes, what about those who can't? Some take a fall and never get back up. Take a wrong step and fall into the abyss. Which one are you? No one knows, until it really strikes them.<br /><br />Anything can be said, but only a handful can be done. Impossible may spell I'm-possible, but in life you are not the only variable.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1401998249593266817?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-12935866863320408192010-07-09T00:49:00.002+08:002010-07-09T01:13:15.277+08:00Time 12 49 am -.-<div>Date:9 July</div><div><br /></div><div>Feeling average. I suppose this is good, as opposed to draggin my feet all over.</div><div><br /></div><div>Quick update:</div><div>1. Spain is in the World Cup finals after beating Germany YES!!!</div><div>SPAIN FTW!</div><div><br /></div><div>2. FYP is finally kicking off sort of. Better than sitting around doing nothing while the rest of the teams are already in the midst of purchasing materials</div><div><br /></div><div>3. SP has awesome TSOs most of them at any rate.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Lots of things to worry about now.</div><div>GEMs assignment hand in, in week 16 now is like week 12?</div><div>next 3 weeks have to do the assignment during lesson time which is like WTF?!</div><div>I have absolutely no idea what I want to do</div><div>I have no idea what to do</div><div>So I suppose I'm dead meat</div><div>But c4 shall aim for the fantastical when the time comes XD</div><div>Good news is Diana said I did well for Assignment 1</div><div>HUAT AH!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Feeling bored almost 80% of the time nowadays. Probably because I can't find the motivation to study for exams or train for NAPFA. Which is gonna suck big time...</div><div>1. I have to do well for exams because my MSTs always suck a lot!</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>1.1 Lectures are boring</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>1.2 Tutorials and Labs are the only thing keeping me alive (that is if i attend them)</div><div>2. No silver award for NAPFA = early NS -.-</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>2.1 Pull-up die</div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>2.2 2.4km sure die</div><div><br /></div><div>I predict that my NAPFA should be the same as previous years total score = gold/silver</div><div>but because I do badly for some sections I end up failing or getting a bronze.... sigh</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Ok yapping away now. A bit sleepy only slept 3 hours last night -.-</div><div>8pm-11pm sleep </div><div>For some reason I woke up and couldnt sleep so I waited for the World Cup Semi's between Spain and Germany. My God!!! Those few hours were boring =.=</div><div>After the match ended at 4:30am. I cant possibly go back to sleep. School starts at 9. </div><div>2.5hrs of sleep is definitely not enough so now here I am barely hanging on from that 3 hours of sleep.</div><div><br /></div><div>Probably gonna wake up at 1 pm or something tomorrow ...</div><div>In which case jogging in the morning would be impossible. Guess I would have to take my chances at night. So many people will see my pathetic stamina zzz ...</div><div><br /></div><div>Alright thats all. Night peeps. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>An inspiration lasts only a split second, but the effects of an action lasts forever.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1293586686332040819?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-298158486734385542010-06-30T20:54:00.002+08:002010-06-30T21:10:37.958+08:00Went to SSC Daiso with my mom<div>see a lot a lot of chopsticks</div><div>Than came across these things that help kids learn how to use chopsticks properly</div><div><br /></div><div>My mom said i need one</div><div>Which is true because i suck at using chopsticks</div><div>People pick it up at what primary school?</div><div>I barely touched them until i reached primary 5</div><div><br /></div><div>Than secondary school i still struggling to use</div><div>even now i still cant hold the chopsticks the correct way</div><div>Because i modify it during my course of learning to suit my laziness -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>So sometimes i see little primary school kids use chopsticks own me i abit sian</div><div>haha</div><div><br /></div><div>One of the many flaws of c4 revealed on the internet ....</div><div><br /></div><div>Today played pool during lunch break</div><div>I discovered that today i play damn nice sia</div><div>on form</div><div>The result of slacking at home for 2 weeks ?</div><div>Or issit i play too much Pool Master on Facebook =P</div><div><br /></div><div>Damn sad now...</div><div>Only got one paper back out of four</div><div>expecting to get one more tomorrow</div><div>Monday supposed to get but teacher haven mark</div><div>Tuesday i reach late cos the bloody MRT delay then lesson end alr-.-</div><div>Today got back one</div><div>result</div><div>at least i pass ...</div><div><br /></div><div>I really not gifted to study theory too damn big a lazy ass to actually absorb all that bullshit that I'm probably not going to use in the future. Maybe it's true after all "Minutes to make decisions, hours to remorse, a year to regret, and many more years to forget... sigh...</div><div>What can I do? The environment is bending me to adapt to something I hate. The pressure of the future is heavy. Sometimes i wonder why Man evolved into what we are.</div><div>Is it really for our good? Is it really to out benefit? What did we get in return? What did we give in return? Are we all happy? or is it just those few chosen ones who make it?</div><div><br /></div><div>Shit happens and it happened... So where is the party?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-29815848673438554?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-13146855905506501352010-06-12T22:04:00.003+08:002010-06-12T22:59:39.024+08:00Haha changed my blog background just for the heck of it <div><br /></div><div>BY2 rocks hehe</div><div><br /></div><div>Cooped at home for 1 week during MST</div><div>Now MST over so...</div><div><br /></div><div>It's time to parteh!!!!!!!</div><div>After last paper I went to the IT fair</div><div>which was frankly a huge waste of time</div><div>I couldn't find anything I wanted...</div><div><br /></div><div>Unless you count the huge gathering of chio bu =.=</div><div><br /></div><div>After the pushing and shoving fest</div><div>Went to watch Karate Kid</div><div><br /></div><div>It was somewhat entertaining I guess </div><div>Some parts funny some parts retarded some parts like 0.o</div><div>Plus I'm sick of Jackie Chan being paired with a black guy</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Went to cut my hair today</div><div>I have to say</div><div>I am so bloody handsome haha just kidding</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Smile more, laugh more, if it does not work than I suggest you see a psychiatrist. =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1314685590550650135?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-65180753067382813972010-05-27T20:03:00.002+08:002010-05-27T22:31:27.772+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gvgS_GLI/AAAAAAAAACE/EtFGhmZQb0s/s1600/IMG461.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gvgS_GLI/AAAAAAAAACE/EtFGhmZQb0s/s320/IMG461.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475920566168787122" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">It says "Get the fuck out!"</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gvCoM9RI/AAAAAAAAAB8/eMnxIn6sS6U/s1600/IMG459.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gvCoM9RI/AAAAAAAAAB8/eMnxIn6sS6U/s320/IMG459.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475920558204712210" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Sexy legs?</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gutiaBSI/AAAAAAAAAB0/I4Tzp_QDPQ4/s1600/IMG456.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gutiaBSI/AAAAAAAAAB0/I4Tzp_QDPQ4/s320/IMG456.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475920552543257890" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">"Shit happens when you party naked"</div><div style="text-align: center;">words of wisdom from the wise "old man"</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5guW-lvdI/AAAAAAAAABs/VxxzcS6QcW8/s1600/IMG453.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5guW-lvdI/AAAAAAAAABs/VxxzcS6QcW8/s320/IMG453.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475920546487451090" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">sad sia eating at staircase</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gt68AnpI/AAAAAAAAABk/fsaZeRkfRw0/s1600/IMG452.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_m4HMqcg2aaE/S_5gt68AnpI/AAAAAAAAABk/fsaZeRkfRw0/s320/IMG452.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475920538960436882" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">wah so jialat handsome guy stand and eat</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Teehee super spy photos during school supposed to have more but you know what?</div><div style="text-align: left;">I'm a lazy fucktard</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Blogger upload photo so slow that i kind of forgot what i wanted to post. . .</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">ok time to throw up nonsense....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u>SCHOOL</u></div><div style="text-align: left;">GEMS Assignment 1- done</div><div style="text-align: left;">S&amp;C report- Exp 7(need to edit) Exp 8(no report yet)<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">FYP - so many problems and loose ends</div><div style="text-align: left;">MST - barely start studying</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u>OTHER RANDOM SHIT</u></div><div style="text-align: left;">Uther Party - Saturday (excited V(^.^)o )</div><div style="text-align: left;">Facebook - Show me more chio bu in friend suggestions haha</div><div style="text-align: left;">EMO guys - Tell me how to fix guys that are emo until !@#@%$%^$%^&amp;*#E$%@#$</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>because some people simply need to wake up their idea.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">alright i think no more shit to pass out</div><div style="text-align: left;">next time go dig more photos</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">What I was meant to be, may not be what I want to be. -c4</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6518075306738281397?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-34725362932298014192010-05-20T23:48:00.003+08:002010-05-20T23:55:30.877+08:00<div><br /></div><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/4KvlSoUVNCQ&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/4KvlSoUVNCQ&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />thats some crazy ass driving if anyone did that on singapore expressway<div>it will take about 3 seconds for LTA to know</div><div>5 min for all the radio stations to say</div><div>"We interrupt this programme for some breaking news about traffic"</div><div>and within that 5 mins traffic police will probably have caught the idiot doing whatever he was doing</div><div>so </div><div>ya</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>supposedly have some pics but im a lazy asshole</div><div>and dont want to walk to the table to get my phone and press the bluetooth button =)</div><div><br /></div><div>so DEAL WITH IT! RAWR!</div><div><br /></div><div>Emotionless staring at the ceiling - c4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3472536293229801419?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-83707092510832015482010-05-16T22:44:00.002+08:002010-05-16T22:53:51.707+08:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/5Mb8k8lfkmc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/5Mb8k8lfkmc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div>This song is nice </div><div>later yongli say noisy haha</div><div><br /></div><div>okay saturday big day</div><div>not for me</div><div>for daniel</div><div>haha 21st birthday party</div><div>although birthday not on saturday</div><div>lol</div><div><br /></div><div>lots of people turn up lo all i dunno haha</div><div><br /></div><div>after that went play pool with yl, herman and joel</div><div>epic noobness displayed haha</div><div><br /></div><div>and how many times have i witnessed the superb basketball action...</div><div>on the pool table!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>yada yada yada</div><div>MST coming</div><div>GEMS photo journal coming</div><div>i have no idea what to do</div><div>MST-study duh</div><div>photo journal? - ??????</div><div><br /></div><div>tomorrow have to go for jogging again</div><div>sure epic fail</div><div>a few muscles still aching</div><div><br /></div><div>the past week sports action:</div><div>monday-jogging</div><div>tuesday -badminton (kill all my muscles)</div><div>saturday-football (YES! i remebered it is football and not soccer)</div><div><br /></div><div>hopefully i wont die tomorrow again -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>utterly pok kai now </div><div>im trying to limit my epic urge to buy stuff (especially food)</div><div>as a result i cut cut cut cut cut all my money </div><div>hopefully it works -.-</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8370709251083201548?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-79928266194689212272010-05-15T02:45:00.000+08:002010-05-15T02:45:45.067+08:00<a href="http://www.personalitytest.net/types/descriptions/intp.htm">Personality Test Center - INTP Discover your personality type.</a><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; "><table border="0" cellpadding="2" width="400"><tbody><tr><td width="100%"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">INTPs lack follow-through and this can isolate their ideas from practical examination. Their notions become over-intellectualized and too abstract to be of practical benefit. With their sharp critical thinking and analytical abilities, INTPs tend to nit-pick, hair-split, and generally overdo simple issues. Their desire for accuracy and precision exacerbates any error they may perceive in themselves or in others — they are, in other words, highly self-critical. Wanting to be competent and know everything, their standards grow increasingly higher. When fear of failing becomes overly pronounced, INTPs are quick to feel unintelligent, slow, and powerless.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 1px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 1px; font-size: medium; "><table border="0" cellpadding="2" width="400"><tbody><tr><td width="100%"><p><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">If stress continues, the INTP's mind seems to freeze and block out the vital information it has worked so hard to accumulate. Their creative juices stop flowing and they suffer from stage fright, writers block, and a general inhibition of their ingenious thinking and fluent language skills. Preoccupied with performance failure, INTPs become self-consciously distracted in anticipation of their failure. If the stress becomes too overwhelming, the fear of blanking out prevents them from taking risks in areas they desire to succeed in. Attempting to avoid incompetence, they fail to gain the expertise and mastery they so desperately need.</span></p></td></tr><tr><td width="100%"> </td></tr><tr><td width="100%"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">Careers<br /><br />This lists represent careers and jobs people of your type tend to enjoy doing. The job requirements are similar to the personality tendencies of your personality type. It is important to remember that this is not a list of all the jobs possible. And it is very important to remember that people can, and frequently do, fill jobs that are dissimilar to their personality... this happens all the time...and sometimes works out quite well.<br /><br />strategic planning<br />writer<br />staff development<br />lawyer<br />architect<br />software designer<br />financial analyst<br />college professor<br />photographer<br />logician<br />artist<br />systems analyst<br />neurologist<br />physicist<br />psychologist<br />research/development...specialist<br />computer programmer<br />data base manager<br />chemist<br />biologist<br />investigator<br /><br /><br /><br />LOL in other words im a genius i just dont know it =P</span></td></tr><tr><td width="100%"><p align="center"><ins style="display: inline-table; border-top-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; height: 250px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; position: relative; visibility: visible; width: 300px; "></ins></p></td></tr></tbody></table></span></span></td></tr></tbody></table></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7992826619468921227?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-40923629592097606582010-05-14T18:37:00.002+08:002010-05-14T18:45:58.854+08:00At least that what I hope happens . . .<div>on second thought</div><div>maybe not =.=</div><div><br /></div><div>went to help bing shift house lol</div><div>after that go vivo city eat carls jr.</div><div>first time ever I stepped into carls jr. </div><div>haha</div><div><br /></div><div>thats all </div><div>kthnxbai =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4092362959209760658?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-69712325686661695662010-05-07T23:01:00.002+08:002010-05-08T00:43:38.099+08:00I wanted to post something<div>the thing is I already forgot what I wanted to post after a game of dota</div><div>sigh...</div><div><br /></div><div>feeding again as usual</div><div><br /></div><div>so sad T.T</div><div>so long never play play like shit</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yes FYP</div><div>shit I nearly typed ITP</div><div>-.-'"</div><div><br /></div><div>went to school to see Francis (our supervisor)</div><div>as usual talk talk here cock cock there</div><div>I doubt half the time we know what the other party is talking about</div><div>I nearly rofl-ed part way through</div><div><br /></div><div>FYP is such a mystery</div><div>In fact I hate not knowing</div><div>But I hate knowing too</div><div>Because this world works in a way where knowledge is power</div><div>and *warning* -> cliché line coming up</div><div>"With great power, comes great responsibility"</div><div>Sadded...</div><div>Don't know what to do...</div><div>for basically everything. . .</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>lets see what I wanted to post in the next post</div><div>Basically that title up there~</div><div>is just a pile of bullshit</div><div><br /></div><div>o(^.^)V *peace*</div><div><br /></div><div>If I knew better, would it really make a difference? -c4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6971232568666169566?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-9490386209744032352010-04-30T00:20:00.002+08:002010-04-30T00:24:29.059+08:00no im not sniffing because im crying...<div><br /></div><div>the flu is here </div><div>T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>so many people got it</div><div>fuck the weather</div><div>wonder whether i still fit enough to go for steamboat...</div><div><br /></div><div>school starts school sucks</div><div><br /></div><div>but then again when there is no school</div><div>we all wish to go back to school</div><div>stupid human brains cant function to appreciate the present </div><div><br /></div><div>ttfn dunno what to say </div><div><br /></div><div>man this is so pointless =.=</div><div>i love Top Gear</div><div>for those of you dont know what it is ...</div><div>Google is your best friend</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-949038620974403235?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-92113542466893665972010-04-23T11:44:00.000+08:002010-04-23T11:44:03.351+08:00<div><br /></div><object width="1300" height="765"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jUMe_1oL8tg&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999&amp;hd=1&amp;border=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jUMe_1oL8tg&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999&amp;hd=1&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="1300" height="765"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />You've got your life... He better be treating you right...<div><br /></div><div>lol</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-9211354246689366597?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-48310347778190992602010-04-13T01:20:00.002+08:002010-04-13T01:26:19.432+08:004 more weekdays 2 more weekends <div><br /></div><div>can i last till then? will i last?</div><div>outlast?</div><div>or be outplayed</div><div><br /></div><div>sigh...</div><div><br /></div><div>GEMs selections tomorrow lets hope at least something goes well this time</div><div>too many downs lately</div><div>the lack of ups is depressing</div><div><br /></div><div>perhaps this is what they call stress</div><div>not that i dont have stress</div><div>but measuring one stress against the other</div><div>thats a first </div><div><br /></div><div>new experience i guess</div><div>definitely not fun...</div><div><br /></div><div>signing off...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Uncertainty, the rust on the hinges of a door...</div><div>If I opened my heart will anyone enter ...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4831034777819099260?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-10871208753247484322010-04-11T23:45:00.002+08:002010-04-11T23:48:07.736+08:00sadded...<div><br /></div><div>history has repeated it self again...</div><div><br /></div><div>good bye pop2sn </div><div><br /></div><div>i hate greedy people</div><div><br /></div><div>i love being an ego basher</div><div><br /></div><div>and i fucking hate the shit im getting</div><div><br /></div><div>left right up down front back centre.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i have grown</div><div>so why wont you leave me alone</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-1087120875324748432?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-44246921274452192202010-04-09T22:31:00.002+08:002010-04-09T22:34:39.386+08:00they a series of unfortunate events<div>i have a series of screwed up events</div><div><br /></div><div>1. most boring work ever</div><div>2. SP screws me up not once but thrice</div><div>3. now my parents are against me </div><div><br /></div><div>fuck this</div><div><br /></div><div>why cant they all just shut up and leave me alone</div><div><br /></div><div>i am just this tiny bit away from being unable to control myself </div><div>just a tiny bit more....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4424692127445219220?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-30000866449312953342010-04-03T20:02:00.003+08:002010-04-03T20:17:50.294+08:00Now here i said it will come soon so here it is woopeee<div>No not that pee =.='"</div><div><br /></div><div><br /><object width="1280" height="745"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nYpyyZwE9Yc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;hd=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nYpyyZwE9Yc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;hd=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="1280" height="745"></embed></object><br /></div><div>First things first I feel like getting a book</div><div>called Will Grayson, Will Grayson</div><div>But there are a few problems</div><div>1. It is not released yet not even in America</div><div>2. Singapore publishing? Slow as fuck</div><div>3. I haven't get my pay</div><div>4. Even if i got my pay by the time the book arrives in SG i probably won't have money left</div><div>FML</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Today my mom bday...</div><div>Weirdly enough i actually bought a present</div><div>and it is a bottle of melon wine</div><div>Damn expensive cause they fly it from Japan -.-</div><div>I should have bought sake but I think sake has too much alcohol</div><div>The whole family will be down before you can say :"We are not drunk!"</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Seeing that I have been working in the accounts department</div><div>I already know the money I will get before i get my pay-cheque </div><div>So now... I shall wait for myself to give myself the cheque -.-</div><div><br /></div><div>Clash of the Titans is out! </div><div>I'm thinking whether to watch it in 3D or not</div><div>anyone wanna join?</div><div>oh wait I forgot almost no one comes here zzz</div><div><br /></div><div>FAIL!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I think there is something wrong with youtube embedding</div><div>either that or the internet is hating me again </div><div>sigh ....</div><div><br /></div><div>I've lost that flair, now all I can do is stare - c4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3000086644931295334?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-81957451107315293152010-04-02T16:37:00.002+08:002010-04-02T16:40:52.877+08:00Woosh how long have I not been blogging<div><br /></div><div>very long .....</div><div><br /></div><div>bye ....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>迷路兵 - So Sad</div><div><br /></div><div>So Sad So Sad </div><div>真的学不来</div><div>难道非得装坏你 </div><div>才不会转台</div><div><br /></div><div>女孩 女孩</div><div>心思怎么猜</div><div>难道不理不睬你 </div><div>才会留下来 </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>dont worry some shit will come up here soon enough...</div><div>eventually...</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8195745110731529315?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-35547584602343165032010-03-04T21:50:00.002+08:002010-03-05T00:43:11.095+08:00YES!!<div>The exams for year 2 for poly is finally over!!!!</div><div>For me at any rate...</div><div><br /></div><div>Although I did screw up it every possible fucking way ever invented</div><div>and probably some that no one ever knew existed ...</div><div><br /></div><div>All in all as long as I can get an increase in my GPA I'm good to go</div><div>It's time to put this shitty year behind and welcome the holidays</div><div>nope not the next year </div><div>You welcome the holidays first =P</div><div><br /></div><div>Holidays are the best for making $$ </div><div>and soon everyone that is working will be having this face >> $.$</div><div><br /></div><div>I just discovered where i will be working at</div><div>The freaking IES </div><div>Institute of Engineers Singapore !!!</div><div>WTH</div><div>But I won't get to mess with the Engineering Dept (If there is one haven't looked it up yet)</div><div>I'm going to be attached to Accounts</div><div>Boring office life full of data entry (and such) here I come!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Monday - Friday work work work T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>Exams over o(^.^)V V(^.^)V V(^.^)o</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Football (nearly posted soccer later kit see gan me T.T) this weekend?</div><div>Pray pray have cannot wait to kick again </div><div>New ball looks so nice </div>Feels really good also<br /><div>So sad to see the old ball ruined T.T</div><div>Literally got one hole so many years the guys kick already the ball finally gave way</div><div>haha now the 2nd Gen players are here like me</div><div><br /></div><div>I want to kick!!!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>And now .... </div><div>*Drum roll*</div><div>Time for you don't know wtf I am talking about time.</div><div><br /></div><div>ASDQWCdafcrfsdfbasVRCFSWEDXAwedawvEC</div><div>AWDFVSFCZDFsvweRCRSwsDFbgrdvdecxse</div><div>fawAEVSBRGCSAEFsexfdCVSERGBSVDFCGSEFxawe</div><div>AWEFVCFSDRFGCSEGSFDGCSDFCSCERGACFCAWEfb</div><div>ASDFVCESGRFDAVRCGAXWEFCSFSCERGSERFCEF</div><div><br /></div><div>....</div><div><br /></div><div>Just kidding </div><div>while typing all that crap i spotted 3 things that made sense</div><div>sex awe and fb =.="' random ~~</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; ">And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out<br />You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out<br />And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get<br />I Just Haven't Met You Yet </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; ">Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Buble</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3554758460234316503?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-91788075898322873512010-02-28T23:45:00.003+08:002010-03-01T00:32:17.129+08:00Box<div><br /></div><div>KBox on saturday was fun haha</div><div>went out meet kitki for lunch (only i ate T.T)</div><div>then went to Kbox at AMK </div><div>not the S11 one somemore the one at Broadway Plaza (??)</div><div>went there got chio bu queue behind us lmao</div><div><br /></div><div>2 of us went in first then JR join a while later</div><div>sing until break voice haha</div><div>Zhi Kun came a bit later at around 3plus?</div><div>Kit fake one lo say sing like shit end up ownage!</div><div>the rest of us dont need say la hor? =P</div><div>around 5:30pm me and Kit went to collect the cake we prepared beforehand </div><div>Lights! (candle) Camera (shit! i din take out) Action (go toilet first XD)</div><div>ok we went in and gave Zhikun a surprise belated birthday =)</div><div>Lets see... Chocolate Cake with Oreo s?</div><div><br /></div><div>Kit want to get number from the girl working there never take </div><div>hahahahhaha dont sad there will be next time ;)</div><div>after that home sweet home </div><div><br /></div><div>Emo?!</div><div>Yongli in emo season again</div><div>or maybe he never came out of it</div><div>Bro dont sad </div><div>study more impt</div><div>what are we ? we are students</div><div>what do students do for a living? study</div><div>what gender are you? male</div><div>male put what first? career</div><div>conclusion? student's career = study male student = career first </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>WTF?!</div><div><br /></div><div>Yes wtf </div><div>because i have nothing else to talk and what ever i have written is basically very random</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>My life is brilliant</div><div>My love is pure</div><div>I saw an angel</div><div>Of that I'm sure</div><div>la~la~lalalalalalala</div><div>la somemore</div><div>But I won't lose no sleep on that</div><div>Cause i've got a plan</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>James Blunt - You're Beautiful </div><div><br /></div><div>I delete lyrics that make think about the Muttons to Midnight version of this song<br />spoil the mood =.='"</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-9178807589832287351?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-23344469231470448912010-02-26T15:08:00.003+08:002010-02-26T15:16:24.965+08:00MCT paper finished YEAH!!!<div><br /></div><div>A huge sigh of relieve since MCT is arguably my worst subject...</div><div>Now i only have to worry about Math and EMD</div><div>Formulas!!! Come and get me!!! </div><div>AHHHHHHH!!! *cowers in a corner and emo*<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>K Box coming on saturday</div><div>Monday SNI exam (i feel so relaxed even though i cant remember a shit)</div><div>Wednesday Math (hell i havent started practicing)</div><div>Thursday EMD (even with the formula sheet i cant tell what is what =.='")</div><div><br /></div><div>FRIDAY?! SWEET FREEDOM!</div><div>and of course job hunt to start again T.T</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2334446923147044891?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-46035823558388891182010-02-06T21:51:00.002+08:002010-02-06T22:27:24.381+08:00Whats hot?<br />Me?!<br />Nah<br /><br /><br />The weather today so hot!!!!<br />One of the rare times I actually can feel myself getting sunburn<br />Why was I out in the sun?<br />FOOTBALL!!!!!<br /><br />Quite a big turn out today...<br />Kit + Me as usual...<br />Raymond << On-loan keeper?!<br />JR << He came!!! (lol so bad...)<br />Jian Hui<br />ZP<br />Bryan and friends<br />and<br />Zhi Kun << Kit say latest member 0.o<br /><br />Today quite fun the whole court full of players<br />Tackling dribbling passing and shooting all required more skill because got so many more people blocking you. It also opens up the variety of tactics that can be used.<br /><br />Team Line-up<br /><br />Team 1: Kit, Jian Hui, Bryan and Co.<br />Team 2: JR, Ray, ZP, Zhi Kun, Yours truly.<br /><br />Ending score > Team 1: 5 vs 4 : Team 2<br />T.T we lost...<br /><br />But it was fun and they had a considerably better combination of players<br />All of them have the ability to strike accurately and worked well with one another.<br />Hence making me and the team run like fuck to defend.<br />Lucky we got Ray (On-loan is on-loan performance damn good (Y) )<br /><br />JR and ZP did good making a mess of the opponent defense upfront when they run<br />Zhi Kun made some crucial blocks and passes.<br />and I ran around like a bastard trying to kick the ball away =P<br />scored my one and only in the first minute. Pure ecstasy =)<br /><br />Bryan and his friends were really good with the ball.<br />Ball control, speed, tactics they were one level above us in many areas it really pushed us to the max trying to get pass them and preventing them from scoring goals.<br /><br />I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!!!!<br />REMATCH!!!!!<br /><br />Went to cut my hair after that<br />Stepped into HAIR VISION for the first time...<br />Guess what? Too many people wait 1 hour =.='"<br />Went to Pop to find my colleagues to help kill time...<br />End up talk mostly to Ben<br />After that 1 freaking hour<br />I went back then they tell me 23 bucks cause of CNY<br />Note to self: 1 more reason to hate CNY<br /><br /><br />In the end ? still cut but the uncle give me discount save 2 bucks hehe<br /><br /><br />Past few days not really interesting except for going to Orchard to buy CNY clothes<br />(Another reason why CNY sucks new year new clothes all the nice colours and sizes gone...poof...WTF?!)<br />Went with SP classmates<br />eat lunch see chio bu *whistles* (what cannot issit?)<br />end up we walk for half the day around ION Far East Cineleisure Taka<br />Wisma?<br /><br />Conclusion? BROKE! POK GAI! BO LUI! there goes almost 40% of my pay zzz<br /><br />More things to worry about OOP Mini-Proj<br />D n I Report/PPt<br />SNI Assignment<br />MCT lab test<br />SNI labtest<br />EMD labtest<br /><br />GG...<br /><br />Exams are also around the corner after CNY week first exam MCT (my worst module comes first WOW!)<br /><br />Sadded T.T<br />Currently looking at this list of things to do I really truly dont feel like doing anything at all.<br />Stoning is the best ...<br /><br /><br /><br />And in this crazy life<br />And through this crazy times.<br />It's you it's you...<br />You make me sing<br />You're every line<br />You're every word<br />You're everything...<br /><br />Michael Buble - Everything<br /><br />Great song great lyrics makes me feel like singing this to someone *rolls-eyes*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4603582355838889118?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-29960006443790423662009-12-22T01:44:00.002+08:002009-12-22T01:55:22.271+08:00Right the title of this post is something super random =.=<br /><br />I click the blank box(?) and that was what came out<br /><br />RANDOM !!!!<br /><br /><br />Its the December holidays =) yea!<br />Looking forward to turning 18<br />M18 movies here i come WOOTS!<br /><br />Working back in popular again T.T everyday see customer face<br />Although it is always damn funny XD<br />Still cant get over the mop<br /><br />May 2010 should come sooner<br />IRON MAN 2 !!! + WAR MACHINE!!! BOOOOOMMMM!!!!! *explosion CG*<br /><br /><br />Physical status: Muscle aches, Blocked nose, Sore Throat<br />Mental status: Need I explain?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2996000644379042366?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-62328547300162049692009-10-10T13:00:00.002+08:002009-10-10T13:32:38.619+08:00<p>5 weeks into ITP with 1 week remaining i feel like strangling the life out of that fucktard</p><p>Irresponsible piece of shit</p><p>So what if your command of English is better than me</p><p>So what if you can't understand what i am saying</p><p>That is YOUR FUCKING ASS PROBLEM!!!</p><p>You want me to do it I did it dont go make a fucking big issue out of it if you want me to do the job</p><p>You yourself keep looking at the bloody laptop and doing what?</p><p>FACEBOOK! Command n Conquer ARE YOU EVEN TRYING TO complete the fucking report?!</p><p>NO!</p><p><br /></p><p>Go fuck your own ass upside down</p><p><br /></p><p> What is up with your fucking attitude do you even have a clue how irritating you are?!</p><p>Everyday you shoot off insults</p><p>You think that is fun?</p><p>You think it is funny?</p><p>You self-assuming asshole</p><p>Look at yourself from the first day people ask you to watch your attire </p><p>look at you know long unkempt hair</p><p>nails longer then PCK you look like shit...</p><p><br /></p><p>Dont say you are the one doing everything</p><p>You rarely do anything</p><p>All you know how to do is talk</p><p>Talk and talk</p><p>you are the "ideas" guy</p><p>wtf i dont even think you know what you are saying</p><p><br /></p><p>What do you do everyday? Facebook surf Facebook surf</p><p>Don't bother bringing your laptop and waste my fucking time if thats all you are going to do</p><p>Ask you to do the work at home you dont want say want to discuss or whatever shit</p><p>When come to work what you do? </p><p>First thing in the morning you ask me REPORT?</p><p>WTF?! </p><p>you fucking bastard you were supposed to at least do part of it before giving it to me </p><p>then you go blaming me again and again</p><p>after that what do you do? turn on the laptop and play!</p><p>You think that is a way to hold your argument? </p><p>Its weak and pathetic you know yourself you are in the wrong </p><p>stop trying to push the blame</p><p>you are to blame </p><p><br /></p><p>You had the chance to change all my "errors" </p><p>You had time to do </p><p>Did you? I doubt so. In fact i know you didn't.</p><p>All talk no action hypocrite</p><p>people like you really should just die</p><p>I pity your girlfriend and your friends</p><p>they have to put up with all the shit coming from you all the time</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6232854730016204969?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-48978177071105596612009-07-28T22:50:00.000+08:002009-07-28T22:54:11.077+08:00Simple Plan - Shut Up<br /><br />There you go<br />You're always so right<br />It's all a big show<br />It's all about you<br /><br />You think you know<br />What everyone needs<br />You always take time<br />to criticize me<br /><br />It seems like everyday<br />I make mistakes<br />I just can't get it right<br />It's like I'm the one<br />you love to hate<br />But not today.<br /><br />So shut up Shut up Shut up<br />Don't wanna hear it<br />Get out Get out Get out<br />Get out of my way<br />Step up Step up Step up<br />You'll never stop me<br />Nothing you say today<br />Is gonna bring me down<br /><br />There you go<br />You never ask why<br />It's all a big lie<br />Whatever you do<br /><br />You think you're special<br />But I know and I know and I know<br />And we know<br />that you're not<br /><br />You're always there to point<br />Out my mistakes<br />And shove them in my face<br />It's like I'm the one you love to hate<br />But not today.<br /><br />So shut up Shut up Shut up<br />Don't wanna hear it<br />Get out Get out Get out<br />Get out of my way<br />Step up Step up Step up<br />You'll never stop me<br />Nothing you say today<br />Is gonna bring me down<br /><br />Is gonna bring me down.<br />Will never bring me down.<br /><br />Don't tell me who I should be<br />and don't try to tell me what's right for me<br />Don't tell me what I should do<br />I don't wanna waste my time<br />I'll watch you fade away<br /><br />So shut up Shut up Shut up<br />Don't wanna hear it<br />Get out Get out Get out<br />Get out of my way<br />Step up Step up Step up<br />You'll never stop me<br />Nothing you say today<br />Is gonna bring me down<br /><br />So shut up Shut up Shut up<br />Don't wanna hear it<br />Get out Get out Get out<br />Get out of my way<br />Step up Step up Step up<br />You'll never stop me<br />Nothing you say Is gonna bring me down<br /><br />Bring me down<br />Won't bring me down<br />Won't bring me down<br />Bring me down<br />Won't bring me down<br /><br />Shut up Shut up Shut up<br /><br />© All lyrics are copyright of their owners.<br /><br /><br />Some people need to shut the fuck up<br />nuff said<br /><br /><br />Exams in 3 weeks or 4weeks no ****ing idea<br />Starting to mug? NEVER!!!<br />Worried? Yes duh i failed 2 tests <br />Hates school yes<br />Education? no its the school that sucks<br /><br />Too many distractions...<br />Blame it on me i created those <br />so FUCK ME AND MY RETARDED GENES/BRAIN<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4897817707110559661?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-76733331413591440852009-07-19T00:30:00.002+08:002009-07-19T00:58:23.258+08:00Irritating little bratty midgets... spoil the movie for err lets see...<br />more than a hundred people sitting in the fucking theatre.<br />Bloody childish fucktards<br />Shut up<br />Never see kisses before ah nah beh<br />Never see people die and dont get up?<br /><br />This is all talking about one bunch of midgets.<br />Was watching harry potter and the half-blood prince<br />with jinxiang and simin<br />Then came in a whole horde(zombie horde yes they arent human)<br />of midgets (midget zombies be glad to kick their ass someday)<br />So they came in "noiselessly" about 5- 10 min into the movie<br />and they definitely made their presence known.<br />They might as well have held a megaphone and said<br />All hail the zombie horde of midget nerds...<br /><br />Then "Won Won" kissed Lavender Brown guess what?<br />hooting... -.- damn it HOOTING??! is that immature or what<br />its not like kissing is not shown in everyday television<br />COMEON!!! GET REAL!!! this is BS..<br />Then came the part when Dumbledore dies (finally)<br />and there is this sad music playing when harry cries over Dumbledore's body<br />so when the music eventually starts to die down<br />all of a sudden some midget freak from the middle of that horde<br />shouted BOO!!<br />WTF?!?!?!?<br />You expect Dumbledore to open his eyes? noob shit..<br />Then there was the midget freakshow that sat beside simin<br />Simple terms -rude, inconsiderate and a total mf (dont tell me you dont know what this means)<br />Rude- who the hell raises his legs like trishaw man in a cinema<br />Inconsiderate- Kick another person's belongings not once but repeatedly unacceptable<br />MF- You wanna play a staring match? Bring it ill stare you down till you pee in your pants<br /><br />We had to meet them in the food court later which was worse<br />They were still harping on about whatever they were talking<br />obviously that got simin started...<br />Hell...<br />Anyway we got a laugh when jinxiang erm did a really incredible thing<br />He stood up placed his bag on the chair and......<br />The freaking chair toppled because the contents in the bag<br />were too freaking heavy LOL!<br />I tried to grab the chair but it was too heavy for the 1cm of fingers<br />that managed to come into contact with the chair.<br /><br />After that we just hung around Lot1 before going home weeee......<br /><br /><br />Next up PIGS!!!<br />ok nuff said...<br /><br /><br />seriously...<br /><br />They are pigs!!! what do you want me to explain?!?!<br />(I'm not talking about the midgets anymore)<br /><br />ok pigs are pigs end of story blah blah blah...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />NEWGAME!!!!!<br />Finally something that gets me excited<br />So kitki and daryl seperately intro me to the new game prototype<br />Its basically full of hot pumping action (nope not porn)<br />Its all blood and gore VIOLENCE BABY!!!!!!!!!<br />haha violent games are cool<br />Its basically about some guy that is modified to be able to change forms using blood and stuff<br />Goes around destroying half the town and killing entire hordes of people<br />in on swing climbing buildings like spiderman<br />smashing tanks and copters like hulk<br />and gliding around like batman<br />awesome stuff<br /><br />and there is always sims3 hehe its good to dissolve boredom before it turns into boredom it self<br />so hmmmm<br />i need to do something<br />like study or something<br />...<br />chesten and study just doesnt add up<br />lol<br /><br />will try anyway after all i already failed to tests its time to rumble people<br />at least i have been attending classes and actually listening to some parts of it<br />instead of err doing some random stuff<br />stoning... staring... sleeping... stone somemore... and more...<br />ok class dismissed<br />0.o'"<br />PHAIL!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7673333141359144085?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-75552255331317062572009-07-15T23:12:00.002+08:002009-07-15T23:23:39.226+08:00Damn wierd i have urges to blog now =.='"<br /><br />Anyway i brought back a tagbaord all the way from 2008<br />so it basically still has tags from super duper long back which is 2008?<br />And you cant find it only people with knowledge of html codes<br />or friends who have the password can access it<br /><br />So if you want to access it:<br />1. Be a close friend<br />2. Be a hacker<br />3. If you are a friend/close friend try to get the password out of me<br />4. I doubt i will give it to you randomly<br />5. I'm so damn evil<br />6. My lists are always full of crap<br />7. I dont know why I'm including random crap in this list.<br /><br /><br />Moving on I completely slammed the essay in the tutor's face wrote about 2 and 1/5 pages on how media negatively influences the development of youths.<br />Guess what it was all bullshit<br />Barely brought up andy points.<br />It was all references references and more references.<br />Because of the silly word limit 300-500words?<br />Go to hell anyone can pass that word limit.<br />I think i hit 1000 plus with all the incomplete points i wrote down.<br />It's bullshit man how can there be a max wordlimit of 500!<br />We are not in secondary school anymore<br />Even in secondary school who cares about word limits unless the essay is like freaking ridiculously long like 4 or 5 pages.<br /><br />Next...<br />Getting my EID MST results tomorrow<br />freaking nervous now mainly because i know i failed it and<br />im wondering whether ill be getting single digits or double digits.<br />and there is a DCS labtest tomorrow<br />luckily it is pair work?<br />if not im screwed...<br /><br />sleepy right now<br />gonna dream about chocolate<br />Double chocolate muffins and cakes<br />and hopefully not a nightmare =.='"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7555225533131706257?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-35949135100203223882009-07-14T00:43:00.002+08:002009-07-14T01:06:17.522+08:00So damn late<br />Freaking sleepy but i shall blog!!! because i have been typing non-stop<br />and cant type any further (on microsoft word)<br />Because of CRS have to stay up so late to do research<br />Pick out points from case studies that are 97 pages long!<br />and then have to rearrange the points etc..<br />best thing is we have to write the essay on the spot<br />we can only bring notes there<br />and notes not meaning you copy the whole freaking essay and go there to copy another copy to the lecturer<br />you have to literally write a whole new essay from the notes<br />kns<br /><br />anyway spent a whole damn load of time reading my previous posts<br />from lower secondary until now<br />I'm stunned at how irritating i was<br />I think i still am =P (correct me if im wrong, i doubt anyone would)<br />But its good though not deleting a blog and carrying it on.<br />If i had deleted the blog i would not have remembered so many happy sad bitter sweet moments in my life<br />YEAH me im smart... lol (Damn BHB)<br />Wierd thing though i didnt even think about visiting my blog or even blogging until i came into contact with secondary school friends.<br />Its wierd maybe they triggered my desire to record the ups and downs again?<br />I should think so...<br /><br />Dun Dun Dun DUNNNNNN.....<br /><br />Random...<br /><br /><br />Oh yes its simin's birthday today Happy Birthday (like anyone will see this =.=)<br />Damn la another person reaching 18 and im still 17!!! NOOOO!!!!!<br />But then again being 17 is good you get the thrill of acting like a 18 year old<br />when you are underage<br />and also you can do things 16 year olds can never do i.e. stay out after 11pm and not get police<br />calling parents<br />and other stuff not worth mentioning because i either dont remember or haven tried it.<br />I just made it seem like im a mountain tortoise that hasnt done much in the past year =.=<br />which is true i didnt do much<br /><br />I'm like a wandering ghoul<br />not knowing what i want<br />not knowing what to do<br />not bothering about the future<br /><br />sometimes its good to be carefree<br />but i think im too carefree<br />to the point im scaring myself<br />like now<br />im supposed to do the research but instead im blogging(or rather ranting random shit)<br />so yes i have to set my priorities straight and not think about random shit<br />FYI i think about random shit all the time i think random shit takes up about<br />90% of my brain activity<br />so yes it is scary and i need to change<br />start thinking about the future plan and stuff<br />i may seem like i have my goals set but i have no freaking idea how to go about fufilling them<br />its like the future is a mass of thick fog i cant see cant tell<br />what is ahead i dont know<br />its this uncertainty that is keeping me back i know it but what can i do nothing<br />powerless against that one fear that is practically non-existent to everyone<br /><br />Fuck i go sleep wake up early tml complete the stupid essay notes.<br /><br />Random quote i made up today while chatting with simin<br /><br />The mysteries of the artistic mind are as hard to grasp(grab) as the complexities of the opposite gender<br /><br />I originally wanted to say "complexites of the woman mind/nature/heart" but that sounds a bit sexist so opposite gender sounds better<br />lol<br /><br />SLEEEPPPPP!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3594913510020322388?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-75865078304379483552009-07-12T15:01:00.002+08:002009-07-12T16:16:25.480+08:00Number 1 on the list<br /><br />#1 . Forgot<br /><br />Everyone forgets things so you have to say this must be a favourite for an excuse.<br />Sometimes the situation is so serious that this single "F" word can utterly cause the most literate person to be dumbfounded, speechless.<br />In simple terms PWNED.<br /><br />Number 2<br /><br />#2. Lazy<br /><br />Hehe my personal favourite. LAZY!!!! you have to forgive them you know in the modern society nowadays even little teeny weeny brats face an ass load amount of stress whether they like it or not so give them some space let the lazy excuse work at least with friends. =P<br /><br />Number 3<br /><br />#3. Epic<br /><br />Yeap "Epic". A word with popularity overblown out of reasonable proportions.<br />But still it stuns people when you say " SuperHero Movie was EPIC!".<br />Note: They cant believe you said that a lame piece of crap like that was epic yes it is hilarious but 100% not epic.<br /><br />Number 4<br /><br />#4. The real 'F' word<br /><br />I wonder which genius invented this word its amazing. It can be expressed in so many different forms.<br />Anger " I'm gonna f***ing kill you!"<br />Impending Doom? " Oh F*** i dont like the looks of that"<br />Fear" F*** IT I DONT WANNA DIE!!"<br />It is a negative word XD<br /><br />Number 5<br /><br />#5. noob<br /><br />Smash the noobs!!!! Classify them kick their ass!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ok bye bye ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7586507830437948355?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-68368919991739454412009-06-22T22:01:00.003+08:002009-06-22T22:22:34.438+08:00These few days nothing much to do except the same few things<br /><br />Went to yongli house study with weilee and yongli(duh) on friday.<br />Do abit here abit there actually almost nothing<br />We played dota(fuck i suck)<br />Then played basketball at a really worn down court at teck whye ( i think)<br />We kenna thrashed by the guys there (Weilee tired, Yongli injured, I played like shit as usual)<br /><br />After that got home and next day!!!!<br />Play soccer with kit ki at the admiralty street soccer court really crappy playing<br />both of us out of touch and we got tired easily because only got the two of us<br />passes defending goalkeeping all we do<br />pick up ball also<br />screwed up big time when i slipped off the fucking ball and landed on my sides now i hurt all over the right side<br /><br />And after some uneventful day(s) we come to today.<br />Went to Bugis to have lunch and buy clothes together with weilee and yongli (they appear alot in this post lol )<br />anyway we went there to have lunch but the coffee shop with the fantastic duck rice was too f-ing crowded and the queue was just as f-ing long<br />so we walked to the temple to pray (WTF?! 0.o)<br />After that we went to some really ulu place at bencoolen ( a mall which is just as ulu)<br />we ate our lunch and it was damn gross<br />Weilee's noodles had no taste(the chicken was also tasteless)<br />My fried rice was so damn oily i did not touch the bottom part of the dish(i always have a clean plate so you can tell how oily it was)<br />Yongli also ate fried rice but his didnt have that much oil (no fair!!!)<br />after that they had desert they nearly puked at the end because of too much durian<br />(they had durian ice-kachang)<br />i drank iceblended mocha (tasted like milo)<br />after that we went to bugis street to get clothes<br />we each bought a pair of bermudas and went home<br />WOW so interesting<br />The main objective of the whole trip is only 2 lines of this post<br />How cool is that<br />Maybe i should add some random details<br />I bought the same size and design as weilee<br />Maybe I'm getting fat weilee is like one head taller than me and i where the same size as he does<br />yongli bought a really awkward coloured bermuda like black white gray in a very oldish uncleish kind of thing<br />...<br /><br />Thats all =.='" I'm bored<br />Been figuring how to add a background to this skin got a few ideas in my head now that i can use Gimp to a certain extent though I'm still freaking noob at it.<br />Or maybe i should just be a good boy and study<br />Ah fuck it i will go and play badminton tomorrow first<br />with guys from secondary school<br />jinxiang rap ray i think cant rmb la i think i deleted that sms ...<br /><br />I know I'm talking to myself no one visits here anymore<br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6836891999173945441?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-43239166627124087732009-06-12T21:35:00.003+08:002009-06-12T22:02:40.030+08:00Not exactly very lively though haha<br /><br />Bored... Holidays with tests to study and assignments to do<br />Dont feel like doing them at all<br />But if i dont do them i dont have anything much to do either<br /><br /><br />Went to AMK Kbox ytd with peeps from 4/7<br />Objective was to celebrate qy bday haha<br />Jinxiang and me suck at singing lol<br />That was fun after that we went to play pool at Kpool<br />Triple face-off!!!!<br />6 people divide into 3 teams<br />Keep losing to jx RAWR!!!!<br />He got special technique spider hand =.='"<br />Well 3 teams can be split into 2 factions<br />Laser Foul Faction:<br />ys<br />jx<br />yung ping<br />Description: Shooting the cue from one corner of the table to the other corners hole<br />Open Foul Faction:<br />qy<br />c4<br />simin<br />Description: When breaking the cue goes into the hole ...<br />LOL<br /><br />After that all go home eat dinner<br />cept me lol<br />went to cck play bball with yong li<br />BUT!!! his ball no air and he dont have pump WTF?!?!?<br />so we end up go the court borrow ball play together with some secondary school kids<br />anyway tired like crap after a day of activities so we didnt bother to snatch the rebounds<br />and block the shots<br />in the end we lost miserably =.='"<br /><br />after that nightmare<br />we go cwp<br />=.='" I wonder how many times i have to get off at that place each day =.='"<br />met joel at cck mrt =.=<br />yongli ask me learn some instrument ... he say i dont look like pianist or guitarist or drummer<br />then go classify me in violin ...<br /><br />we go 77th street buy a birthday present for yongli mum bday (so filial )<br />anyway he buy like one whole set of things then join the member there<br />=.= spend nearly 40 bucks<br />thats the entire amount of what i spend in one day...<br /><br />sigh nothing eventful unless you count my absolute failure during dcs labtest<br />so damn fucked up 30/100<br />blanked out suddenly<br />besides the 20 min timelimit is really very stressful<br /><br />sigh now have to really on mst<br />any subjects with d in the front dont seem to agree with me alot<br />last year was Digital Electronics<br />This year is Data Communication Systems<br />...<br /><br />signing off more facebooking and stoning and other random clicks with the mouse<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4323916662712408773?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-52069250651194368902008-09-03T22:41:00.002+08:002008-09-03T22:52:47.802+08:00Its the holidays YEAH!!!<br /><br />BUT>>>....<br /><br /><br /><br />it is the PATHETIC holidays<br /><br />1. 6 weeks become 3 weeks becos of diploma plus<br />2. i still have to work<br />3. its not fun at all no on ask me out to play<br /><br /><br />conclusion some one plan something soon b4 i get bored<br />dont tell me play combat arms or dota<br />play till sian<br /><br />why why!!?!?!?!?<br />i have to be tortured by tests and lessons even during holidays<br />nvm...<br /><br />i go play private server dont need waste time think what to do<br />how long then level all that crap<br />below is the link its cool man <br />though a bit ragnarok age type of game but at least it doesnt lag <br />during asian playing hours <br />watch out for bloody idiots that cant type english <br /><a href="http://www.fortressmu.com/">Fortress Mu Online</a><br><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-5206925065119436890?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-61704744472085098282008-07-18T20:06:00.002+08:002008-07-18T20:14:15.035+08:00haha the first dp lesson not so bad after all<br /><br />quite interesting still got "homework" as motivation one<br />actually not homework la more like a uni level question<br />fun sia<br /><br />hopefully it will continue like tht if not really sian<br />didnt expect diploma plus to be fun<br />but then again fun doesnt last rite?<br /><br /><br />hmmm what else i think i going quit the aviation club<br />seriously boring la cannot take it already<br />i want to make plane!!!!<br />i want my plane!!!<br />after that oneplane i sure quit one<br />go find ways to make my own plane<br /><br />so boring no chio bu (no girls even)<br />must find some cca got girls one<br />i dont want become gay sia everytime face guys<br />sian!!!!!!!<br /><br />maybe rock climbing or wat<br />something that will let me move my muscles a bit<br />getting rusty already<br />stamina dropping like siao<br />cant even play bball for very long<br />must exercise!!!!!!!TRAIN!!!! WOOOHAAAA!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6170474447208509828?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-89572605011572876022008-07-07T20:28:00.003+08:002008-07-07T20:36:45.566+08:00time to break through post no. 100<br />meaning this is post no. 101 in 3 plus years lol<br /><br />going to keep it short since not very free now<br />thinking about the ideas soldering the peee amplifier<br />de gates and flip-flop crap<br />than tml still got freaking tcs and some other lesson forgot what<br /><br />today damn pek cek<br />no youth day holiday sia<br />see people same age happy happy go shopping or wateva<br />i still have to go skool<br />wtf la im 16 onli leh even if im 18 im still youth rite??<br />deprive me of my precious holiday<br />then still need to listen to that crappy teacher<br /><br />sian after school still got one student portal talk =.=<br />say compulsory <br />NEVER TAKE ATTENDACE CALLED COMPULSORY ARH?!?!?!?!?!!?<br />waste 1 hr of my youth man<br />that precious one hour i could have done something useful<br />like studying or what la<br />instead i sit there play psp and listen to crappy things<br />that they already said at the freshman orientation<br /><br />oh yeah no attendance how to give cca points!!<br /><br /><br /><br />still got what <br />oh yeah got inside diploma plus add stress!!!<br />now whole week no rest<br />monday 8-5<br />tuesday 1-5 (not as if i gonna wake up early)<br />wed 9-12 cca ???- 5<br />thursday 8- 5<br />friday 830- 12 dip + ??? -5<br /><br />see all weekends gone <br />still got Problem Based Learning for maths every sunday<br />so onli saturday free wah lao eh <br />poly is becoming more and more no life<br />sian dont say liao better go do something useful<br />if not sure no time do one<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8957260501157287602?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-61295252875950993392008-06-14T18:53:00.002+08:002008-06-14T18:56:56.200+08:00watched kung fu panda alone<br />though it is alone it is funny<br /><br />so funny i laugh till peng<br />the fingerhold reaction so damn funny<br />then got butt squash and the belly rebound thingy<br />best part the panda say<br /><br />how are you suppose to turn this "points at own stomach"<br />SFx: boing (stomach bounces)<br />pause... stop stomach from moving then continue <br />into a dragon warrior<br /><br />lol sia talk also need to stop the stomach moving then can continue<br /><br />hmm still got what....<br /><br />dunnoe liao forgot<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6129525287595099339?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-38527529739219475222008-06-07T08:18:00.002+08:002008-06-07T08:23:01.542+08:00sian now pso bored that xi play back maple<br />the new 'e' server =.=<br />damn it man if not cos private server's screw me up i wont go and play<br /><br />private servers so lag until i wan to cry cant pick pick then dc _I_<br />dunnoe how many times miss out one super rare items<br />*sigh* sux man soon studying time will start <br />not looking forward to studying or going back to skool for MST<br />stupid digital electronics screwed man<br />cant understand a single bit on the theory<br /><br />last time secondary school theory can practical screwed now is opposite<br />WTF?!?!?!?!?!<br /><br /><br />Life sux<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3852752973921947522?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-71258092692020599772008-06-02T11:18:00.002+08:002008-06-02T14:00:04.032+08:00Missing In action for 2 days<br /><br />reason i go camp<br />aviation club camp<br /><br />sian sia this cca so little girls<br />next year must bring in more girls<br />if not damn sian<br /><br />the whole of the camp onli got guys sia (the freshies)<br />i want more girls!!!<br />btw not onli me all the guys (including seniors) want that cos the senior girls go liao<br />then realli left guys onli WTF?!?!?!<br /><br /><br />kk enough talk about girls<br /><br />go the camp best part is movie followed buy night walk<br /><br />movie we watched shutter (oooo scary)<br />but i find the scaryness coming from the sound effect lol<br />ok lar the visual is scary aso<br />especially the last part freak me out sia<br /><br />then after movie we had night walk<br />i was the second pair<br />quite ok cept for the second corridor at ws<br />damn scary that part<br />mainly becos couldnt see a thing cept for the guiding light sticks<br />any way me and my partner caught up with the 1st pair cos they got lost and cant find the lightsticks<br />it was so freaking dim<br />some of it alr gone<br />too bad for the behind pple<br /><br />anyway we from 2 become 4 then go finish the course damn fast<br />yeah the club president tried to scared us at the last station<br />so funny man he put one pictire of female ghost then got joss stick and all<br />then we din notice the pic =.=<br />but we turn behind to see lar then we saw the president coming from behind<br />lol sia<br />he failed to scare us<br /><br />still got the corpse part<br />they made a fake<br />then the first pair dont dare to pass until i flash my torch to show it is fake<br />but the second one was real person<br />1st sign : it was bigger<br />2nd sign someone throw can so obviously got people<br />3rd sign: there was no third sign cos we alr standing there talking to our senior=.=<br /><br />ya he wear this camo thing from army<br />so he is like one black thing there<br />then got one part the seniors smack something the sound damn loud<br /><br />ya we aso heard that durng their trial camp they 2 of the seniors got scared<br />and ran at the 1st station funny sia<br />first staion is jus throw the tin can nia lol<br />sound aso they scared<br />oh yeah they ended up running back to bunks muhaha laugh like siao<br /><br /><br />we made gliders also<br />of cos i din become champ<br />but it was becos of stupid crosswind<br />my plane got messed up like shit and turned around<br />instead of flying straight damn crosswind fuck you<br /><br />but my friend won he is from korea<br />he fly so far that even the seniors say wtf!<br />lol<br />but his duration flight not as nice 5s (still freshie champ)<br /><br />i did a pathetic 2s duration flight<br /><br />now i shall show you pic of the champ and his plane<br />my plane nicer =) but no pic yet<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://s34.photobucket.com/albums/d126/sarpedious/?action=view&amp;current=01-06-08_1553.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d126/sarpedious/01-06-08_1553.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br />THE CHAMP PLANE<br /><a href="http://s34.photobucket.com/albums/d126/sarpedious/?action=view&amp;current=01-06-08_1554.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d126/sarpedious/01-06-08_1554.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br />THE CHAMP AND HIS PLANE<br /><br /><br />oh yeah forgot one thing our bunk got aircon <br />hahahahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-7125809269202059977?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-64074713313848981512008-05-24T13:12:00.002+08:002008-05-24T13:16:02.529+08:00FIrst<br />thnx qiuyi help me do this skin<br /><br />but hor i dunnoe how to edit sia<br />so green...<br /><br />wait then edit<br />must think<br /><br />now gonna post i make de nonsense video haha<br />and mind you it is freaking draggy<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_Ko2MJy0U8c&amp;hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_Ko2MJy0U8c&amp;hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ya very crappy right?<br />i just testing only next time wont so crap<br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6407471331384898151?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-5867253964595930972008-05-21T22:40:00.001+08:002008-05-21T22:41:24.828+08:00<span style="color:#666666;">thanks me pls! Chesten chong!</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">hahas.</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">okla. anything edit urself lo</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-586725396459593097?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-27679953172775156452008-03-19T19:09:00.002+08:002008-03-19T20:22:21.317+08:00wat sia the enrolment at sp is so troublesome<br />and then they make the student card<br />the picture so sai<br /><br />then the last part got this stupid cca freshman camp<br />wah lao vomit blood so freaking long!!!!<br />the people keep asking us to sit down<br /><br />got one part is the sports club one<br />they say girls gonna dress as guys (thats ok i guess but...)<br />GUYS DRESS AS GIRLS<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">WTF!!!!!!!!<br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;">i here that only sian diao half<br />and it took us so freaking long just to get to the last station<br />collect the camp tee and stuff<br />then after that still got need to take the laptop<br />(i freaking forgot my id and password)<br />then have to wait damn long in hte end i finish liao<br />yy already sitting behind me waiting for his turn<br />(he started his enrolment 1 hr later)<br /><br />worst thing is i woke up freaking early in the morning<br />to keep to the appointed time<br />but end up is first come first serve<br />grrr<br /><br />but at least i got my laptop<br />(not hp one lazy wait)<br />T.T<br />why hp no stock T.T<br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-2767995317277515645?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-89155261020396192962008-03-03T13:34:00.003+08:002008-03-04T00:21:17.271+08:00recently seriously got nth much to blog about<br />except work and off work and off<br />nth much lar<br />time past so fast<br />cant think straight<br />brain becoming dull already<br /><br />oh ya watched L change the world with daryl yy yl and nic<br />quite funny man<br />actually is no connection to death note one<br />but still damn funny<br />laugh until my stomach pain<br />L rockS!!!!<br /><br />still got play cabal close beta<br />still cant get the hang of it yet<br />the skills i keep pressing F1-12<br />instead of 1-9<br />sian diao sia<br />cabal open beta also got time limit if not i sure chiong like siao<br />during off days<br />haix<br />ver sian so i decide to do smth about my blog<br />so i post this post<br />and change song search the web for nice pic maybe i can change<br />(i super lazy to draw and scan in my own)<br /><br />sian sia to day or should i say yesterday (haet midnight cant tell the time)<br />sprain my own leg (ankle)<br />then nvr go work there goes another $40 T.T<br /><br />so i end up watching onepiece on veoh tv<br />on their veoh tv software (it rox man)<br />can watch many thing but i just decide to watch one piece<br />since my manga i read finish i want to see filler that is way better<br />then naruto (dont flame me i just dont like naruto filers thts all)<br /><br />oh yeah ys complain nvr include her inside the previous post<br />so i shall add now since im free<br /><br />Recollection application start....<br />Please wait....<br />Loading complete....<br />Extracting files....<br />Please wait.... Again....<br /><br /><br />ok here goes met ys in sec 1 (duh same class)<br />after a while then i start to like her dunnoe why aso<br />a lot people ask why i aso dunnoe dont ask me<br />she is nice person bah?<br />very frank rarely hide anything de<br />got thing then say bu shuang then express<br />should have good sense of time management aso<br />can have fun and study at the same time (freaking wish i can do tt)<br />thinking back somethings i did with/for her really laughable<br />i joined toilet gang (supposed to be all girls =.=)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aiya timeline mixed up liao lar<br />recalling random stuff<br />must process awhile... wait har<br /><br /><br />hmm must say when sec 3 liao she really change le<br />dunnoe how exactly but she really emit different aura<br />(wah!!!!! aura!!!!)<br />maybe becos there is a lack of bian tai comments? haha<br />oh yes ys become more hardworking definitely see her do more revision<br />not like me not excited at all de<br />only slack like crap<br />aso around this time realise dont like her much liao<br />(not say hate lar) the feeling just not there le<br />anyways really surprising this news travel freaking slow<br />cos when people found out i like her it spread like wild fire<br />so i got sick telling people to shut up<br />some even forget i tell them to shut up<br />so ys basically made my life more interesting<br />a valuable friend that i can learn many things from<br />(once i filter out the negativity haha jkjk)<br />jy and good luck in ur jc hope you get into proper university (oxford? harvard?)<br />you can do it ! do it! DO IT!!!!! (trademark of npcc nco 2006/7 all rights reserved)<br /><br />and that pretty much sums up what i have for now simply bored<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8915526102039619296?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-83184718636131367452008-01-29T09:55:00.000+08:002008-01-30T10:23:11.108+08:00wah shit sia my results are shit<br />notice a lot of people cry on result day<br />ys aso cry<br />eh yr result very good le<br />dont blame yourself for wat the english<br />fucktards did<br /><br />i aso very sad my amath i got a fucking 3<br />i worked like crap for a whole fucking year<br />to get A's for my math and now i go home with a fucking B'3<br />same goes for my english a 4 !!!!<br /><br />now im stuck in the middle of no where doubting my ability to excel<br />so eventually i decided i take the poly road<br />im too afraid of studying like crap to carry on the mugging<br />i hope i dont regret that decision<br />i left quite a number of good friends by choosing the poly<br /><br />but its ok i have a big chance of at least going to sp with daryl<br />so lets pray that i at least have a friend to go to school with<br />i dont want to end up being a solo kia again<br />i dont want to start from scratch like i did in riverside<br />i noe regreted coming to riverside<br />the feeling of loneliness when there are no familiar faces<br />it sux<br /><br />i was so fucking afraid<br />but it was good that i ended up in 2/6<br />after the first week i kind of stop worrying<br />cos got a fresh bunch of good friends<br />although i have only vague memories of my sec 1 life i still treasure wat i rmb<br />sec 1 wasnt all fun i think that was the period all of us testing our wings<br />that time we started out all guai gia<br />ehem ehem ... (except for some... people)<br />anyway first RSS friend<br />Abel<br />his register no. infront of me mah so i sat beside him during class<br />so we talk and talk lo<br />but of cos that was then now we still friend but definitely not the<br />stick together type of best buddy<br />but he really let me see that make friend in our class is damn easy<br />thnx man..<br /><br />hmmm...<br />i aso rmb i always bully jinzo and ray de<br />both of them behind abit nia<br />i like to take ray pencil box stuff<br />jinzo also kenna by my no shadow hand (i copy from somewhere de)<br />but of cos is not really no shadow and they always catchme de haha<br />damn funny<br />it will be sad that they will be heading to jc<br />although we will go in completely different directions<br />i hope we can still see each other<br /><br />hmm next up mahdi nelle and fitri<br />haha we got stuck together towards the middle of sec1<br />(that is if im not wrong)<br />first get to know them through kitki (omg!)<br />err kit ki > nelle tthen suddenly the whole bunch of us<br />=.=<br />thats how i remember it<br />anyway we had alot of fun and gotinto a lot of trouble togetther<br /><br />HIghlightS!!!!!!!<br /><br />mahdi fallling through the toilet ceiling<br />climbing mt. gunung tahan (forget how to spell)<br />creation of teletubby land<br />going to work together and climbing the fence<br />the njrc dance thing haha<br /><br />making loads of crappy videos going to mahdi's house for ps gaming1!!<br />and also getting frightened by his cats<br />(that is for me)<br />well we had fun play here and there<br />there is so much we did that i cant remember it all<br />but wat was the most precious i will remember it forever<br />thanks guys<br />if we ever meet again... well that will be another post rite?<br /><br />next up hmmm should be the" brudder hood " frankly speaking<br />i din noe when this started<br />but apparently all the guys in our class ( 12 only)<br />got sucked in involuntarily<br />we dont exactly noe it existed haha<br />but it exist lar<br />all of us changed a lot<br />eventually we really split sides especially after sec 2 chalet<br />very few of us actually talk to each other<br />example i nvr talk to andy anymore<br />same for ryloo<br />maybe becos we got our support from those closer to us (i mean like literally)<br />like those we noe that is in our sec 3 class<br />we nvr actaully do anything together<br />but us being guys we played rough especially during the water spraying session<br />during exam break time =.=<br />haha that rocked<br /><br />then comes toilet gang yeah!!!<br />originally and all girl organisation (secret society?)<br />until i steppedin as resources manager =.=<br />din noe wat that was until now i stil have no clue<br />i wanted to join becos of errr..... something i think is stupid now<br />i nvr very into it anyway<br />but it was funny to think tt i actually joined =.=<br />that will be a part of my life and my memories<br /><br />next!!! long list of npcc best buds!!!<br /><br />zhan peng<br /><br />i will be an idiot to forget him<br />super fun guy super high all the time<br />(where does he get all that energy)<br />he got loads of lame jokes up his sleeve<br />sometimes i dunnoe whether is he plan before hand<br />or his impromptu skills damn good<br />sometimes i really envy him lo<br />can remain cheery all the time<br />not like me i bu shuang then everything written across my face<br />like his blog said we started talking only in sec3<br />i have no idea why but maybe becos i was too cought up in my own brain<br /><br />next jun rong<br /><br />ambitious guy say he want to be np president really get<br />former love rival yeah!!<br />lols that was then no hard feelings man<br />we got clash a few times but thats ok rite?<br />his pattern very wierd de<br />even when he is not serious he seems serious<br />i swear that as long as i live i wan to be serious like this guy when i want to be serious<br />if not i end up throwing my determination to do stuff half way<br />must learn must learn...<br />ya one more thing he complete ci course liao<br />grats man... i will be taller than you !!! >.<<br /><br />next up simin<br /><br />also start knowing her<br />in sec 3 nia<br />see lar i damn introvert same cca for 2 years then start talking<br />need to chang need to change<br />anyways she also very hyper de (thats in my opinion)<br />very hardworking also<br />she get better then me for o lvl<br />and i get betterthen her in usual test =.=<br />see wat hard work can get you?<br />i learn alot of thing from her<br />somethings i also not sure wat but i noe i learn alot<br />she very fun always think of other people first<br />dont be sad for your hcl results le kays?<br />my cousin through train de only get a2<br />and she is smart like hell so dont fret<br />you are smart le<br /><br />hmm...<br /><br />i guess next would be tommy<br />violent!!!!<br />he is universally recognized violent kia<br />but he is funny lor<br />sometimes his jokes get too lame and irritates me<br />but he is still a good friend<br />he also join me in admin =)<br />lucky he did if not i only guy T.T<br />our admin only got me ting jy and tommy aka tommyG<br />the G part is sort of a secret<br />only a few people noe wat it means<br />i think no one is goin to reveal it anytime soon<br />so lets all bring tis to our graves ok?<br /><br />time to stop liao i will continue this memory post soon enough<br />but for now this is all ive got needa go somewhere =P<br />till then tooladoo<br /><br />k back to continue this post<br /><br />next would be jing jie jia yu ting and serene<br /><br />haha dont really noe them very well<br />but somehow sometimes see their reaction to zp jokes<br />make me want to laugh even harder<br />(aiyah i forget wat i want to say again must refresh.... refresh in progress pls wait)<br />oh yeah they also very smart one<br />sometimes i wonder how they manage to have fun do hmk<br />and revise at the same time<br />i think and think until my head burst i still dont have answer<br />to conclude : they can control time rite?<br /><br />rite??<br /><br /><br />newaes i have to finish this b4 my memory loss kicks in again =.=<br /><br />joon liang our vp!!!!<br />very guai gia one always do thing in order de<br />but during parade like got nth to do like that =.=<br />frankly speaking admin sit inside the com lab also got nth to do<br />so end up got one whole lot of nth to do's come up to com lab=.=<br />lame rite?<br />(refresh.....)<br />joon liang nice guy nvr scold people de<br />got very good temper =P<br />sometimes i think he got no ability to scold but when he scold he really scold<br />ya he ver good at basketball aso altough he not super tall he can jump damn high<br /><br /><br />next is nerd (kenneth)<br />he is the short one but now i grow tall liao<br />he always do this high pitch screech<br />sometimes funny sometimes irritating<br />haha he always act gay so sometimes i get damn scared =.=<br />wonder wat make him become like that on those particular days<br />amnyway he is nice guy though i dont have that much of memories with him<br />his personality definitely receives a place in my memory bank<br /><br />man the more i do this the more im getting depressed<br />so im gonna stop if you want me to write or write more just tag i will<br />100% post so its time to heal my self from depression<br />where is the cleric ?!??!?!?!?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-8318471863613136745?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-7657065903961983262008-01-25T17:37:00.000+08:002008-01-25T17:44:07.448+08:00i think my page can change to complainspot.com liao<br />read so much all i see is my self complaining =.=<br />haha but i really like complaining<br />make me feel less stress<br />but now take o lvl result liao get even more stress<br />feel so damn helpless lar my result so sai<br /><br />feel like going jc but i scared i die half way<br />go poly scared not good enof<br />now is the most stress man if go jc cant get into local uni must spend a lot of money<br />go some other jc else where<br />then go poly dont work hard come out result shit then really the end<br />so many mao dun here and there<br /><br />dont want talk too much make me more nervous only<br />time to concentrate >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-765706590396198326?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-32222439057336522772008-01-17T11:12:00.000+08:002008-01-17T11:43:06.292+08:00wahahaha got energy and time to do things le<br />past few days work like siao<br />ytd best whole day wrap books<br />cant sit somemore must stand and wrap<br />so now i back pain leg pain hand pain<br />so i had to serve retarded customers again<br />(they are not really retarded but they act like it)<br /><br />so freaking demanding lo<br />their attitude like i owe them millions of dollars or something<br />so we dont have the stocks already<br />so what?<br />you expect us to replenish it as soon as no more?<br />you think we some super hero organisation arh?<br />anyway delivery need time rite?<br />you think we got super delivery man and schedule organiser?<br />you think we order then next moment got issit?<br />and that dictionary you wanted only numb skulls use it<br />primary dictionary pui<br />go straight to advanced learner lar<br />save money<br />no need buy again and agian<br />later inside got the same words lazy apple orange banana yada yada yada<br />haven order haven order lar big deal<br />dont want go marine parade then still want us to have the stock<br />go F urself lar<br /><br />worst thing is customer order the book<br />give us no.<br />end up change no.<br />then cannot find them =.=<br />worst is reserve book<br />got the book try to call<br />wont pick up not even once<br />grrrrrr.......<br /><br /><br />to hell with crappy idiots<br />to hell with crappy behavior<br />to hell with crappy attitude<br />to hell with self-assuming know it alls<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-3222243905733652277?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-68520510260719732702008-01-17T08:09:00.000+08:002008-01-17T08:10:59.465+08:00<a href="http://www.bored.com/createpaintings/" target="_blank"><img src="http://www.bored.com/createpaintings/show.php?id=12005285429573&amp;width=250&amp;height=250" border="0" /><br />Click here to create your own painting</a><br /><br />lazy to post so i just make one of these from a generator<br />not bad but my first one was nicest<br />this is the 3rd one 2nd look like junk<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-6852051026071973270?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18821529.post-49193592900822878462008-01-08T13:52:00.000+08:002008-01-08T14:17:33.625+08:00either i getting lazy or working is damn tiring<br />now i damn late then get up<br />sometimes nearly late for work<br />so stress!!!!! last time 7 am wake up now 10 am still sleeping<br />today morning woke up at 6am ( dunnoe why )<br />then 8 am go back sleep till 12 pm then i wake up<br />got no memory of wat i did in between that 2 hr<br /><br />haix.....<br />no damn tired<br />whole body aching like crap<br />work for 3 days straight whole dept only me (again =.= )<br />have to serve my own dept customers take dumb calls<br />then double up of multimedia when they not enof people<br />i think i the one not enof =.=<br />but still text and assesment the most shiong one<br />but frankly speaking they mostly say one phrase lately<br />( that one arh?!?! out of stock already want to order??)<br />they order a lot of it liao lo but supplier no stock bobian<br /><br />now keep seeing chio bu in school uni turning up<br />now i noe why so many part timer working at popular all male<br />=.=<br />but maybe is ourside like that only that time go white sand not like that de leh<br />the staff like all female if i walk in in working attire i will feel damn extra<br />but now i also feel extra only got 4 guys in my store one is waiting for 'o' lvl like me de<br />one is poly student (rarely come de lar study mah)<br />another one is full time de ( he got 10 days off every month leh)<br />so you can see that the full time mostly female the hod all female<br />and the manger also female<br />T.T<br />and they say guys are more likely to be successful in careers<br />what a bunch of nonsense<br />come to my store stun you like crap<br /><br />anyway not feeling too good this few days<br />got flu or something<br />keep sneezing for no reason and feel cold under the sun<br />(i sweating and feeling cold)<br />so you can imagine lar feel like gonna die like that<br />tink have to stop stuffing junk food into my intestines<br />but wat to do?<br />at the current state of mind im in hard lar<br />if i dont eat junk food then i get full freaking fast<br />then my brain starts going haywire again<br /><br />when i working that time do packing at the cashier rite<br />keep pulling at the wrong plastic bag<br />sometimes even worse open the wrong drawer<br />then go one time i suddenly find myself staring into empty space for a few seconds<br />think i going crazy liao<br />aiyah wateva lar until something happen then decide wat to do lor<br />so far still dunnoe wat i want to do with my life<br />maybe i too heck care le bah<br />must change this attitude i think<br />maybe i go buy the book ' why procrastinate?'<br />but i dont think will help lar i lazy to read this type of self improvement book<br />i prefer fiction hard core raw fiction with no hint of reality at all<br />but cannot be sci-fi i hate sci-fi<br />tall order rite?<br />actually not lar<br />just a lot of action and not childish and then original can liao<br /><br />type till tired liao (see i get tired so easy )<br />so this post end here (am i lazy or subconsciously stressed out)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18821529-4919359290082287846?l=trinitrophenylmethylnitramine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Chesten Chonghttps://profiles.google.com/102692932749465612841noreply@blogger.com0