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Tuesday, January 08, 2008 / 1:52 PM
zzzzz either i getting lazy or working is damn tiring now i damn late then get up sometimes nearly late for work so stress!!!!! last time 7 am wake up now 10 am still sleeping today morning woke up at 6am ( dunnoe why ) then 8 am go back sleep till 12 pm then i wake up got no memory of wat i did in between that 2 hr haix..... no damn tired whole body aching like crap work for 3 days straight whole dept only me (again =.= ) have to serve my own dept customers take dumb calls then double up of multimedia when they not enof people i think i the one not enof =.= but still text and assesment the most shiong one but frankly speaking they mostly say one phrase lately ( that one arh?!?! out of stock already want to order??) they order a lot of it liao lo but supplier no stock bobian now keep seeing chio bu in school uni turning up now i noe why so many part timer working at popular all male =.= but maybe is ourside like that only that time go white sand not like that de leh the staff like all female if i walk in in working attire i will feel damn extra but now i also feel extra only got 4 guys in my store one is waiting for 'o' lvl like me de one is poly student (rarely come de lar study mah) another one is full time de ( he got 10 days off every month leh) so you can see that the full time mostly female the hod all female and the manger also female T.T and they say guys are more likely to be successful in careers what a bunch of nonsense come to my store stun you like crap anyway not feeling too good this few days got flu or something keep sneezing for no reason and feel cold under the sun (i sweating and feeling cold) so you can imagine lar feel like gonna die like that tink have to stop stuffing junk food into my intestines but wat to do? at the current state of mind im in hard lar if i dont eat junk food then i get full freaking fast then my brain starts going haywire again when i working that time do packing at the cashier rite keep pulling at the wrong plastic bag sometimes even worse open the wrong drawer then go one time i suddenly find myself staring into empty space for a few seconds think i going crazy liao aiyah wateva lar until something happen then decide wat to do lor so far still dunnoe wat i want to do with my life maybe i too heck care le bah must change this attitude i think maybe i go buy the book ' why procrastinate?' but i dont think will help lar i lazy to read this type of self improvement book i prefer fiction hard core raw fiction with no hint of reality at all but cannot be sci-fi i hate sci-fi tall order rite? actually not lar just a lot of action and not childish and then original can liao type till tired liao (see i get tired so easy ) so this post end here (am i lazy or subconsciously stressed out) |
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