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Friday, July 30, 2010 / 1:55 AM
All screwed up Not exactly in the best of moods now Tired and stressed physically and mentally Too much to take in. Too much to do. Seriously, why does everything need to be handed in, in the same week. Makes no sense. Our studying and learning period is reduced by 2 weeks at least because of YOG but still we have to submit our assignments before YOG starts. Utterly ridiculous. Sometimes I feel like I exaggerate the emotions I feel. I like to blow things up. That's me. If its nice and simple I feel underestimated, bored if you want to put it that way. But things are never good when they get blown up. It's like trying to increase the size of a 100x 200 pixel picture to 1024 x 768. Things become ugly, disoriented. Thats exactly how I feel now. Inside me is like a kettle of water ready to boil over. Slowly steadily the variables in life stack up. Addition turns into multiplication, it just keeps rolling. The me I once knew, I can't find. The me now, I hate. I seek to change, but it all seems so far out of range. When we were young things were so easy. Now, to get what we want, we have to make countless sacrifices, put in double/triple the effort before results are seen. Obstacles come before us, do we have the potential to overcome them? Some yes, what about those who can't? Some take a fall and never get back up. Take a wrong step and fall into the abyss. Which one are you? No one knows, until it really strikes them. Anything can be said, but only a handful can be done. Impossible may spell I'm-possible, but in life you are not the only variable. |
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Friday, July 09, 2010 / 12:49 AM
Time Check Date Check Time 12 49 am -.- Date:9 July Feeling average. I suppose this is good, as opposed to draggin my feet all over. Quick update: 1. Spain is in the World Cup finals after beating Germany YES!!! SPAIN FTW! 2. FYP is finally kicking off sort of. Better than sitting around doing nothing while the rest of the teams are already in the midst of purchasing materials 3. SP has awesome TSOs most of them at any rate. Lots of things to worry about now. GEMs assignment hand in, in week 16 now is like week 12? next 3 weeks have to do the assignment during lesson time which is like WTF?! I have absolutely no idea what I want to do I have no idea what to do So I suppose I'm dead meat But c4 shall aim for the fantastical when the time comes XD Good news is Diana said I did well for Assignment 1 HUAT AH! Feeling bored almost 80% of the time nowadays. Probably because I can't find the motivation to study for exams or train for NAPFA. Which is gonna suck big time... 1. I have to do well for exams because my MSTs always suck a lot! 1.1 Lectures are boring 1.2 Tutorials and Labs are the only thing keeping me alive (that is if i attend them) 2. No silver award for NAPFA = early NS -.- 2.1 Pull-up die 2.2 2.4km sure die I predict that my NAPFA should be the same as previous years total score = gold/silver but because I do badly for some sections I end up failing or getting a bronze.... sigh Ok yapping away now. A bit sleepy only slept 3 hours last night -.- 8pm-11pm sleep For some reason I woke up and couldnt sleep so I waited for the World Cup Semi's between Spain and Germany. My God!!! Those few hours were boring =.= After the match ended at 4:30am. I cant possibly go back to sleep. School starts at 9. 2.5hrs of sleep is definitely not enough so now here I am barely hanging on from that 3 hours of sleep. Probably gonna wake up at 1 pm or something tomorrow ... In which case jogging in the morning would be impossible. Guess I would have to take my chances at night. So many people will see my pathetic stamina zzz ... Alright thats all. Night peeps. An inspiration lasts only a split second, but the effects of an action lasts forever. |
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