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Saturday, August 14, 2010 / 11:44 PM
Maybe -Secondhand Serenade Hmmm... |
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/ 10:38 PM
BURNT! Got a sunburn today. After about 2 weeks(?) of not playing football, went to play with Kit, his son, jian hui and kenneth. Jr failed epically we couldnt wake him up lol After football we played a bit of basketball than this uncle/coach came and say want to play with us. 2v2 me + kit's son vs kit + uncle. We dio own sia the uncle damn pro. Almost every shot score. Make me feel so stupid owned by uncle lol. In older updates, went to have dinner with ys and qy. So many never call lol. Next time we should make it that all of us can turn up. Which is gonna be super hard as usual... Gonna watch "Curse of the Deserted" with POPKids on Monday. Super scared lol... It's a horror flick and the only horror flick I ever watched was in Poly 1 "Shutter" during CCA Orientation Camp. Had nightmares after that... Whats more now is 7th month. All I can say is 2 letters GG. Now on to the rants. Recently I feel like I can't get my point across to others. It's either 1. My language sucks. 2. They fail. 3. I really am not a people person. I mean for god's sake it's simple English. I can't believe how many times I have to explain what I say to prevent misunderstandings. Plus, even after that I get attitude. I mean it's just a simple chat. Why? Why people have to take everything so seriously from a simple chat? Unbelievable. This holidays may not be as uneventful as I thought. Barely had a day without action at all. Which also means, I'm spending lots of money. Which is also bullshit considering the fact that I'm not working ... FML man seriously. Too much to handle. No place to share. No one to turn to. I should just seal myself and be a hermit. My outer shell is all you see. What's inside, no one knows, no one cares, even if they do, I doubt it will come out to meet them. |
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Saturday, August 07, 2010 / 5:52 PM
Piss me off Day in day out dealing with the most unreasonable excuses and accusations. UGHHHH!!!! *screams in epic frustration* Go figure yourself who is pissing me off. If you are reading this, most likely you are not the one(s) pissing me off. Saw a pigeon today. It had this crazy look in its eyes, and it looked damn fucked up. I wonder what happened to it. That image still in my mind. Its scary to imagine what the world of instincts feel like. Then again not like the world of consciousness and thinking is any better. The multiple levels of thinking (so to speak), so damn confusing. You never know whether others are thinking on the same level as you. You never know when you will be disappointed. So many more emotions to deal with. I seriously feel that I should just follow my instincts, but seems like my instincts are still a little too wild at the moment. Unrealistic. There you saw it my thinking is crushing my instinct sithout a split second of doubt. It's a tough world out there, but no one said it's easy here. The difficulties one faces shall make him/her stronger. Still searching for that piece of sky to build my skyscraper through. |
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