Can't be due to work. I don't really do that much work. Plus I've worked before.

It's probably me spacing out a little bit too much. Just goes to show how much crap I'm trying to forget.

Anyway, starting to feel like crap again. Mainly because NS is coming. 8 September. That is what 2.5 weeks away? Starting to feel real bad.

Only positive thing that I can look forward to is that I have resigned and Friday is my last day. Kinda happy about that. The work is getting a little bit too boring and bull shitty and stuff. Sometimes I wonder what is going through that particular persons' mind when he/she is submitting their tax return. Seriously mind blowing what some of them are able to come up with.

Sigh...

Now that common sense has ceased to exist in modern day society

I trust myself to keep my sanity

When everyone realises that humans are variables, that is when we accept and gain acceptance.

I have no idea why. Slept a lot last night slept nearly the whole afternoon. So why, why do I feel so tired. Ah whatever.

Feeling a little bit confused right now. Can't really decide whether I want time to go faster or slower.

Faster would mean I will feel infinitely less bored at work. It would also mean I am approaching the date to NS at a faster rate. Which obviously I don't want that to happen. Well whatever the case it is a good thing I don't have control over time, so it technically should keep moving at an equal rate. Right?

Now. More questions. Goggles with degree prescription or just regular goggles. Apparently they are needed for NS. More money the government is making me spend...

If I get the regular goggles. I'll just have to trust my instincts and dodge every single thing I see. Not exactly very safe -.- . But then again. I have no idea how much the ones with degrees costs...

Better get some sleep now.

8.2 seconds of direct eye contact is all it takes for a man to fall in love with a woman. Kinda puts us guys in the chosen category instead of the choosing one. That sucks