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Wednesday, October 27, 2010 / 1:00 AM
FML. Seriously... Another rant :( I hate myself even more than ever. Decisions somehow always end up wrong. Somehow, somewhere it will go wrong. People say in life there will always be something wrong and something right. The me right now cannot see that light. There maybe others that are in a deeper pit. But I don't care. I don't know. All I want is another spark. Failed too many times. Lost too many chances. I did not make my choices count. I always thought it was for the better. But I thought wrong. Changes that could have been made weren't made. Things that could have been done, ignored. A big fat mouth that talks at the wrong time. A golden mouth that is always shut. A pair of powerful eyes. A pair of useless arms. That's who I am. Not who I chose to be. |
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Sunday, October 17, 2010 / 1:34 AM
Up Down Left Right Not exactly busy lately just plain lazy to update. Been slacking at home quite a bit. Especially weekends. Reason? 1. Broke 2. Broke 3. Broke Sad shit XD Besides slacking, I work at night. Door to door promotion. Quite fun considering the jokers I get to see everyday. Really not easy doing it considering the fact that Singaporeans are not exactly very trusting. And also Singaporeans have an "exciting" nightlife. So not at home at night and all those shit... Anyway this job earned me a few friends. No regrets what so ever. Moving on... Went to sing karaoke twice this week. First one was overnight with yl, bing and yj. The k was at bugis, really got the taiwan feel to it. Haha. Make me feel like a 台客. Best part is our room is directly infront of the lift so all the chio bu go in come out all we can see. haha Then we went to AMK Kbox on friday. This time with yl bing and lee. Damn fun really. yl bua stunt scream out superwoman damn joke haha. 1 more day left till school starts not exactly looking forward to it. Next week probably gonna go watch 童眼 with popkids. Also marks the beginning of weeks of hallucinations. FYP can go and die. I feel like shit right now. Perhaps if I had done something things would have been different. Perhaps I could have prevented all these things. Maybe things wouldn't change. But I regret not trying. I regret the future I chose for myself. I regret seeing you like this. NAPFA Nov 9. I'm gonna fucking die |
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Friday, October 08, 2010 / 11:06 PM
=) Why humans and nature aren't the same. Human: Birds of a feather flock together Nature: Like poles repel. |
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Wednesday, October 06, 2010 / 4:50 PM
完蛋了 还没上战场 感觉上好像已经输了 人生的悲哀 |
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