Saturday, June 24, 2006 / 11:38 AM
"DARK" quiz beware

About: This quiz is for the outcasts of this society. It's for those who feels mistreated almost everyday. It's for those who are not happy anymore. If you are a "happy" person, I advice you to not take this quiz, as the result might be inaccurate. If you still get an inaccurate result, I apologize. But there is still nothing I can do about that, so take out your anger by rating me a 1 or whatever. Don't really care.


Also: The "phrases" or whatever you want to call it in the result are all mine, because I made them up. So don't claim them.

Other: Please stop asking for my e-mail, msn, AIM or whatever. I have none, because I am anti-social. I will remain that way too.








1. If you were given the chance to live another life, would you take it?


No, I don't want another life. I want to go back in mine instead, to a time when everything was still good


Who cares?! People never change, even if I were to change my life


Yes, I think I would. If it would be better than my life now, then why not?



Yes, but I don't want any memories from this one. I want to forget


I don't really know. It would be such a big change. I'd probably say no...


No, I hardly think anything would change to the better anyway









2. Just because I'm feeling slightly "poetical" at the time, finish this rhyme:

"Deep inside I ache with despair -"


"Because I lost my all, that I must declare"


"Yet I push them all away with a glare"


"Fabrications of joy shall be my repair"



"Since I can't let go of days that were far from fair"


"But no one can even feel the prescence I bare"


"As I glance around, not finding a reason to care"









3. You are in a place containing many people (e.g. school/work) What are you doing?


I'm usually by myself or with some friends, but my mind is elsewhere; thinking back to good times


I hate most people, so naturally I stay away from them


I'm bored out of my mind, probably doodling in a notebook or daydreaming away


I stay away from people. I have been betrayed before and don't want it to happen all over again



Most likely by myself. No one ever notice me, and I hardly think they would care even if they did


Scolding myself over the fact that I'm even here. It's not like it matters anyway








4. What is a hard thing for you to do?



Letting go (of a past you deem as happy)


To not get irritated


Stop wishing for everything to get better


Letting go (of a past where you've been hurt)


Opening up. I'm not used to that



To do anything that could help me ease my problems








5. Which one of these promises do you want to hear the most?



..You'll get your time back..


..It will get better..


..Your desires will come true..


..Soon you'll get your revenge..


..I notice you everyday..



..There is a meaning to all this..








6. The total opposite of you is a person who -



Forgets easily and never mourn


Never gets angry and has a big patience


Loves life just the way it is


Forgives and never holds a grudge


Is a social butterly; friends with everyone


Remains optimistic through thick and thin, and doesn't focus on flaws









7. Pick a word:


Retrospect



Wrath


Reverie


Retaliate


Ejection


Sceptic








8. Do you believe you will eventually find happiness?


I will have to do a personality change in that case


I find it every now and then. It just never sticks around for a long time



No...Maybe... I don't really know, but I'll keep hoping


I hope so. If I got my way, maybe I will


Maybe. If things change a little


No. Everything is pointless. There is no reason to why I should be happy








9. Which of these objects seem more appealing?


A faded photograph


A gun


A sketchbook



CDs


A computer


None of these



























What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]




"Happiness can subside, but frustration never lets go"
You have been awfully mistreated in your life by your fellow peers and/or family, and feel a growing frustration towards your life and your inability to do anything about it. Since no one has ever really been there for you, you bottle most things inside. And that is quite a lot of pain bottled up too. Deep inside you yearn for many things; feelings for affinity, for the world to improve, for people to stop being judgemental amongst other things. Yet your hope in improvement is very low, and believe you only have the power over yourself. When you are in larger crowds you tend to get irritated by the prescence of others, so you keep to yourself. Those who know you are probably aware of the hate you carry, but you rarely do anything about it.
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/ 11:37 AM
That is much better more like me haha







You are ________? [Pictures and Personalized Results]




You are...PASSIONATE
HUMOR: None/OffensiveSYMBOL: Pheonix FeatherQUOTE:"Blaze with the fire that is never extinguished." --Luisa SigeaPOSITIVE TRAITS:AmbitiousHonorableDrivenNEUTRAL TRAIT: IndependantNEGATIVE TRAITS: ImpatientTempermentalPridefulAT YOUR BEST: You are determined to achieve your goals. You are proud, controlled and care for others as much as yourself.AT YOUR WORST: You are ruled by your anger and frustration and lose sight of what's important. You refuse help with anything, and put your self firs.
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much better than jus now tt shit wa piang artsy pui!

/ 11:31 AM
wat the hell







what is you're hidden talent?




You're hidden talent is you are very artsy. You like to relax and just Draw or write. You seem very talented you are very lucky.
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i don even dare to draw hello and they say i artsy wat the hell!!!!

Thursday, June 22, 2006 / 12:23 PM
Bowling a very eventful day of fucking shyt

went bowling so fucked up lor waiteed for so long to get everyone to gather.
next waited for ppl to eat finish
the waited for the bus.
5 boys didnt get on the bus too many fuked up selfish adults
then the boys walked for wat seemed like hours to orchid park country club
1 boy (me) kenna mud cos of mysteriously wet grass on a very hot day not humid at all
nearly die of dehydration. had to endure jinzo's horrid singing
ran like mad when we finally saw the entrance.
waited for fuking long b4 we could play in another lane on the other side of the alley farfar away from our frens
i played like shyt not up to my usual standard wat happened man so fucked up ended up in 2nd last place fuk!
bad day bad day so bored we finally finis playing. the rest go dunnoe where liao.
we took surprisingly empty bus back to mrt station. then we found our frens who ditched us at the bowling alley
waiting for us at the mrt station amazing. went into mrt tinking where to go i went to arcade with omg jin xiang cant believe i so bored until like tt.
saw nelle outside mj(music junction) blah i went home to rot on my bed doing nth at all maybe should start n hmk so bored

/ 12:20 PM
Fuck the A-math re-test

Wah piang eh stupid a-math retest so scary man!
dunnoe wt to rite down for the last question
i noe how to do wan leh i forgot how to do arh!!!!
how tell me im so gonna get fucked if i fail...
die diediedie better go back to home work

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 / 12:06 PM
Azim's BBQ Bday party

wah so tired coming back from azim's bday party
schedule very messy worhx nelle thot 4
so we met at 3.30 to get azim's bday present. she told me go boots and shoes
at causeway there i think but i think i got it wrong cos bns is at the MRT station (i don exactly care about
names of the shops)
so i dunnnoe where the shop. (like who doesnt noe tt)
anyways i went out at 3 to go to bread talk where we supposed to meet.
then die die the mrt driver so dumb tt day drive so fast end up i reach at 3.16
so how i waited lor then this dumb person from dunnoe where
ask for donation scare me like hell man
he came out of no where when i playing wif my phone and he was saying"excuse me sir, u got big mercy heart?" i was like wat the hell is this crazy guy who scared me half to death and now he asking me whether i got big mercy heart wtf is he thinking
in the end he wan me to donate S$10 for this little girl who kenna eye cancer i say i no more money and gave him S$4 (i still got S$10 in my pocket after tt to buy azim's present) he said thank you and went of to scare more ppl with his shadow soul skill which he must have picked up from jie lun. heehee
rite... zzzzzzz tt wat happen lar i so bored i nearly slp.
@ 3.35pm outside bread talk/ cavana
lala i decided to call nelle to see where she was and hey presto her phone rang(i thot it was suspended or smth)
first thing she said was "hey it worked!" rite... how issit supposed not to work.
watevs lar i ask her where she was and guess wat she say she and mahdi still at home omfgwtfbbq!!!!!!!!
wth man mahdi nvm i meeting him at4 but nelle still at home walao eh!
10 mins later.....
mahdi arrives wearing a red shirt and brown pants tt seriously look like boxers onli longer (i didnt say anything)
he was carrying 2 badminton rackets i should have known wat would a party be without games
5mins later still no nelle. me and mahdi go to cwp and start to search for a present for me and mahdi tobuy for azim zzzzz i hate shoping (i really depends on my mood) we ended up in cold starage to buy chocolates for azim. mahdi bought merci chocolate for azim and i 4got wat he bought for himself.
going to 4 le we recieve a call (or was it a sms fuck cares lar) from nelle saying tt she was with esther and they are at bread talk (was it?) so we asked them(or was it the other way round?) to meet us at the cold storage cashier there as soon as we paid, poof! they appeared b4 our eyes (lame) stop here first i getting bored....
rite im back 2 days later to continue with this thing... so busy so sian so sai...
so after tt we went to somewhere i forgot where and we ended up in boots and shoes oh i rmb where liao we went to look for cocks (shuttlecocks) we wanted to buy 1 onli but all the shops in cwp onli sell one whole tube of the cocks. So Esther called Charmaine to ask whether she has any cocks amazing esther actually said cocks we were so damn shocked tt the nice girl from last year is saying such a crude word AMAZING. then on the way out to the mrt we met charmaine and then laughed abt e cock thing and then we stepped into boots and shoes to buy e chain for azim...
after tt we went to cwp the entrance there to wait for raphael. in the end, we sort of ditched him cos we were too frustrated.blah blah blah we went to nelle's house to look for cock but no cock so we play the ddr game on nelle com and then we laze around lalala.. then we call azim who kept saying" u noe the park there rite?" wa pinag we noe where the park lar we not dumb man...so we ended up at the bbq pit at 5+ i think when we supposed to be there at 4 but when we got there no fire so lucky us we no need wait so long to eat. we later discovered a long lost memory of 2/6 in a mama shop which azim directed us using his unclear speech (or maybe i didnt listen carefully) wat eva it is, we ended upthere buying ice:loli and cream so yar we bought a cock there cos cant find anywhere good thing is here got sell 1cock onli so we buy it and when we went back to the bbq pit we played after indulging ourselves in chips to replendish lost energy (yar rite i was freaking hungry). we play and play then we rest then azza haziqah and other malays come to the bbq finally more ppl. wow. ya i forgot to mention abt this guy known as shawn i dunnoe how to spell so so many diff. spelling lol. so we ended up doing stuff like eating running around blah balh blah toking... then we decided to go cwp to buy bubble tea yatayatayata took pictures and go back to the pit to find out they cut the cake already.T_T so we ate the cake with ice-cream yum! after tt i din noe wat happen cos i went home and rot in front of the fuking TV

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 / 8:13 AM
Sorry mahdi Sorry ling

really veri sorry that i changed the blog skin that the 2 of u made for me
but due to unforseen cicumstances tt i cant read the post neither can any one else
i have deceided (is this the correct spelling) to change my blog skin to this current one
i have however kept the banner tt mahdi made for me
it is being exhibited under my profile if u want it anywhere else
just tell me and i will try to put it where ever u want it
thank you for putin in effort to make my blog skin
but sorry tt i cant keep it due to the above unforseen circumstances!
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Saturday, June 10, 2006 / 3:30 AM
Boring Days Of The Fucking Fun hols

fuck the fucking hols

holi days supposed to be fun right??
i don find mine fun it nvr is y? cos im stuck at home wif onli a com a tv and practically no food
so wats the point of having hols (besides the fact tt u got a little bit of holiday hmk and no need to face the horror of teachers)
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now playing water margin some stupid 3d game based on the novel Shui Hu Zhuan got these 108 heroes (crazy amt the author siao how to remeber so many freakin names) from theis nonsense mt. called liang shang. quite nice got nice ppl there help a nooby like me haha dunnoe how to play the game hard to play man no guide book difficult to find the quest people.
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thoough u may find it boring cos many monsters look the smae but it fun cos u wan skill go buy skill book (hard to get man) money hard to earn here monster nvr give money onli items try to get the rare items earn money the stupid website sux man no tell u the character is add wat status point wan.
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in the game i am theif lo quite nice lar but i look dumb cos all pro look freakin nice i look so plain and idiotic
T.T i wanna cry though i noob i considered strong le cos i fast hit rate is higher monster cant hit me (not all of them lar lvl high de all kill me like nobody business).

haix sian man com is laggin more and more le so sux lor sooner or later my com will crash n i have to buy new com( hope that day comes soon i wan new com this com sux so old and craky and sloe man so frustrating.

Friday, June 02, 2006 / 5:20 AM

lalalala
hols so freaking boring got nothing to do man
onli got play eat sleep shit wat else ...lets seee...
quite a sum of homework hmm... tuition bullshiting hours of boredom...
guess the onli good thing now is prime time TV which can be so
FREAKKING BORING!!!!!!!!!!!


so glad taylor hicks become american idol
guess america finally decides
to make a change from tt old fashioned
pop star look tt they like so much
come to think of it
singapore idol.. hmm...
not many nice looking boys or girls at this point in time yet.
but im sure they will start lookin better as time goes by
no idea y but this things happen

zzzzzzzz
k im getting bored again dunnoe wat to type liao
should i stop here??? i think so lar.
to who eva is listening (reading) all my crappy shit
which i have summarised horribly (if not it will be freaking long)
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!

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