Sunday, February 13, 2011 / 2:21 AM
I'm the one?

Just once in a while I feel like I'm important
That I have value.
In control.

Not very often... But I prefer to live every moment of that.
After that time passes on all I can do is await the next opportunity for me to do it again.
At times I ask myself. Why can't it last? What did I do wrong that this control slips from my hands?
I look at back and think back. All I can say is its someone else's turn.
We can't always be in control. That is unrealistic.

Now is definitely the time to wait.
I will prove that I am worthy to take control once more. I may not be the smartest. Not the most charming. Definitely not good looking either. And I seriously suck at sports (most of them).
Still... I believe it pays to try. So what if I fail. One step forward, is better than nothing at all.

Now the problem would be getting myself to listen to my own words :)
All talk and no action isn't exactly going to help is it?


PS: Screw NAPFA. Now I'm aching all over.

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