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Wednesday, June 22, 2011 / 12:17 AM
BROKE BROKE BROKE! Extremely broke right now. Completely trying to cope with not having money to spare. The army already made me spend 100++ bucks before I got any allowance from them. Ugh.... 88 for the specs. 33 for the "inexpensive" watch. Bought a new pair of converse shoes. I had to. THIS IS NOT A SPLURGE! The old pair is totally cui TTM!! The sides can see the sponge spilling out. The part where they glue(?) the sole and the rest of the shoe together is kinda broken. It's sad really I really liked that shoe. I initially wanted to get the same design. But I decided against it. Need some new blood in my shoe department. Bought a bag yeterday. ZiNC bag. As usual. Don't judge me for it. I just find it a better alternative to spending 100+ on Nike or Adidas although I did see an Adidas Liverpool messenger bag for 57. Was tempted to buy it but I guess I chose the cheaper option =p. Watched Super 8. (Both of these events occured at Vivo) Guess what? Super 8 is not so bad. I will need to permanently burn this movie into my brain. So imma have to watch it again, one way or the other. Other than that nothing much. I kinda feel like I'm gonna be broke in the days to come. After all I have this week off. Like the whole freaking week with no contribution to my income next month. Thats just sad... How long has it been since we spoke? 20 days... Perhaps this will last forever. I don't know. At some point one party is going to breakdown. I hope it's not me. At some point when I can support myself, I might be out of here. I feel too unwelcome all the time. I feel like I don't fit in. Guess thats what being an only child means huh? Socializing skills = nil. Even with my own family I can screw up so bad. Ridiculous. Seems like my supposed refuge isn't going to last that long. Private properties, please have your prices drop to like shit low levels when it is time for me to get a place of my own. Rich be richer poor be poorer. FUCK THAT RULE! I will break it! Hmm hungry. I'll go search for some food before finishing this post. In the days to come, I will have to remind myself that "I am awesome" in my own right. If I forget this someone please remind me. |
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