23rd May - Graduation Day...

Wake up in the morning do shit went out with my parents to go to the graduation ceremony. Thanks to a lot of crap like me having to clean my room and my house like mad, I forgot to bring my admission tickets. When I discovered that it was 1 plus in the afternoon. About time I need to reach school. Great. Just great. Rushed all the way back home before cabbing back to school. 20 bucks gone. i took taxi all the way back and to sch again ^^

Oh well. That's just me. Check out what happened to the others.

Bing- Kenna accident in school. 3 years no accident. Come school for graduation accident. Whats more, mount curb kill 2 tires. Got such thing as mount curb blow 2 tires?!?! At most the tire that mount the curb pi cha what. This is really called suai like fuck.

Anyway, that is not the worst any of us had.

More specifically. YL blog has this single line post "Why didn't you go?"

Okay nuff said. Later I kenna wack.

Maybe someday I feel more guai lan I will fill in details. Rofl.

After that we made a retarded attempt to watch a movie at AMK Hub. Unfortunately, that cinema failed me for the first time. The movies we want to watch no more time slot!! Either that or the timing too late. Cock Cock Cock.

So we still have time to spare. After all we can't let the day go to waste. Must celebrate graduation in some way. So we went to Marsiling CC, to sing Karaoke. Interestingly we made it to that place without much trouble even though none of us took the bus that the uncle recommended before. But what comes after is seriously ......................................

We sang song half way. The whole karaoke blacked out. Everyone kenna =.= Damn stupid. Plus it did not have a power outage just once but twice! TWICE! How can something like this happen -.-

Totally ridiculous.

That's basically how the bad day went.

Currently in M'sia now at bing house. Next post will be about our epic-osity.

You came before everyone else. I wonder why that happened...

It's for that camp facilitator thingy.

Sounds kind of stupid calling it OJT when what we do there during the training is well... talk.

The only thing mildly relevant to training is the cheers? and the booklet of basic shit we need to know about camping there. BTW I still have absolutely no idea where the camp sites are. ROFL. Jokes aside I probably should start finding out where the campsites are and how to get there. I have a reputation to keep up. I mean I never ever get lost if I take the lead. Usually that would be because I have a map or I did research beforehand. More importantly, common sense.

Although I kinda have common sense. I can't really read people. Like their body language and stuff. That makes my response kind of slow and stupid at times.

But then again... I haven't exactly met anyone who can be 100% sure what another person is thinking or feeling. It's just impossible. It could be an act. It could be real. It could jolly well be that the other party can't express themselves properly.

So the under lying message here is that. Don't go asking me to go and woo this girl. Don't tell me that this girl confirm plus chop likes me. Don't tell me that I'm showing interest for so and so. Don't tell me that ___ shows interest in me.

It may or may not be true. There will always be speculations. But for goodness sake, make your point once or twice. Don't keep repeating it over and over and over again. It can seriously start messing with a person's head. I mean jeez unless Party A confesses that he/she likes Part B don't freaking put pressure on them. If they want to say it they will!

Whatever it is the important thing now is that, I am going to Malaysia with the guys from my poly class. My first time travelling out of the country alone. Like finally...

Although I'm kinda broke -.-'" That fucking rental for the graduation robe really set me back a huge amount. Same goes for my savings. I'm not putting off saving my money. I don't want to be one of those that live the moment. I mean sure living every day by the second is fun and all. But I want to know I have the back up I need when I need it. I don't want to see myself begging for help when big shit happens. I'm only saying when big shit happens. Because small shit always happens when you have rotten luck. Whatever the case, next week will be all out relaxation. Monday graduation. Tuesday - Friday I took off to go have fun!!!

I close my eyes. All I see is what I can be. I open my eyes. All I see is a bottomless pit.

Thanks, for screwing it up for me.

Watched the movie "Priest" with my partner at work on Thursday. DAMN NICE! Okay... Maybe DAMN NICE is an over exaggeration. But the movie is definitely high on action. A little bit of gore. Not so much that will make you puke. So if you like mindless action for the most part? Watch it. I watched it in 2D kind of makes me wonder about the 3D version. The story and acting is kind off disappointing though. Acting on the emotional parts really suck. The story is kind of in-complete. If there is a sequel then maybe I would watch it. Just maybe.

Next we have Friday(Please for goodness sake don't think about that song). Feeling too bloody sick so I did not go to work. In the afternoon went to a job "interview" with a couple of my colleagues. Apparently now I'm on my way to becoming a camp facilitator :). Damn cool right? Oh well. Next Friday OJT! FYI I'm still holding on to my current job until it is over.

And now... Still feeling pretty sick. A little bit dizzy. The temperature is down. Nose is a little bit blocked. But the throat is still 100% sore. Played a little bit of football, to get myself sweating. I still can't believe I survived that. Although today was quite slack since we didn't play match. If play match I think I would die. Took a walk around CWP stepped inside UNIQLO. Spotted a few shirts that I liked. But not exactly in the mood to spend now. Saving up is more important at the moment.

Oh well. The Scums won the EPL this time. 19 titles. Watch what happens next season. Us scousers will be back. Bigger and better than before.

Still haven't got a reply from my parents as to whether I can go to M'sia. Hopefully I can. Fingers crossed...

Slept at 9++ pm last night, woke up at 7:20 am this morning. I am supposed to get out of the house at 7:30am to head for work! Mad rush!!!

Didn't eat breakfast at home. Just chiong!

Luckily Mad Rush Transport didn't screw up today by stopping for 3 min after every 30 seconds.

I actually turned up on time. Miracle!

Well besides that nothing much really.

The lot of us are now searching for new jobs in case our current job ends. Not that surprising really. After all 3 or is it 4? Have left us. With 2 more looking to leave their positions soon. Perhaps it could mean that our work would pile up or last longer. But it also signifies the end of our jobs are coming soon. After all we usually end up sitting around chatting by the last hour of the day, because we already finished our supply of work. What can I say? It was a good 1 month of fun. Hopefully there will be another month of fun.

But you know what they say all good things will come to an end. All I can say is it's time I get that job search gear running at about 30% power?

Kind of enjoying myself right now. For a period of all time lows in my life. I consider myself lucky to be able to find a little bit of things I enjoy.

1. I can still play football

2. I get to work and have fun doing it.(kind of)

3. Liverpool is doing great with King Kenny back

and now... If my parents agree to let me go to Malaysia. I just might be a tad happier than I have been the past few months. Although it would mean spending more money. I'm glad to save up and do it. Wouldn't exactly have a lot to spend though. Which is kind of sad considering I have so many things to buy. I also have many more things to save up for.

Oh well. It is reaching 12 am soon. Better find a way to get some sleep or I will die epically tomorrow if I wake up late again.

Everything that happens. Anything I observe. I spend time to think about it. There could be a million reasons why those things happened. Why people behave that way.

I just have to think through it.

It can be a strength. It might just be my fatal flaw.

The amount of chances I have missed because of over analyzing my situation, un-countable. There are too many of them. Sometimes, I think I'm my own jinx. I stick to logic too much at times. When I break free from it, I get totally fucked. When I stick to it, I get totally back-stabbed and regret not taking action. See what I'm getting at?

Oh well enough negatives. Although it will probably pop out some where later....

1st day of off day. Nothing much happened. Didn't go fishing. Slept the whole morning through. At the same time finally got down to watching Running Man seems like ages since I watched it. That amongst other things I haven exactly had time to watch. After all I'm working 6 days a week. The last day is spent socialising or playing football or both.

Jeez. Life after poly seems more hectic then I can imagine. I like it though. No need to think about projects and stuff. Although now the worry is about money. Not exactly an easy thing to manage. Considering the fact that everything is more expensive. Saw a news report a couple of weeks back. World food prices have increased by 30% since erm.... Crap I forgot. Amongst all of the things my brain can do remembering stuff is not one of them -.-'"

Either way food prices up more people can't afford food. Absolute shit for them. Absolute shit for us in the future. Since the prices are going to sky rocket. Until only the rich people are left to wipe their own sorry ass. And that is an absolute truth. After all the rich have to pay the poor to work. If the poor die of starvation no on works. The rich will have to wipe their own ass. All that money will be for nothing.

All that crap and I will finally start talking about elections. Feel like talking about it today. No idea why. I just do. Thats how I do things.

Loads of stuff came up today. About elections, about how the votes will change Singapore. The truth is. Will it? Obviously I have no idea what each of the candidates have up their sleeve. I also do not know what they are going to do once they take their place in the parliament. But what I can see is this. Each candidate is working hard because they believe that whatever they are doing is correct. That they hold the right policy that will make everyone's life better. I give them kudos for that. They have the guts, the ability, to stand out there in the various stadiums and rally places (frankly speaking I have no idea whether there are any other places other than stadiums). That in itself is a mean feat.

Although sometimes, I look at their arguments and I think to myself, if I was standing up there, what would I do. What would I have said? Definitely not some of the childish remarks I have seen. Some of the candidates I must admit, are not the best speakers out there, but they aren't the worst either (thank god for that). However, it brings up a point. If these people are to stand in parliament to represent the people. Will they really be able to bring the point across? Will they be able to convince the government that this is the change that the people want, that the people need.

Obviously I am not saying people should just vote for people who can speak. Some people who can speak are just all talk and no action. That would be classified under a huge pile of bull shit. Vote wisely people who can. Almost all the seats are being contested this time. Don't let them fall into the wrong hands. Put it the other way don't let the wrong butt sit on those seats!

But seriously if anyone can make life easier for all of us. I'm totally game to putting my vote down for them. Next elections. :)

Now to move on to what happens at home. I was adjusting some stuff on my laptop when my dad conveniently switches it off "mistaking" it for the switch of the battery charger. PLEASE! One is white! The other is BLACK! You have been looking at those switches for 3 fucking years! I never even changed the layout. Same arrangement! Same switch! Same plug colour! 3years! HOW CAN YOU FUCKING GET IT WRONG!!!

Piss me off...

If there is one day that I am not pissed off by him I think pink pigs would start flying. Screw that. All pigs will start flying...

It's always those signals ain't it? At least it's supposed to be. I just can't get them right though.

All because got no more forms for us to screen haha...

Quite good actually. Considering the fact that I spend half of yesterday and whole of today doing almost nothing. In other words, it was as boring as sitting at home doing nothing. Except I actually have people to talk to. Oh well 2 days of off day. 2 days of no pay. Ughh...

Side note, it also marks the end of my one man show at work!! Starting Monday, my partner is back + another member is joining the team. Boredom crushing FTW!

Whatever the case. Seems like G.E. Fever is spreading. Everyday news about it. Facebook + twitter full of it. Oh well it is the most "exciting" elections in many of the recent(?) elections. Contesting in 82 seats. That is a massive record. None of my business. Can't vote. XD

So much for that crap. Found an interesting blog/website recently. Thanks to my friend on twitter. If you guys/girls are curious. http://reasonswhyihategirls.com << this is the site I'm talking about.

Really interesting stuff I must say. Also a fantastic way to get ride or all the time I am bored. So instead of wasting time thinking about what to do I go there read, keep myself entertained while my subconscious mind works on something to do. Great idea eh?

So tired from being bored -.-'"

Changed the picture <<< there.

Didn't have as much time to source for the pictures for >> this side.

Probably gonna have to dig through my old picture folders. Somewhere in my HDD.

Oh well... Thats all the updates. Off to find things to do.

I might be going fishing tomorrow... WHAT UP!!!!!

Gave out flyers carrying the big ass advertisement board today.

Extra $7. :D

Met new friend since board people have partners. It's interesting to talk to new people. I'm not saying to old friends is boring but. It shifts the perspective a little bit and it brings a new sort of challenge to not step on land mines. You wont get to really know or understand them. But it is a good way to learn how to communicate with others. Especially if it is your first time meeting them.

Moving on....

I'm so damn tired!!!! Me eyes are closing.

Recently went back to playing maple. Because I can.

Nah my friends told me about the new patch coming called the Big Bang. Apparently lesser focus on grinding. Makes me a happy man if it means less grinding. So off I go to the virtual world together with some of my real world friends. How ironic....

Aside from that. PORTAL!!! It is a great game(so far). Ever since they said they were going to release Portal 2. I have been wondering what was so fun about Portal that everyone wants Portal 2. Now I get it. It's addictive trying to solve all those puzzles. I'm not going to finish it all at one go though. That would just spoil the experience. Plus I have way too much that I want to do and way too little time. Of course I owe all of that to my extreme laziness. xD

Thats about all for today. I'll remind myself to blog about something else soon.

Already have it planned. Kind of...

Must... Press.. "Publish Post" Before... I go... to... sleeeeep....