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Monday, January 17, 2011 / 10:40 PM
Not a word to describe. 13 Jan 11, 18:30 Helen: Excellent gift guide! Thank you for posting, also many can be used for other gift occasions�.What the shit?? I just saw that before doing this post. Since when was I doing a gift guide? Can't imagine a chatbox spammer worst than this. Anyway... Went out with YJ and Bing to find clothes to CNY and CSW Didn't go to school because I refused to wake up. Again.... Really hating life right now... Nothing is going right. Except maybe I still have friends to get along with. Otherwise I have nothing. Seriously the only thing I look forward to now is meeting with friends. So I can forget all the shit I have to put up with. I really really really want out... I feel like my life just turned into a stupid cliche Singaporean film. (Not the funny ones mind you) Why is it that I have to think about all this. Why can't I kick back and enjoy my life as it goes by. I lose enough brain cells daily with my bad temper. Stop piling on extra shit for me to burn my brain. Seriously today... Not a good one... I don't see many happy days ahead... I don't wish for much. I just want to be normal. Is that really so hard to ask? A normal life. Too much? Right now I don't even know whether my best will work. Things are not in my control anymore. Not as if they ever have been. If life had a steering wheel I want to grab it and make a U-turn so I can make another choice at the junction. |
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