Made some tweaks here and there to suit my needs. But this one didn't need as much work as the previous one.

I think this sort of template is what I like. Left side interchangeable navigation that will not scroll.

Right side for the posts.

Still have loads of things to change like the girly pics one this side >>>>>

Jeez my blog filled with pictures of girls in their masks...

Oh well whatever...

Picked up the basketball again today. How long has it been since I last played basketball? I can't even remember. I only remember being good at 2 point shots during secondary school. Okay, not like professional good but at least above average.

That is great considering the fact that I didn't play basketball until secondary 2. That was because I was desperate to grow tall :P

Can't blame me for that though I was the 3rd shortest guy in class and more than half the girls were taller than me. Still not particularly happy with my height now either. I guess I'm just greedy, haha.

I feel like training for PTP (the 2 months extra NS for those that failed NAPFA). I have no idea why. But I suppose I don't feel like going in to be a zero fighter. It wouldn't be embarrassing to be a zero fighter during PTP but I feel like if I start training now I would be able to handle BMT even better. Unfortunately, due to my currently screwed up time table I doubt I would be able to do it.

Weekdays - 6am wake up. 8:30am-5:30pm work. Reach home 6:30pm. 7-8:30pm dinner. I am definitely not going to run after 9 pm especially since I will working the next day.

Saturdays - Morning 10am - 1pm football/other sports. I must be crazy to exercise after that.

Sundays - 3pm - 930pm work.

So how much time does that leave me? Saturday early morning 7am - 9am, if I manage to wake up. Sunday mornings.

Not a lot of time is it? Plus I'm well known to be a lazy ass. I also do not keep the promises I make to myself. Kind of sad really...

I really like one of C.N. Blues' latest songs "Try Again, Smile Again". Kind of fits the current mood I'm in. It's in the playlist up there ^^^^. Listen to it. Their pronunciation is not perfect, but it's a meaningful song.

My favorite part of the song ^.^

Wanted to blog on that day and try to change the blog skin. Since I was feeling sick and stuff. I took the day off and went to sleep. Woke up once at around 10 am I think. Heard the election van/truck or whatever it is going pass my house. Noisy like a raving mad man. Come to think of it the authorities like to screw me up when ever I need peace and quiet. When I'm studying they probably have some sort of celebration downstairs. When I need to rest because I'm not feeling well that thing drives pass and wakes me up.

Whatever it is that is not the main point. I went out for lunch at around 1:30. Came back at 2 plus. Guess what? Internet down. Fine I'll go back to sleep. Woke up at 4 when my father came back. Internet still down. Calls up Singtel. They said having maintenance. Asking us to check again 2 hours later. Nearing 7pm... Still down...

Told us that they didn't know why it was taking so long. Waited all the way untill 11 pm. Still down. No formal notification by post that you are going to have maintenance? Who do you think you are? Not all of us have time to check "singnet mail" or your website. At least send a notification SMS if you are going to have maintenance that will disrupt the services of your clients! What kind of service is this? Almost 12 hours of observed down time. I have no idea when the internet was up the last time I checked at around 3 or 4 am it was still down.

Absolute bullshit. If this is what you call good service I'm sorry it is a fail. Failure to notify customers before hand. Failure to restore service on promised time another fail.

Jeez... Piss me off only.

Now we fast forward to one day later.

Supposedly today. But since I post this late. It is now yesterday. If you dont get it >> 29 April 2011.

Woke up feeling better compared to yesterday. Must be that extra nap hours. Like 10 extra hours. Must have replenished all that energy I lost from working. :)

Although I must say my work is not all that tough. Just need to stay awake for the most part.

Ate one piece of bread so my stomach wouldn't growl on the train and off I go. Nearly fell down on the train. So embarrassing -.-" I usually don't fall but today the driver must hate me. Plus there was this woman with her stupid bag on the floor taking up my leg room so I had only 1 A4 size paper of leg room. Imagine someone with my height having to balance myself on such a small space. It's madness.

After that I reached my work place with nothing much happening until I went with my colleagues to buy breakfast... I dropped my teh ping on the floor... I have no idea how. But I think the plastic holding the cup snapped and the whole thing just dropped. $1.20 fly away T.T

The day gets worse when I started getting stupid headaches. Irritating isn't it when you need your brain to be awake to work. But you get distracted by these stupid pains in the head. Ughh...

Whatever the case I still managed to complete my work in record time. Equaling my previous record (when I was wide awake and not half dead). Either way, there doesn't seem to be much left to do. Supply is getting lesser. Hopefully all of us wouldn't get sacked. But if there is no work I will probably leave and find another job. Find job first then leave. I'm not that stupid to leave a position before securing another.

Looking forward to payday amongst other things. Which includes getting a hair cut, getting the bloody watch for NS (and other NS stuff), getting a white shirt for graduation and also the $9 SP tie.

I want time to pass faster. Fast forward to next week please. So tired...

Basketball instead of football tomorrow.

Should probably get started on the blog skin thing. Shouldn't be too different from the current one. I like the layout. Just need a little bit more space. Time to put my architecture brain to work and my coding brain into overdrive. Plus constant clicking of the mouse to find a template to copy from. LOL

It's not about whether I want it. It's about whether I can have it.

Should I?

I have no idea what to change it to in the first place.

Haha...

Feeling really tired today. Felt like dieing on the morning MRT.

All because I slept at 2am and woke up at 5 am.

Why 2 am? Can't sleep

Why 5 am? I have no idea I just woke up and can't get back to sleep.

Either way it will probably take me like another hour or 2 before I completely conk out.

Hence changing the blog skin ( if I decide to do it) will probably be the end of the week at the earliest.

Busy at work today. Worked at the fastest pace I have ever worked, until after lunch. I just crashed out after that. I guess my mental stamina is not that great after all. XD

Lots of bullshit to think about. Lots of things to worry about. As usual.

"Normal" just ain't gonna happen in this short period of time.

Maybe I'm being too pessimistic but thats just me.

Still waiting for life to hit rock bottom.

So I can bounce back. It's time to show that I have something to prove.

Show me a perfect chance. Something like a hot chick wearing a "perfect chance" t-shirt. LOL

Just kidding...

No options are always open. Sometimes it pays to wait for the right one.

Just like that it's been five days since I posted something.

It would be Sunday by the time I finish typing and post it up.

Time passes way too fast for my liking sometimes.

At other times it's so slow I think I can take a nap and wake up without anything happening.

That would of course be stupid since I would probably sleep for hours and wake up in some sort of trouble. =.=

Played football today. Weekly football FTW!

Suspect that I maybe sunburned now skin kinda hurts haha.

But who cares I get sunburned alot. XD

Currently planning what to do when I get my next pay thats like almost 3 weeks away.

SO LONG!

Haha...

Kind of broke now since have to rent the stupid graduation robe -.-

Still need to go buy white shirt.

Buy SP tie.

Buy a watch for NS because I haven't worn one in ages and all the watches at home died.

Need buy new shoes also my Converse dieing already

Fuck la still need keep some money for daily expenses aka the asshole transport fees.

Probably have to put aside some money for Kbox and ice-skating...

OMFG why everything also need money!!!!

Now even if I work every week end for lunch money I also have to control like fuck.

I hate this world who invented money and made it almighty controlling factor to everything.

Only people with money will say money is not important.

For the average and below it is always a struggle to get more money.

All for the sake of surviving in this pathetic world.

Everything should be done for free. Plainly out of their own interests.

Wouldn't people be more happy that way?

They can worry about whether they are good at what they like.

Instead of worrying about which job they have to do to earn more money.

Of course all that I am putting out here are just ideals, visions, the way things are now it is highly unlikely that such a thing will happen.

Unless by some miracle of god someone extremely influential puts this across to everyone on this messed up world.

Sigh... Life is tough. Must fight on. For the finer things in life, all we can do is strive harder. Work faster.

And kick some BUTT!

The announcement of impending doom featuring 2 years in the army has arrived at my doorstep today.

HOLYSHIT

I have absolutely no idea what to say about it.

Just that I am wondering whether I will go in with people I know.

If not like fucking sian.

Really keeping my fingers crossed to at least have some one in the same PTP batch as me.

Kind of tired now

Busy fending off "scandals" at work -.-

I guess some boys remain as boys even after army.

Starting to correct my bio clock now.

Still extremely exhausted after everyday and very much dead in the morning.

Realistically everything sucks.

Trying to be an optimist sucks even more because that's just not me.

I would just be putting on yet another mask.

LET GO!

bye bye

I have been on the edge for too long.

There used to be various ways for me to shed off all that weight.

They all shut down

1 by 1

To think I used to be so on top of the situation

Always ahead. Always better.

Now all I see is something worse than a big ass wall.

Its empty. Not a glimmer of hope is shinning my way

Not now...

Maybe not ever.

I pledged to myself to do my best.

I have never done that.

Now all I can do is make my promises and keep them one at a time.

One of these days I'll find my way....

Testing the stupid tagboard.

Since the old one keep getting spam messages from those bots or whatever.

Oh well.

Try this one out for the time being.

Anyone reading please tag something!!!

And finally....

I NEED A MIRACLE!!!!

and this time I can't make my own D:

Just felt like writing (typing) some stuff out.

You know...

For the heck of it.

Work has been enjoyable so far.

But the pressure sure is piling up.

Besides we are nearing the peak period and the lot of us aren't exactly pros at this.

I have been trying many ways to formulate myself out of all this.

Truth is there is nothing to do but to be bearing.

This period of time.

There is only self control. Nothing else.

Feel like banging my head against the wall so I wouldn't hit the ceiling.

Placing me on the pedestal is a big mistake.

I'm no champion.

I'm just me.

I beat millions of sperms.

Just like everyone else.

It's always ground zero.

Planting ideas in my head.

That's a smart plan.

One that could make me choose the wrong move.

Draw up the wrong plans.

I'm confused enough as it is.

Don't complicate things more.

I beg you.

Note to self: Please rest that stupid brain. Use it on something constructive instead

time

Not exactly been super busy. Just that I didn't feel like doing it. :D

Irritating dick be me. XD

Either way found a job working now.

Just finished distributing flyer job with kee today

super shag -.-

And I'm like one of the few with flyers left.

Probably the one with the most flyers left.

What can I say. The bangalas hate me D:

Either that or they are jealous that I too f-ing handsome. :DDD

Anywho. Gotta wake up early tmr for my job.

Already planning what to eat for my lunch hahahaha.

Currently predicting the time that my stomach will start to growl like mad.

11:30am?

Lunch at 12:30 hmm 1 hr to control.

DIE!

The new C.N. Blue album quite nice.

Calm before the storm.

Build up to face the storm.

Or do nothing and lose nothing.

One choice choose wisely.