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Friday, July 30, 2010 / 1:55 AM
All screwed up Not exactly in the best of moods now Tired and stressed physically and mentally Too much to take in. Too much to do. Seriously, why does everything need to be handed in, in the same week. Makes no sense. Our studying and learning period is reduced by 2 weeks at least because of YOG but still we have to submit our assignments before YOG starts. Utterly ridiculous. Sometimes I feel like I exaggerate the emotions I feel. I like to blow things up. That's me. If its nice and simple I feel underestimated, bored if you want to put it that way. But things are never good when they get blown up. It's like trying to increase the size of a 100x 200 pixel picture to 1024 x 768. Things become ugly, disoriented. Thats exactly how I feel now. Inside me is like a kettle of water ready to boil over. Slowly steadily the variables in life stack up. Addition turns into multiplication, it just keeps rolling. The me I once knew, I can't find. The me now, I hate. I seek to change, but it all seems so far out of range. When we were young things were so easy. Now, to get what we want, we have to make countless sacrifices, put in double/triple the effort before results are seen. Obstacles come before us, do we have the potential to overcome them? Some yes, what about those who can't? Some take a fall and never get back up. Take a wrong step and fall into the abyss. Which one are you? No one knows, until it really strikes them. Anything can be said, but only a handful can be done. Impossible may spell I'm-possible, but in life you are not the only variable. |
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