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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 / 12:43 AM
Blogs at 12am =.='" So damn late Freaking sleepy but i shall blog!!! because i have been typing non-stop and cant type any further (on microsoft word) Because of CRS have to stay up so late to do research Pick out points from case studies that are 97 pages long! and then have to rearrange the points etc.. best thing is we have to write the essay on the spot we can only bring notes there and notes not meaning you copy the whole freaking essay and go there to copy another copy to the lecturer you have to literally write a whole new essay from the notes kns anyway spent a whole damn load of time reading my previous posts from lower secondary until now I'm stunned at how irritating i was I think i still am =P (correct me if im wrong, i doubt anyone would) But its good though not deleting a blog and carrying it on. If i had deleted the blog i would not have remembered so many happy sad bitter sweet moments in my life YEAH me im smart... lol (Damn BHB) Wierd thing though i didnt even think about visiting my blog or even blogging until i came into contact with secondary school friends. Its wierd maybe they triggered my desire to record the ups and downs again? I should think so... Dun Dun Dun DUNNNNNN..... Random... Oh yes its simin's birthday today Happy Birthday (like anyone will see this =.=) Damn la another person reaching 18 and im still 17!!! NOOOO!!!!! But then again being 17 is good you get the thrill of acting like a 18 year old when you are underage and also you can do things 16 year olds can never do i.e. stay out after 11pm and not get police calling parents and other stuff not worth mentioning because i either dont remember or haven tried it. I just made it seem like im a mountain tortoise that hasnt done much in the past year =.= which is true i didnt do much I'm like a wandering ghoul not knowing what i want not knowing what to do not bothering about the future sometimes its good to be carefree but i think im too carefree to the point im scaring myself like now im supposed to do the research but instead im blogging(or rather ranting random shit) so yes i have to set my priorities straight and not think about random shit FYI i think about random shit all the time i think random shit takes up about 90% of my brain activity so yes it is scary and i need to change start thinking about the future plan and stuff i may seem like i have my goals set but i have no freaking idea how to go about fufilling them its like the future is a mass of thick fog i cant see cant tell what is ahead i dont know its this uncertainty that is keeping me back i know it but what can i do nothing powerless against that one fear that is practically non-existent to everyone Fuck i go sleep wake up early tml complete the stupid essay notes. Random quote i made up today while chatting with simin The mysteries of the artistic mind are as hard to grasp(grab) as the complexities of the opposite gender I originally wanted to say "complexites of the woman mind/nature/heart" but that sounds a bit sexist so opposite gender sounds better lol SLEEEPPPPP!!!! |
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