Speakers a totally screwed right now.

At 50% volume it is giving out that awful static noise like it is going to explode.

Of course there is the usual problem that it lags like complete and utter crap.

Not to mention the new problem.

The freaking Network thingy keeps telling me that I am not connected to the internet.

Yet here I am surfing the web typing out blog posts. Although I must say the speed is incredibly slow.

Shit this man. Monday come quickly. I want to get rid of 1 problem at least

Not exactly looking forward to them.

But I definitely wish they will be over soon.

Whatever comes after that? No idea.

Looking for some part time job to stuff my head in.

Still wondering what uni to apply to.

Just for the heck of it.

I have been fooling around all my life. Why stop now? That's something I have been asking myself since I entered poly. Why did I choose the "safe" choice. Doesn't seem to be that much safer to me right now.

Definitely not fun either. Not as fun as I imagined at any rate. I can't complain. It was my choice.

I could have entered anywhere else quite easily. But I chose to be what I am now. I can't walk back down the road. No one can. Unless some brainiac from god knows where invents a time machine -.-

All I can do is look for the bends and junctions, to lead me to who I was before. I want to be a kid again. Whatever is ahead is fucking creepy. It's gross. I trust in my past to be able to help me get through my future. The experiences these past 3 years (knowledge-wise) can just go to hell. I don't believe that a single piece of !@#$%^ that I have learned will stay in my brain.

N E Ways....

Saw fireworks right outside my window today. Surprisingly it's from that hated Chingay that always make so much f-ing noise when I am trying to study. But since there are fireworks this year it becomes awesome! haha

All the best to all final year students!

Every little thing changes the entire perspective.

I just made myself confused didn't I? :)

That I have value.

In control.

Not very often... But I prefer to live every moment of that.

After that time passes on all I can do is await the next opportunity for me to do it again.

At times I ask myself. Why can't it last? What did I do wrong that this control slips from my hands?

I look at back and think back. All I can say is its someone else's turn.

We can't always be in control. That is unrealistic.

Now is definitely the time to wait.

I will prove that I am worthy to take control once more. I may not be the smartest. Not the most charming. Definitely not good looking either. And I seriously suck at sports (most of them).

Still... I believe it pays to try. So what if I fail. One step forward, is better than nothing at all.

Now the problem would be getting myself to listen to my own words :)

All talk and no action isn't exactly going to help is it?

PS: Screw NAPFA. Now I'm aching all over.

Haven't been bloggin lately...

Haven't been online lately...

Haven't been myself either.

Whatever the case I'm now back and kicking some butt :)

Let's start with today.

Seriously hectic.

Rushed like mad to do my cover letter and resume for CSW yesterday night. Having a lot of noise around didn't help one bit.

End up tomorrow is the deadline... Oh well more time for me to change some stuff.

Next we have IS mini project assessment. Totally conked out. Don't exactly remember the steps for all those stuff. Oh well screwed for sure.

Up next NCA LAB QUIZ OMFGWTFBBQSWT WE ARE GONNA DIE!!!!

Just like everyone else XD. I seriously need to start studying and stuff. I practically don't know anything la.

Been staying at my cousins house and all I can say is...

WTF?! Why Tampines so many chio bu one WTF WTF WTF?!?!?!

I'm not saying my area dont have but... seriously?! WTF?!?!

I'm not talking about those people going to TP. I know there got a lot. I talking about those staying there. Every morning I wake up go to the bus stop. Get on the bus. So many!!!

Good scenery in the morning :D

Super good mood :D

Until of course I realise that I got something I never bring or do for lesson then die...

One can really get used to that scenery... :P